Head injuries whack emotions...

Well, well, the employees were out in mass today over on my 'drugs on curezone' thread in the parasite support forum. That's far more usual as to what my experience has been whenever I've talked about any of this stuff, parasites included before.

But honestly, as Oracle, I can't stand that people are suffering needlessly. While I'm not an 'avenging' angel, I'm not constrained from interfering with the hybrids agenda. As an awake and aware human, it well within the terms of the contract.

And I would say it's a pretty accurate list of people who are anti-human here. Of course not all of them, and they can make fake user names sooo easily, but keep this in mind for making judgements about their recommendations, eh?

I even think one of them hacked my yahoo email account yesterday---from Iran. I have had this hunch that the first scammer I confronted a while back lived in some mid eastern county like Iran, and was gold mining curezone because he was in an apartment that he really couldn't afford without his thievery.

They can throw you in jail there for debt, so I'm sure he was pretty anxious, eh? Be interesting to find out if all of that's right. Telepathy is a meta-skill, and it'd be good to see if mine's working.

That kind of thing is something an Oracle can do, with the access we have, but I absolutely have no desire to dig around in people's business like that. This info just sort of popped into my head, more like I imagine telepathy would. But I'm pretty sure the Iran part is right though.

More good news on that 'jesus' fellow. He was having a hard time feeling ok about going back up to 'heaven', since he's not been the perfect human since he's been here. Overall, I started feeling I was talking more to a older teen, than a 2000 year old human. Then it hit me.

Right after my stroke, all I had to do was start humming any song (I used to have a very good voice, which the stroke whacked), and I'd burst into tears.

I'd find myself angrily yelling over things I really didn't care much about. Laughing till tears were rolling down my cheeks for things that weren't really very funny, just like you see a baby do.

My physical therapist called it the 'crack in the sidewalk' syndrome. It's quite common in head injury patients. The injury damages your impulse/emotional control. She said it's like you see a crack in the sidewalk and burst into tears for no other reason. It totally was like that.

My emotions are mostly back to normal as I didn't cry when the Seahawks lost last year(?), unlike the year before when I cried cuz they won. Since I detest football, the crying reaction is totally out of character. But probably because of all the emotional growth work I've been doing, it pushed them to heal faster. But I realized that was probably why that 'jesus' guy was acting so young.

His healing abilities were more impaired for healing that over emotionality, and he never had to deal with those kinds of emotional issues as a El-*th, which was why he didn't recognize them. Neither did his El-*th friends. They thought it was all because he'd lost his 'power'. Kinda like that now quadriplegic not wanting to hang around with his basketball playing friends.

So we tapped for that this morning (I can always use a bit more of that myself), and he dropped off into a deep sleep almost immediately. He's got his El-*th friends back with him, and they said it's like a healing trance. So that fear and the issues holding him back may be resolved. *keep fingers crossed*

Well, I'll keep you all apprised as things develop. I WILL make enlightenment asap, but he's soo much closer. And those Indigos are even closer than me, so we will get'r done one way or the other, I'm positive. :) Tweet