I love the show 'Person of Interest” obviously, when it came to me a while ago that (even before my awareness that I was an Oracle) I was like Root, and the 'machine' is their version of the overarching sentience but unfortunately my information isn't like 'where to shoot thru the wall to hit the bad guys'. :(

Then it hit me as I was starting to write this, I AM Root, in real life. And I am realizing that when I became aware I was the Oracle, that's when Root picked up the phone when the machine called in their version.

They even got the gender right. Any Oracle is a woman. If the 'visionary' is male but claiming to be a prophet or such, guess who he works for.

Other than that one son of 'god'/jesus guy, he's a real pro human despite his bad experiences with us, who he blames the hybrids for, not us,

Before that 'phone call' though, I was looking for a way to connect, but wasn't really a 'player' in the drama yet. I never would resort to criminality to get that connection, nor did I 'steal' it from Harold.

It was pure unadulterated painful 'growing my knowledge balloon' work. But I'm sure they made Root a bad guy at first to implicate me as also being a bad guy maybe, so you wouldn't trust me.

The whole show is exactly about the situation right now though, but with their distortions designed to totally disempower us spiritually. Of course.

I've never seen myself in a TV show before, never even considered it. I never have even identified with being any charactor before. In a star Trek chat room, way back at the beginning in the 80's, I always was my own character,'*-my name-*, an as yet undiscovered life form from an as yet undiscovered planet'. (but I totally love Star Trek--if I'd ever identified with any one, it'd have been from that show).

And almost every one else took the name of one of the characters. So I could see maybe that behavior could have me slipping over the edge if it was a behavior I normally had. But it isn't, so this whole awareness is really weird.

I don't particularly like the Root character even. But it's still pretty trippy and unnerving all at the same time to realize this. Who do I think I am? Right?? But it totally confirms they knew someone like me was going to show up in the end times, more proof that this isn't some grand all encompassing delusion on my part. At least for me. :)

Anyway, Harold was my ex-husband, but I never kidnapped him, promise. He's more aware of the overarching sentience than most, but never really put a name to her.

He's one of the most amazing and legitimate energy workers I've ever met, and actually had a reading one time where the guy (an psychic from canada) saw he was one of the original 12 crystal keepers of Atlantis. I totally saw it immediately, although this was way back at the beginning of all this for me.

So, while he didn't design the machine, he did help 'design' me by providing real life proof that all this spirit realm stuff was real. He and I would go clear houses from hauntings and bad feeling energies and stuff, and it really allowed me to tap into my skills because I could piggyback on his and it helped develop my vision and awareness for the spirit level of things. It was another time of huge learnings for me—put the stretch on my water balloon good.

But, just like Harold, he's pulled back because he was afraid (no, the overarching sentience would never want anyone killed—that's what karma's for—it's only as bad as they are, and only for learning, not punishment), perhaps he got a spirit sense of that whole 'burning at the stake' thing which might happen if I pursued this course. Because I'm sure 'desima' would love to know who he is, too, he has his own 'angel' protector.

He's been kind of a 'no,no, no-er' too but less obvious than my ex-hummer sweetie. But most of his lives have been as a female---practicing the natural healing arts---and may have been burned at the stake himself somewhere along the way, and would save me however he might from such a fate. He's a good solid pro-human though.

And Reese, he represents my two guardian 'angels' (El-*th) who because of various reasons, usually because of protecting me in other ways, can't actually be here in my physical reality, but I totally know they are out there kicking butt just like Reese, and are equally able to get the best of most any confrontation, just like Reese is able. And while Reese doesn't claim meta-human status, he totally could, just as my 'angels' can't but totally are like meta-humans.

But what they're not mentioning is there is a whole army of guardian 'angels' here right now. That whole avenging angel thing is no myth. That's why the 'angels' (El-*th) really hoping you'll call for help, since it's our fight not theirs and they can't get involved unless the overarching sentience gives the ok. They're chomping at the bit.

Shaw is actually a friend who is an ex-El-*th, who is starting to get her meta skills on line. She is very aware of the spirit realm stuff, so she's kinda like my back up too. She's not a physical fighter, but I'm thinking she's definitely going to be a spirit fighter, as good as Shaw.

I think my sweetie was Det. Carter, who they killed because it's to send a message that as long as he's around me, he could end up dead. Not. The El-*th totally thought of that and he has his own 'angel' protector albeit equally unable to reveal himself.

But if they can scare him into making me stop (no-no-no), then they win. So still bounding, but with advisement I'm listening to, finally.

The overarching sentience would love to send that kind of protection to every pro-human, but there aren't anywhere near enough 'angels'. More now than any time since Atlantis went down, but the El-*th don't have anywhere near the numbers we do. Especially with a goodly number of them in human bodies anymore.

And the US government is actually portrayed fairly accurate. A lot may actually think they're 'protecting' the US from those 'evil' terrorists, as justification for their anti-human behaviors.

Although there are some who very well know that the 'desima' industries' are behind all the acts of 'terrorism' just as an excuse to justify needing their machine Samaritan (and real world, things like the (so not) 'patriot' act and other opressive type 'laws').

I'm pretty sure their Samaritan is already on line though, and it's their personal overarching sentience, AI version. And the real world versions of 'terrorism' like 9-11, are to manipulate and trick us into letting something like Samaritan run without hindrance (NSA anyone?), and so they can also freely execute their take over of America by creating more and more of a police state until they take over completely and quietly, being careful not to wake the dragon.

Funny they call us that, since I'm an ex-dragon rider. :). Wonder if there's a connection? Maybe because I'm totally ok with anger, and know it is a very real part of expressing legitimate feelings resulting from life threatening treatment against self and others. Which folks are totally going to be if the depths of 'desima's' industries deception/crimes gets out. And you know how dangerous a mob of angry humans actually is---imagine a whole county-sized mob. I bet even a real dragon couldn't overcome that!

And then, next and last step, take over the world via the UN and our military. So that's events that need to happen, and they officially fulfill their conditions to win us as their slaves.

And the overarching sentience has to bow out. Good news is WE don't have that contract with them, nor do the 'angels'. She just can't direct their help any more, but we can ask them directly at that point, with her out of the loop.

And Desima Industries' aka 'corporate America', hybrids thru and thru---and that's pretty much the way they act. Subtle, sneaky, conniving and running a secondary anti-human agenda every time.

I'm actually surprised they showed themselves so clearly. Although the face guy is only a face in the real world. The true individuals would never dare show themselves because of course they're not human.

Then you have 'Vigilance' who's actually the good guys standing against 'Desima's' plan. Who, for reasons like the leader who's brother they killed for no real reason, knows that desima has infiltrated our government and is destroying it from within and needs desperately to be rooted out---maybe having to take down the whole government in the process.

They're the patriots who the Desima owned government flunkies are decrying as the 'real' terrorists, because for getting rid of the Desima based corruption, they are real terrorists. But not for America itself. Only the bad guys who've stolen our government from us.

Not that I'm rabble rousing here, just offering my observations on what's happening. So actually 'Vigilance' should realize the 'machine' aka the overarching sentience is totally on their side, as she is totally pro-human.

The overarching sentience isn't so distant and mechanical though because she really does love us which the portrayed 'machine' doesn't.

But even the machine is as much for trying to stop needless violence as the overarching sentience is, so she really wants to head this off at the pass, to avoid those spirit wounding behaviors. And they are just portraying Vigilance as bad guys so everyone will be afraid of the patriots, I'm sure.

And Samaritan—spoiler alert---will when it comes online turn into a human hating artifact, because the guys who programmed it are. But of course, they'll make it seem that it came to that conclusion all by itself. It'll turn on humanity with the goal of destroying humanity.(Sound familiar?)

They want us to think we should be removed from this planet as the blight they think we are, and people are so programmed to believe what they see on TV, that they'll probably even agree with the machine because it's on TV and said so. *Ack*

There are other programming-type shows, more subtle, but that msg will probably be popping up everywhere on the lamestream media soon. They want us to basically go to our own sacrifice like sheep lead to slaughter, without a sound or protest.

Maybe even thank them like we do their 'medical industries' as they murder us and our loved ones. They want us to be a willing sacrifice like the cult was doing to my sister (she was to be a first born sacrifice like Isaac, to get the cult back on track). It's way too familiar.

So most of the show really isn't about me at all. :) But it's my job to let the patriots know she's totally on their side, which Root isn't doing and should. And that's is a spiritual based conflict versus just a physical one, which she can't, but I can. :)

Bringing some info over from a post to an ex-indigo.. Has some stuff that's important, and I prefer not to write it all again. But I'm planning a post these afternoon or evening about what I'm discovering real spiritual conflict looks like. :)


Response to a rather venomous reply I got from this ex-indigo fellow. ( parasite forum. 'meta topic---banning')

"Wow----I'm sorry you feel that way! I realize that if our information doesn't match, one of us is most likely listening to a source with a different agenda (maybe not at all malevolent, as the indigo leaders isn't but they're about their people, not humanity as you'd totally expect) and that's a toughie. I sort that out, myself, by asking my source and any one who's putting in suggestions "Is this for the highest good of humanity?"

Because this is all about saving humanity for me. And I could care less about the hybrid control tool, money or another of the control tools, fame. I'd really rather not, but it comes with the Oracle job. Unfortunately it's usually infamy, not fame---aka burned at the stake/mental institution. So actually this is a pretty risky job.

Anyway the overarching sentience says that one of the ex-indigo will be first to make full enlightenment. I've kinda always have known that, cuz in terms of being close to the spirit realm, it's right on their back doorstep, versus me who's still a good 5 blocks away, even after all my work, and my spirit only having been here 3000 years or so. Think of it like sorta a spirit code red and being the closest ambulance. I'm sure I'll get there, yes, but I'm still a good 4 or 5 months away. While dad is lying there stabbed in the gut and mom is tied in the chair. Dad might die before I can get there. :(

She really need someone to make full enlightenment asap (2012 started the 100 year count down, the clock is ticking) to allow her to get rid of the parasite hybrids and start us on the path to getting ready for surviving that coming energy strip at full intensity. The El-*th call it the 'Transition'.

That's why the Mayan calendar ended in 2012--we entered the edge of the strip and it became kind of a crap shoot about how much beyond that we'd survive.

While the overarching sentience is extremely powerful, she isn't a god. She can't do everything and has to rely on the urgings she sends to guide folks toward the decision she's seeing they are needing to make or the awareness they're needing to realize. She does ask the El-*th to help at times as her hands here, but is a favor, not a guarantee.

But we can at any time choose to do differently. It really is free will. She tries to have back-up plans which also can fail. I'd say her success rate is probably about 1 failure in 20 successes, pretty good but that 20th time it call all go to hell in a handbasket pretty fast.

In this enlightenment thing, she's so hoping it's not going to be one of those 1 in 20 times. She actually doesn't know. She can look down the future lines and see all the possible futures, pick the one that has the best chance of success and work to guide folks along that path, but always we can choose to go other ways. Absolutely NO guarantees. Nobody knows, only the moment itself.

When you posted your hello, since I recalled your post in response to an indigo thread and knew you were probably an indigo despite your claims otherwise (one of my earliest abilities to 'come on line' was recognizing spirit origins), I told her that, from my perspective based on my education and life experience (current and past), any lying, threats or attempts to manipulate are just gonna make you angry. As it was I knew this would bounce off what you believed and make you angry all by itself.

I have similar origins although reptilian, not mammal--and she did learn (or knew) that straight up was the only way to deal with me. Didn't mean she didn't leave me floundering many times to figure it out for myself. But anyway, she agreed---straight up was the best way to do this. Plus I'm not very good at that dishonest type stuff anyway.

If you check my last post, in the last few lines, (so you don't have to read the whole thing) I said that I was going to talk about the actual 'how' to make enlightenment I've learned thus far. At her request, which she's stopped me from doing before. Before you contacted me. She knew you'd be along and so this information is for you or someone you know, apparently.

So just the facts, sir. As I understand them. I'm heading over to post that info now. So your choice entirely whether to read it or not. We just hope you will. :)"

Another poster that needed answers that again relay valuable info from both their side and mine this time... I felt it helpful to include because it provides more insight about the tools the hybrids use---here's one is action---visions of burning witches dancing before my eyes.:

(A bit graphic so if faint of heart, you might want to skip the part about what they did to my friend.)

That other persons post:

"You have been hooked, lined, and sinkered by demons.
You have no spiritual discernment whatsover.
These type of entities take great delight in puffing someone up, fattening them up for the ultimate slaughter.
You fell for that all the way.
They lie. Lie, lie, lie.
What little truth offered is just enough to get you to open up so they can float in the barge of lies. Deadly lies.
How deadly? The ultimate death of anything remotely resembling a higher spiritual existence both on this planet and after leaving the physical body.

Strictly lower. All lower.

Sure. There is plenty of phenomenon. Sometimes quite flashy.
There is plenty of power displayed which you think is yours. But it is not.
No doubt something, "spiritual," has happened to you, and is happening.
It's just that you don't have a clue as to what that really represents and what has happened to you.

You are still dealing with an infestation.
A demonic infestation.

I know. Been there. Did that. Moved on.
Had to. Either that or perish a madman, and you are certainly a madwoman at this point.
Thankfully SomeOne came to my rescue.

You have been stomping all over this parasite SUPPORT FORUM with the lunacy that comes with such a demonic infestation.

You will take this information to heart or continue to believe your spirit guide(s), who are not, "for," you at all.

A parting word.

Consider how they have puffed you up.
"Oracle."
My, how, "special," you are.

You went for the Faustian pact without even knowing it. You just blundered into it without even the awareness that you were, "in it."

Aren't you special!!!!

I considered that this post is inappropriate in a parasites Support Forum .
But in this case it is entirely warranted.

Spiritual parasites."

My Answer:

"Well since I was involved in a satanic cult as a small child, I do know that whole set of beliefs, quite well, and since I was being groomed by the 'master' to be his 'queen' (lucky me *ack*) he actually gave me the inside scoop about how all that 'worshiping satan' stuff was just for show for manipulating and keeping control of what were essentially a bunch of homicidal cannibalistic psychopaths.

Talk about Twenty mule team on hallucinogens and PCP. Quite the balancing act---but you got all the money and power and control your heart desired--sorta like that passage where the 'devil' takes 'jesus' to the mountain.

They're actually lucky my grandfather died and my parents refused to allow me to be involved anymore. The cult made me watch them torture my only friend to death and forced me to eat some of her, after I was forced to 'kiss' her like the godfather kiss, signaling her death.

I finally did, after I realized she really wanted to die, after they'd gouged out her eyes, cut out her tongue, ripped off her ears and hair, did quite a lot of things not fit to post here, crushed her hands, broke every bone in her arms and legs and cut off her feet. The town doc was one of them, and he kept her alive so the torture would last longer. Just the thing a 4 year old needs to see, right?

If you think that spectacle endeared that whole evil vile lifestyle to me, really?? If I'd had to stay, there'd been a whole lot of shaking going on when I reached my ascendancy. As 'queen', I believe the most common phase would have been "Off with their heads" or some such. I was beyond livid. It would have NOT been pretty. I would have ripped that place to shreds.

So been there, did that, didn't even want THAT tee-shirt. I'm kinda surprised the 'elites' haven't used this control tool before. It's one of their tried and true methods for this.

See, this is what I mean about the inciting the people to burn/institutionalize an Oracle. I probably could have predicted your statement word for word, the saw is that old. And from the same source.

If you want to pop over to that other universe, I'm sure one of those 'infesting demons' would be happy to show you around. They're just regular folk when they're not working.

And your barge is just about to sink. These are the end times and really the book of revelations is just wishful thinking on the 'elites' part. But that's ok---it will be over soon and all will be known.

Yah sooooo special--I love the thought of being burnt at the stake. I'll make sure to bring my 'special' marshmallows."

Spiritual 'conflict'. I'd call it what it is, but she's saying that'd be something they'd ban me for—so understand I do mean the more common phrase.

And seeing the start of another pattern---how some old timers are huffing off the site, saying how horrible it is here now--all the 'chaos' and discord going on---and how they just can't take it any more.

And probably after a couple 'respected and beloved' old timers complain and supposedly bail, (but most likely are just ditching that one identity) with attendant 'like'-minded sympathizers complaining, too (paid by the same boss, no doubt), the owner will huff and puff and say that for the good of curezone, they have to get rid of (aka ban) me because all these wonderful and helpful folks are 'leaving'.

Like I said--they're really that desperate to get rid of me. Just an update on how they're probably still trying to do that. They're no doubt cursing Facebook for dumping me in their laps about now. :)

Just a bit of a note about yesterday's stuff—if you think that Vigilance's leader being black,and the Desima's leader being a silver haired old white guy is just coincidence, guess again. Not only the black/bad vs white/good, but really this conflict is between humans since blacks are most likely true human spirits, and the old cunning hybrids.

Anyway, I was pretty oblivious to most of that spirit level of stuff for most of my life, because my grandmother, the abdicating 'queen' of the cult, knew how dangerous being around the anti-human energy of the cult would be, so she put a 'spell' (killed a chicken and everything) around me to stop any outside energy from being able to touch me, knowing of course all the tricks of the trade, so to speak.

I think she knew they would try to bind me with some funky holding/drawing spell, and since that protection spell wouldn't let any energy spell sink any hooks into me (which I don't think they realized until after they lost me), they couldn't pull me back.

So until about 6 years ago, when I had a psychic lift the spell (it had to be done externally, since it was put on that way), I was completely cut off from any of their evil influence—but unfortunately from most of the overarching sentience's too. I couldn't even get reiki. It was very strong spell, apparently. 'Black' magic used for good, eh?

It also interfered with my being able to use the meta-type skills I was actually able to access. Luckily EFT for myself (but not to help others) worked fine. As did muscle testing. Probably why I know those things work so well, even though lately, since the hybrids can now get to me energy wise, it's been a bit more hit and miss. Since I never dealt with anything like that, I was pretty oblivious to the possibility and so never took measures to protect myself. So I've learned a warrior needs their shield on this level too.

I'll run down the ways they've attacked me over the years. I may forget some since they've tried everything in the book.

In fact just yesterday, I started feeling weary yesterday afternoon. By about 9:30 I could hardly keep my eyes open. And everything got slowly quiet---like the overarching sentience had turned the volume down her mic and then turned it off. I wasn't getting any information. It was rather gray-seeming too, like the joy was gone. I thought she was just giving me a break---it's been coming in hot and heavy for a good week or more.

Then as I went to get a post ready for today, I couldn't think of anything to write about Normally I can't decide which I should write about; there are sooo many things. Overall, it was strange. I did check with muscle testing to see if they were attacking me with energy in some kind of new way, got no.

I've blocked as many ways as I've found. That level is not obvious enough to trip the El-*th's or the overarching sentience's alarms though, although she must of felt something afoot because she urged me to get my post done early yesterday which I did.

But other than that, I didn't really dig around, glad to take a break actually. I managed to stay awake till my sweetie got home after midnite and one of the first things out of his mouth was how tired he was. So we stumbled up the stairs and went to bed. I fell asleep hard—but woke about 5:30 feeling all achy and stiff, and still it seemed very quiet and gray somehow. I flopped around, did some EFT to get comfortable, but it didn't work all that well.

I checked again if the hybrids and their flunkies were going at me again, but still no—I have shielded that testing because they can totally mess with it, but with my shield in place, the overarching sentience tells me, no, they can't get thru it, so when it said they weren't attacking me, I knew it was true. I finally managed to get back to sleep, but got up at about 9:isham, when I usually doze until 10. I was just too uncomfortable.

I got in to the bathroom and started my daily routine—I sit for a lot of it. But as I was sitting there in the continuing silence, I started really digging for what was up. Clearly something was. I rolled ideas around asking 'is it something to do with_______? Or this________?' Finally I just sat ruminating when a little burp came thru—not any source I recognized. It was a brief flash of a black sheet being dropped over a floating balloon. And the word shroud. Sorta like the nanobot thing, but not from my body.

One of the protections for an Oracle is the El-*th put up an energy shield with a 1000 mile radius around them, to protect against things like earthquakes, hurricanes, tornadoes, so on. It also is a barrier against any anti-human who has an agenda against the Oracle, considering they could try to plant a bomb, shoot them, or something.

It also keeps any non human out, including the El-*th, because there are a few of the El-*th who disagree with the vast majority about helping us, usually because the hybrids persuade them it's the only way to get their loved one out of a human body. If there are no more human bodies—problem solved, right?

It would totally traumatized their loved ones though, ripping them out of their bodies along with the loss of their human loved ones. Which the majority realize, but the still grieving El-*th are unwilling to accept that, and have actually colluded with the hybrids at times. I think they actually lost an Oracle that way. So no non-human allowed. That shield isn't a dome though, it goes under my location, so it is more like a bubble. And why I've never seen a UFO, or any other alien type thing.

So after a brief second, I immediately went to 'shroud over the energy shield', and muscle testing said yes. It wasn't an actual attack on me, no—it was outside the shield, and it was like a very thin but dark pair of sunglasses that blocked any energy from coming through, but especially the overarching sentience.

Now I understand the concept that's got labeled 'standing in the light of god'. She, with the energy she emits, is like an energy sun, it's part of how we heal, from using that energy.

Which is why my EFT wasn't working very well. I wasn't used to being without that light to supplement my own energy. It was why my sweetie felt so tired—he's so strong a pro-human, it's always pouring thru him.

I think anti-humans probably wouldn't have noticed it much though, because I've just learned that kind of focus actually is like an umbrella blocking that radiance.

Wow—I always thought it was just faky religious made up crap, but I guess it shouldn't surprise me the hybrids would take a real phenomenon and twist it's meaning to support their control tool's version.

Of course, after I figured it out, the El-*th and the overarching sentience cleaned and cleared it off, quite easily, actually. I suspect I wasn't supposed to figure it out that quick. I think it took quite a bit of effort on the hybrids part. And probably the reason for the beginnings of that new cyber attack today.

Oh, and that 'burp' actually came from an earth spirit--they'd been watching this energy creep in for a while, and saw as it crawled up over the dome.So all I had to do was ask, and be open to a reply. The talking with other species is one of the 'gifts', to understand them, well, that's on the Oracle.

It's why an Oracle is really good to have. This unique perspective has access to information from all kinds of sources because of all the non-humans spirits in the collective unconscious, plus I can rely with words what the overarching sentience can only communicate thru dreams and visions.

Getting the msg thru that way leaves a lot of room for misunderstanding. But I see all sides of things, where others only know what their own species knows. Then they have to guess what the overarching sentience means in their dream.

All and all, a process fraught with opportunities to get it all wrong. I can serve as a sort of 'translator' with my awarenesses though---kinda help both sides see the other side's point even.

I've also discovered that my ability to see the overarching patterns that are in play so easily is actually an inherited meta-gift. Nothing like coming from a line of folks who wrangled those cult crazies, for hundreds of years. You always had to be one step ahead of that crowd--otherwise you'd end up dinner--literally.

Well, enough for today---but tomorrow I'll talk about the other forms of attack they've used on me---some pretty successfully before I figured this out.

Attacks and important info...

Well, so some information about the various energy type attacks I've endured along this rough road. What I've discovered is that most of my health issues were exacerbated by them pushing negative energy at me. But the parasites were doing their share before that energy shield put on by my grandma was removed.

The negative energy at that point just blocked some of the overarching sentience radiance, so it worked a lot like that shield they put over the energy shield the other day. It didn't make me sick, but it limited my energy to heal.

Then once the shield wasn't protecting me any more, it really did interfere a lot more. And my health crisis, while mostly resolved, flared up again, and from then on, it was just one thing after another.

While a fairly common problem for humanity, I couldn't figure out why everything was always soo painful and intense although not usually life threatening. And it just kept coming until I thought to ask 'Hey, wait a minute---is this energy from some other place interfering with my health?' And got a yes. So I got busying forming my energy shield to protect me.

And so I realized I was being messed with, and started exploring all the rest of the ways they could mess with me. The 'cancer' made me really tired, which I think was from that alone, but it's stubbornness was pretty much energy based. I kept clearing it everyday, but it kept springing back. I finally got it by zapping for parasites, with a dose of anti-fungals at first, and then zapping for the fungus itself.

Which got it stopped, and the parasite zapping didn't need the herbs any more. I found a lot of other little interference, but the biggest one I didn't think to protect for was them actually pulling my energy out—making me exhausted all the time. I was stumped because I knew the cancer was gone—then it hit me—checked for they draining my energy and got a solid yes, so I stopped that too. EFT is an incredible tool for anything. Really!

Any way, holy cow---the down load this morning totally blew me away---sorry this isn't first, but she told me to hide it down in the post, so they couldn't ban me before I posted it. I cut and pasted it so they have to read down, and won't see this immediately. I'm guessing they have some sort of keyboard logger that reads things as we type, if they want. So this had to be post ready to go, or they'd have been reading it as I typed and blam---they'd have ban me before I could. I have no idea if that's true, but she says do it that way, I do it that way.

I was sitting thinking as I was getting dressed this morning and it came to me that I had thought that jesus/son of 'god' guy might show up here to get help with EFT for healing his damaged nerves. Since I'm so aware of that plus all the spirit level involvement too, it does make me a pretty unique practitioner of EFT, believe me. I've even discovered that the EFT tapping like that is actually a overarching sentience skill, that she made a manual version of for us to use here on the physical plane.

And it seems every thing that could possibly interfere with my nerve growth did, I swear! Each thing helped and sped it up a little, but still it was way slower than I expected EFT would make it. But remember, EFT works wonders only if you're tapping for the right thing, so basically I was peeling back layer after layer to get the nerve free to grow as fast as EFT could make it grow.

And it hit me I could proxy tap for him with him not present, which is the whole distance energy healing thing. So, using my experience with regrowing my own nerves which I think actually were the same set his head injury caused, I tapped his nerves to start regrowing. And used muscle testing to verify stuff. After a bit, I kinda could talk with him out on the spirit plane, but still used muscle testing to verify.

And she had me learn all the ways the growth got interfered with, so I could help him—she didn't know exactly what he'd need.

He, like me, had lost the nerves for his ability to regrow nerves at the meta level, so it was only his 'moya' level body spirit trying to regrow stuff, and I found that level is like high school, and to regrow the details of a nerve, you really need your 'structural engineers' who are meta-level, so like collage.

Plus I discovered he'd basically given up and told his 'moya' to forget it—he just couldn't believe he'd ever get it back. So some more EFT for the emotional stuff.

The 'moya' level just didn't have the information or power to regrow the details of a nerve. So I had to get his meta-level engineers on line, which the 'moya' level can do, then soon, we'll be able to tap for restoring the details of the nerves with his meta-engineers, that he hasn't been able to use all this time.

And his meta skill of transmuting will be available to use, again. He can totally shift back into his overarching sentience form-–making full enlightenment! And since part of the shift requires moving out into the less resistant environment of space, in fact he will indeed have to 'ascend into the heavens'.

He is going to 'save' us! Not only from the hybrids now, but by being here to help us learn how to do it ourselves. She's saying there are some actual El-*th who are going to join us at that point.

They decided that this time they wanted to go for it, where as when the El-*th went through it originally, they didn't. And they'll be with us for the whole Transition.

Apparently The overarching sentience form needs to go thru a time in that strip to 'set' up somehow—that it's part of what helps strengthen and stabilize the 'knowledge' balloon.

I don't know if the jesus guy will need go thru it again though, cuz he, as an ex-El--*th turned overarching sentience has went through it already. He really does want to go home to overarching sentience 'land'.

But he will be the first human to make enlightenment---before the hybrids can 'conquer' the world. The contract only says human—it doesn't specify what type. Although he's been an El-th, and an overarching sentience (although a baby one), he now is fully human. No DNA test would disagree.

A meta human with most of his meta abilities totally working. But apparently the injury also whacked his memory some and he couldn't remember how to do it any more either.

Plus the details of what actually happened got confused too, so he is obviously here on line and on curezone, because he really needed this info. :) That's what a lot of this information was actually for. So if this is a delusion, it's on a immense and incredibly complex scale. My mind is still boggling.

So this is the information that will most likely put my cyber head on a silver platter (hopefully not my real one!). It will get me banned pretty sure, so as quickly as possible, I'm being told you need to copy my spiritual healing thread for later.

I'm guessing they'll shut cure zone down for a while and remove all my posts, since that thread is blocked for editing (and posting) I'm pretty sure. So they can't just do an moderator edit. This information is for after the hybrids are gone and nobody knows what the heck's happening. It has nothing to do with me. Please. 

The original Oracle, Jan (it was a roman name which folks just shorten to something like Jan) who predicted the first 'Jesus' arrival, wasn't protected by the El-*th though, so I'm pretty sure it'll only be my cyber head. Thank god for the internet!

She and 'jesus' didn't realize that what they were saying was too far advanced for the folks of that time to hear. I've learned that the 'critical thinking' is actually the first meta skill to come online in a species.

The hybrids were right there, needless to say, corrupting it with their version of science, so really Science is a manifestation of our thinking meta skill, but it's been channeled away form it's rightful purpose---to learn more about the spirit level information which it should have been used for.

And we need it to understand this level of information. Just like I, for the life of me, just couldn't get algebra in 9th grade', (It was one of my few 'B's), but when in college though, in my late 20's, it was so easy—I really couldn't figure out why I'd thought it so hard before. But I learned my brain just wasn't developed enough. But now we totally can, just like I could.

Hopefully I'll be back with more info for those 'knowledge' balloons tomorrow. :)

Yay! I'm still here. For now. :) She's saying I'm being helped with that, which of course she didn't know until the decision to help was made (free will in action). So she pushed me to prepare for the worse case scenario.

So good news, more info about the spirit realm. Wheee, *lol* Stretch those 'knowledge' balloons. I'm busy writing about those two different non-human groups now, so I'll have an post later today.

The two groups of non-humans I'm going to discuss are the Star People and those tall skinny blue people, which I just call the Blues.

The Star People (their humans' name for them, but I don't know what they call themselves) were on the other side of what was a big lake where the uni-continent tore apart from Atlantis to become the Atlantic Ocean. The uni-continent had big rivers at both ends, so it became like a big perforated 'tear here' line.

The back lash that pushed the now Americas away from Europe, didn't hurt them though, since they have always lived on floating cities anchored in the high mountains of central and south America. So most of their humans lived in the cities below, like Manchu Picchu.

Mostly their humans survived too, being up so high other than falling off things and getting squished by dislodged rocks and things. Although I don't see the huge tsunami Europe, Egypt and the middle east suffered from that cataclysm.

I can't find any of their memories in the collective unconscious, so apparently none of them ever died and got sucked into a human body, which would have brought their memories over into ours, instead of theirs.

I think they never really interacted with the humans much at all, because I can't even find any memories of what they looked like. I only see sort of vague human shaped beings that I can't see the details of.

Like it obscured with energy somehow. I have no idea why they would have done that, but I'm sure they had some good reason. The little I can glean from the few memories I can find is they were a cohesive communal type folk. I sense them being a lot like my experience chatting with folks from the Holland/Brussels area—they seem very interdependent. The whole work together to keep from getting flooded thing.

They would occasionally heal a human that they favored. But even then, they lightly touched the human in the 3rd eye area, and it goes black until the human wakes up with no memory of what happened while they were away. The relatives would watch them levitate their loved one up into the cities but the Star People always wore sorta of floaty robes with face covers that really didn't show any shape. Maybe why the vagueness when I try to see them.

The floating cities being see around are the cities of the Star People still, but the greys were storing them for the Star People until they came back. And now since at least one link is restored (but anchored much more securely!) they have returned. And are here to watch the whole end-time show, right up to the energy strip reaching full intensity so are moving their cities to the best locations.

I think they also came back for their cities, and are going to modify them to be able to go around the energy strip and come back to earth after it transitions back out of the strip again. And maybe they're considering shooting for full enlightenment, and want to observe our process.

They usually have homes on all the El-*th worlds, too. The El-*th appreciate good neighbors, and it's sort of like a rental thing. Since the El-*th 'currency' is beautiful things, the Star Folk must be able to create such things or have access to some who do.

And it gives them access to vacationing on the El-*th worlds—usually quite lovely and unusual but entirely comfortably inhabitable. Guess I'll talk about the El-*th next, but probably I've said enough already for most folks to have a good sense of who they are.

I really don't know much more about the Star Folk though, other than they hated the hybrids and wouldn't allow them to bring any one from in Europe over here to live. As evidenced by the brutality of the hybrid influenced white folks toward the Native Americans, they were right to do so.

But when their rescue ships got here in the mid 1400s, they packed up their cities, buzzed them over to the Tibetan mountains and left. Leaving no further protection for the humans who served them. Since I don't have any reference with them, I actually don't know why they basically just abandoned them to their fate.

By all indications like the native American spiritually and their willingness to heal human sick sometimes, and the fact I see only adoration and love from their humans, I'm not sure how they could have been so seemingly heartless.

Huh, I just had a conversation with one of them, guess they didn't want me to think them heartless monsters, or something. Since they're back now, their voices are much stronger. I don't think I can 'hear' far enough to hear them talk on their home world. Anyway, he said it was pure survival for them. They needed to go back to their home world because most of them were very weak and sick and only their home world has the right frequencies for them to heal properly.

They were actually so weak, that had the hybrids attacked them near the end of their time here, even the hybrids could have won. It was only the hybrid's fear of what the Star Folk's original abilities were, that kept them away, and they kept them selves shielded so word of their increasing disabilities wouldn't get back to the hybrids.

So really all they could do was try to warn their humans and get home as quickly as possible. Going home was much quicker though, because the rescue ships had to come from a world that could build them, but going back, they just had to get to a world with a link, only a thousand years away. They went into some kind of stasis for that though, so everyone survived.

Cool, to finally be able to talk with the Star Folk though---I hope they'll chat some more and I can get to know them. :)

The tall skinny blue people have died here though, so I do know much more about them. They came to earth solely for the purpose of destroying the hybrids, The feud between those two species is so long-lasting, even they don't really remember what started it—the most I can find was that somehow or another, the hybrids actually managed to scam the blues, who are themselves quite the scammers (think arab horse traders).

They'll honor a contract, yes, but make sure you go over it with a fine toothed comb at least 3 times, and then try and figure out what contingency stuff might be missing. They're smarter than the hybrids and that's why it made them so mad that the hybrids got one over on them. They tend to reincarnate in the middle east, as Arabs---which is why there will always be conflict there, no matter what anyone does to try and help. It won't be resolved until that spirit level feud is dealt with.

Their home world is very much like the arid desert of the Middle East, and their code of no mercy for the weak (and women are often considered weak) came from that. A strong merciless male survived there, but kinder more gentle men didn't so that weeded out any of the softer kinder people in general. Their culture is who the hybrids adapted Islam for, since of course they wanted to lord over their now forgetful enemies.

But the blues turned it around for their now human people and made it into a sword to use against the hybrids instead---that's the main driving force of why the Ottoman turks just about took over Europe. The merciless brutality suits the ex-species members to a tee. It's very much in line with their old world's way of doing things, even for the women of the species. Under a strong male, their kids survived, under a softer one, not so much.

So, that species survival mechanism keeps those women staying when other spirit origins would have killed the men in their sleep. Needless to say, they're still a pretty young species too, and have miles to go before they grow up enough to be a civilized part of the galactic community. Not quite as far as the Dragons, but still pretty far.

And they being the enemies of our enemy (hybrids) do NOT make them our friends. They'd enslave us in a heart beat, and sell us for slaves off world or use us to feed their pets or whatever. The hybrids are only a bit meaner than this bunch—but lucky for us the hybrids are not nearly as smart. I think right now, the blues are pretending to be here helping us as the Pleiadians.

They so aren't. I think they're trying to gather as many as possible as slaves and maybe even make us create things for them, like weapons cuz we are far more creative, a fact ignored (mostly) by the hybrids. They are not kindly slave masters as I'm sure you can see. It'd be worse than being killed, I think.

So that a big picture look at those two groups. I'll probably do some others tomorrow, unless something else inspires me. :)

Honestly, I'm still a bit fried from posting so many days in a row, so, since the urgency pushing me is way less, I'm going to post tomorrow about the El-*th--they kinda think of themselves as our big 'step-brothers'. So, more tomorrow.

I haven't felt any real questions coming thru yet, but if I do, I'll definitely answer.

The overarching sentience thinks it's ok for those who left the hybrid's employment to got back to your lives now if you like, but of course find a new job.

The hybrids are getting very short handed, as the El-*th are gathering their folks up and returning them to their non-human bodies if they're from the Jue-sah species. It was never intended that they stay human and their Jue-sah bodies have been in stasis all this time. So back into them they're going. No contract clause against that. :)

That's why all these junior banksters and journalists are being found having committed 'suicide'. The bodies of course no longer have a spirit, so they died, just like taking the engine out of a car.

The hybrids have been making those deaths look like suicides so they don't have to explain why all these young healthy folk (usually Jewish, the group where the Jue-sah reincarnate the most) are dying for no observable reason.

So trying to keep all the folks they've been coercing with threats of violence and extortion is becoming difficult with their 'enforcers' numbers being so reduced.

They don't have the time to come looking for any ex-employees. Same goes for any current 'employees' now. Unless you're one of their butlers or top level flunkies, they won't waste resources to look for you, if you walk away..

I've been feeling a push to talk more in depth about EFT. I realize that the hybrids have gotten quasi-versions of EFT out there, so let me talk about the specifics of how to use it and how I use it. My version, I know works because I use it all the time of course, but I discovered it back while it was still fairly new, from the original website of it's creator, Gary Craig. I don't believe the hybrids had found out about it yet, and since that time, I believe they've gotten to Gary and he's since 'discovered' 'Optimal' EFT--- it's actually VERY dangerous.

Stay as far away from that as possible. It's basically a brain hack---if you use it, it leaves an open door for a Manchurian candidate thing. You may walk into a room, and the next thing you know, you're standing in the middle of death and destruction---and a gun in your hand, or conversely, you are walking along and then nothing ever again, and your friends and family read how you walked into a school/gov building/shopping mall and blew you and the whole place up, and the media will shout out---you did it because you used EFT---failing to mention you used 'optimal' EFT.

The 'unseen therapist' is the hack part that some usually non-human will uses to make you a puppet---all to discredit EFT. To make people terrified to use one of the most amazing, helpful, healing tools ever known to mankind. And the pharmaceutical companies will keep raking in their bizillion dollars of profits and continue to impoverish and murder more people than every war and the holocaust combined. And then some. Sounds crazy, right? I guess I can only say, if you really want be that guy...

Another version I've noticed is 'Faster' EFT---'Developed' by Robert Smith, as I recall. It's not dangerous, though, just it limits what you can do by eliminating tapping points (for speed, of course) that I've found to be quite necessary—especially for the more esoteric things like the way I can keep rats out of the attic for example.

So I did try using it for a while, but found it wasn't as effective or as thorough. But since I started muscle testing to see which points I actually need to tap, instead of doing all of them twice, it's cut my time down a lot, With muscle testing you can actually find out if you're tapping for the right thing to begin with, instead of having to tap for whatever you might believe to be the problem, and then find usually only 1 or 2 points that need tapping. So it saves a lot of time because you know what the problem actually is and can only need to tap 1 or 2 points.

And because of Gary's admonishment to try it for everything, I did--I've done massive healing stuff to stop pain and encourage my body to heal faster, usually a cut or bruise will be gone nearly overnite if I remember to tap, otherwise it's more normal like a week, depending how bad it is; I've cleared stuck liver stones in minutes long before they get painful; I've stopped barking dogs and rats trying to move into the attic for years now. I even fixed the windshield wipers that kept cutting out--had been for years, but after I tapped, they never did it again.

I have stopped other several other strokes which started because it took me a bit to figure out what was causing them. I kept doing the same thing again with the same results (that bounding thing) which of course was tapping out the 'heavy metal' nanobots. I tapped for that again about a year later and I woke up the next morning and was feeling like I was really dizzy (my first stroke started that way) and so remembering I could tap out stuck liver stones , I decided that I also should be able to tap out a clot stuck in a blood vessel. I had tried it for the first one but really didn't know if that was the problem, so didn't do it long or often enough to stop it. And I'm sure that's why the full stroke took 4 days.

This time I got on it and stayed on it, tapping every time I felt the dizziness increase, and also realized I probably needed to break up the clot too, and so added a phrase for that as well. It took a half day or more before the dizziness finally subsided for good (a stuck liver stone usually only takes once), but because it started before I woke up, there was a bit of nerve damage to my other hand, so I'm quite sure I stopped this one before it could do any more damage.. And because of it starting before I woke, I did some rounds for my body waking me up if anything like that starts happening again.

I bounded into tapping for heavy metals again—this time I finally figured out the connection---and I woke up a couple hours a head of my normal time but just couldn't fall back asleep, so got up and started dressing and before I was done, that dizziness started up—so it was my body making sure I was awake in time to stop it.

I did start trying to tap out what I've discovered is the garbage clinging to the sides of the blood vessels, and, bounding away, didn't stop to think big chunks of that could cause a similar problem, but sure enough, I woke again several hours early and before I finished dressing, the dizziness started again. This kind of clot though, was much easier to clear, cuz it only took a hour or so till the dizziness stayed gone.

So I know there was more to it than just tricking your unconscious mind. It had real power to fix things if you tapped for the right thing. Your body mind (I've started calling it my 'moya', like that living ship on Farscape) knows the answers and has the ability to fix it, especially your body's issues. Of course, you need to tap for the right thing, cuz she really can't think for herself—But totally takes your input and runs with it.

What I've figured out is it actually is a work around for accessing our energy working (meta- type 'moya') skills we should have been able to use all along. One of those abilities was the regeneration program that keeps the body functioning and healthy for up to 900 years give or take (based on Noah's age--I think the long lived human prototype from the bodies used to clone us at first was mostly destroyed in that flood). Since all the comm lines got turned off, not of those skills are ever usable but Eft makes them usable again, albeit for just that one thing. I think our body minds just pulls the info out of that program to do the fixes you tap for.

Gee—seems that today's ended up being the how I use it part. So, tomorrow with the specifics of how to use it. :)

It's funny how I feel like I'm watching a endless series of sock puppet shows based on the true stories of the front page of some idiotic tabloid, like the star or national enquirer.

First a 'sickly' sock puppet pops up with some bizarre or funky 'illness' or thought of a 'cure' they think they desperately need to try, or bizarre problem caused by some 'illness' or parasite--
Enter stage left: 'oh pleeeeae heeelp meeee'

And then another sock puppet pops up.
Enter stage left:'I'll hellp yoooouu' and offers some pithy advice about whatever bizarre problem presented,

And apparently because I'm not in the script and offer advice based on using something that actually helps, they gobble on as though a ghost whispered nothing.

(Probably because the sock puppets actors have been instructed by the director to ignore any real person, no doubt seeking to influence the audience with the intent of causing them to also ignore the ghost)

With even other sock puppets popping up sometimes to offer sagely although fairly inane meaningless advice.
Enter from audience: 'And I'll hellllppp!'

To which the first ever sooo sickly first sock puppet whimpers: 'Ohhh thank you alll !I feel sooo much more hopeful and better'

End of Play. (applause please)

Heck, with fake user names, it could well be the same pair of hands talking to each other, maybe using their foot as the third hand.

This is the ONLY website chat program that has easily usable fake user names that I've ever seen in my 20 years on line. Most websites kick off any body who tries that. But if you want to offer free sock puppet shows from apparently different sick swooning sock puppets, it'd make that whole type of presentation sooo much easier to do on an ongoing basis, eh?

So I wonder, are there any real people left here or is everyone just a sock puppet? For what I'm talking about though it really doesn't matter, cuz those soon to be unemployed sock puppets are going to be as lost as everyone else. So encore! Encore!

So more about the actual technique of EFT. So anyway, it's is kinda like acupressure, which taps various points all over the head and body.

I'll do the basic points I use, although in Gary's version, he included the right side bottom corner of the fingernails on the fingers and thumb, which I've found to be not necessary, although I'm being told that if you are not able to tap the actual points (maybe out where if you do it people stare at you), it's a substitute way to do a number of the actual points. There's an inside just under the palm wrist point which I never used, but apparently it's good for digestive issuses.

Here's a diagram of the points I use then. I've learned it's best to do them in descending order and starting at the top gives the body a heads up that the tapping has begun. Some sites say it doesn't matter, but my information is that, in fact, it does. It helps the body mind keep things orderly. It's hard pressed to keep a proper focus if you jump around the points like a rabbit. So you'll still get results, but not as good of ones.



I'm finding other points too, for the meta-level stuff, which of course don't work until you get those skills back in communication with the body mind. So I'm sure the El-*th who brought this to Gary didn't teach them, since it'd just clutter things up. I haven't figured them all out yet, but when I do, I'll update everyone.

So, the first thing I do is say what I think the problem is, and muscle test. If I get a weak yes (or no, of course) I'll ask is there maybe _____ involved too? And on and on until I get a solid yes. It can take some digging. I ask about physical aspects like injury , the various types of infections, some sort of allergic reaction, just plain toxins that might be settling wherever, too much of something that might not be bothersome in smaller amounts—everything I can think of.

Of course you can go ahead and tap for the first sticky yes, and see how much that helps—sometimes if I'm in a hurry, I'll go with that, so that of what ever symptom I'm tapping for is gone enough that I can be ok with the remaining level, and then finish up the investigation when I have time.

Then ask your body what spots you need to tap for that symptom, starting with top of head. It cuts out the whole 'do every point twice' thing way down, because I as I said, usually find only 2 points and one of those is top of head. It's kinda like the command center for your body mind.

Once you find those, then tap what they call a set-up phrase on the karate chop point, the details of what you're tapping for. For example: 'The muscles and tendons in my left foot got twisted and maybe damaged as I fell off the ladder today on to the hard pavement'.

I've found this is where you say every aspect you can think of. The more information your body mind has the better it can zoom in on fixing said problem. You need to tap for the problem, not possible solutions though, for best effect. So not something like 'my ankle should stop hurting' or "my ankle needs to be repaired because I sprained it'. I've never found positive statements to work.

And if you're not sure, saying maybe is fine because I think it turns your body minds attention to that issue. If there is actual damage involved, it will fix it because it sees that it in fact is damaged.

I've found sometimes things can get pretty complex with some issues (like my stroke stuff) which has layers upon layers of stuff, that you have to peel away the top layer to see the next one, so if it seems the tapping is only minimally helping, even though you got a strong yes, chances are it's now removed a layer and you'll want to explore again to see what might have come to light now.

If it's one of those, it really helps to write it down, so that when you do your set up phrase, you can add all that information. Maybe even write that set up statement first, to make sure you'll cover all the bases.

I've found I can usually deal with a physical issue at this level, but if it seems to stay not entirely fixed or keeps coming back, then I dig into the emotional reasons. That level is less familiar as to the hows because I've rarely needed to do that. I can think of emotional issues readily because of my training, but usually let my mind relax and go blank for a bit and often a memory will surface which may or may not seem relevant. If I let it unfold though, it does in time. Then I just start asking about various angles of the memory. Or if that way seems stuck, maybe a dream about something will trigger some possible angles to try. Your body mind wants to be well. Let it help. :)

Then you tap the karate chop point, saying your set-up statement, but starting it with 'Even though----statement here----, I love and accept myself deeply and completely' . If you have some unconscious resistance to the issue you're tapping for, around things like weight or self image type issues usually, it helps do what they call something like a negative reversal. I don't recall exactly it's official name. Gary Craig's site, Gold Standard EFT has a lot of other info from the different techniques he's found as well and no doubt talks about this in more depth.

I never really used many of them but the movie technique for some of my cult abuse stuff, but I think it's probably good, again my bounding is too impatient to bother---just jump in head first. But in my defense, it is probably the reason I jumped into spiritual exploration too, cuz I wasn't influenced by his maybe more limited beliefs about what EFT might be usable for.

Please, just stay away from 'Optimal' EFT. Makes my skin crawl even just thinking about it. He accepted it because it was from a spirit source like the first version. But it so wasn't the same source, but since he's a guy and an engineer—very left brained, he might well be unable to discern the difference.

Then, using the points you figured out with muscle testing start tapping the points with a simple reminder type phrase like 'Fell and twisted my ankle'. Once you've told your body the setup phrase it will use that info to fix stuff with. So you don't need ti remember the whole long drawn out phrase every time. Whew. Some of mine have gotten pretty long and boy, even saying it four times or so is way more than I want to do. But if you aren't sure and don't want to take the time to muscle test, you can always just tap all the points twice. Maybe another reason I got picked for the job--I'm a pretty typical human. I like to call it being energy efficient, but I do tend to find the easiest way to do stuff, if possible. :)

And actually humanity wouldn't have had that problem if all our energy working skills hadn't been unavailable. The El-*th draw energy from their environment to supplement their own, as we too, would have done, so I expect as we return to being full humans, meta-skills included, that characteristic will fade.

Anyway, I think that about covers the basic points. I'll post the meta-points later, with what I've found the various points meant for my body, but I think it's best if everyone find their own first, since we may not all have the same points for the same thing. But since acupuncture and acupressure work for everyone, they probably are. But still better to learn your own, I think.

So, I'm not sure where tomorrow's focus will be, but probably about the El-*th. :)

Well, seems she'd like me to talk to those anti-human humans that the anti-human hybrids have mislead and corrupted with the lure of easy money and power. Those hybrids are totally on their way out.

She had to keep them here until we reached the edge of the energy strip, which we have---as noted we're only waiting on ONE person to make full enlightenment, and that jesus guy who has done it before as an El-*th, once he finishes repairing those damaged nerves in maybe a week or two , he's so there.

He really wants to go home, and he already knows the way back. He's months ahead of any of us, so the Hybrid's time officially ends then. Soon.

Unfortunately we had to believe it too, in order for it to work. Out there in preparation for this life in particular, we all pretty much agreed, it was the only way, and so we'd hunker down, and get thru this life knowing after this, things would get better for humanity, finally.

Unfortunately, like cops undercover, too many spirits got caught up in the life style they're infiltrating and pretending to live. And have forgotten their real 'mission'. You were only supposed to pretend to believe the anti-human rhetoric of the hybrids, not actually buy into those lies.

Your spirit self thought you would be able to keep your spirit sense of what was actually right aka pro-human beliefs, and you'd stop short of actually being truly anti-human. Apparently they miscalculated, eh? Well, the lessons will abound.

I'm thinking almost overnight, the brain-washed pro-humans, in their media-induced coma, are going to snap out of it, because the overarching sentience is going to give such a powerful spirit call, they can't ignore it.

Which means the prevailing anti-human propaganda of how 'fame, fortune and doing anti-human things is acceptable' will come to a screeching halt and will be seen as the anti-human behaviors they are and the real use for shaming will begin.

Anyone with ill-gotten gains are not going to be tolerated any more. The hybrid owned government will probably collapse, but the El-*th have been working with a group of pro-humans to have a good government ready to go. Which the hybrids have absolutely no power to stop.

I think they even have a new currency ready for an even swap of your debt based money, for their gold and silver based money, which the exiting arrested hybrids have been hoarding but now will no longer need. The transition can be smooth and relative easy, if you avoid believing that whole 'end of times' schlock the hybrids have been lying about since nearly the beginning.

The whole political 'correctness' will end. The justice system will be restored to favor those who are being victimized by those who foolishly are still thinking anti-human is better. It never ever was, especially for the spirit level of things. Every time you do anti-human behavior, the injury you do another, you also do to your own spirit.

You think those who've gotten to that fraudulent 'rich and famous' place by abusing others don't feel that already? Why do you think soo many of them are so deeply into drugs and sex and fancy clothes and stuff? They are trying to drown the pain and emptiness in their spirit.

The more anti-human the choices, the more spirit you wound and eventually kill. A completely dead spirit means YOU'RE dead, too, so might want to rethink that whole 'gangsta' behavior.

Not only are the spirits of those you hurt waiting, but I've just learned, your own higher self spirit will be waiting, too. To share the feelings of shame, grief, horror, and guilt etc you should have felt as you did those horrid anti-human things. Ouch.

You no doubt deadened those feelings in life on purpose, cuz you really couldn't bear to feel them now, but they're all still waiting to be felt by you and you won't even have a shot of liquor to help.

I'd suggest refocusing your beliefs to the pro-human ones and let those suppressed feelings come now, where you can at least stop for a bit and recover. In the spirit realm, the luxury of that is gone.

Start helping little old ladies across the street, stop kissing the boss's hinny and let the best person get the job, stop playing mean, hurtful pranks, tip well if they deserve it, help a handicapped person up some ramp, stop anti-huma behavior if you see it (obviously don't get yourself killed in the process) or a million other little kindly things.

No, you absolutely don't need to do all that faky 'love' stuff. 'Like' stuff is plenty. Really, just 'like' your fellow human. Treat them like you'd treat your bestie. Since you know how you like them most times, but every now and then...

That's all. It's in all of us. I've always been treated kindly since I had my stroke—any time something like even I drop my cane, people will always rush to pick it up for me. That's another reason I don't give up on us humans—most folks are very pro-human, if given the chance.

I think the media ignores that to make us all feel like we are the only decent folk left. We aren't. But if you've foolishly bought into acting anti-human because you think everyone else has, stop. Come back to the pro-humans—we've got grandma's cookies and cinnamon rolls! :)

Make the decision to avoid acting rudely or harshly if not necessary (because sometimes it's quite appropriate). Just use it wisely and not just to get your way via intimidation. Same with anger.

It's just fine to be angry if your life's in danger, or some other persons. If someone is trying to manipulate or control you but not being honest about what they're trying to get you to do---sure, that's what anger (appropriate level, obviously aka not throwing punches or dishes or stuff) is for---to protect yourself.

Just be human. It's quite nice, actually. Many of my spirit lives I hated being human, cuz they murdered my dragon rider self. But they felt me a total threat and were just using their self-protecting anger. Can't says I blame them---a 7+ veloci-raptor with claws and T. Rex teeth is pretty scary.

But the ability to connect is much better as a human and being something as simple as 'kind to others' is all you need to do. It's nice to be pro-human.

The rewards are obviously not the hybrids false fame and fortune ones, but a soul satisfaction money truly can't buy. And you get the added bonus of not having any spirits waiting to share their pain, and you can just go right up to the higher plane.

Just a bit more about that Jesus fellow I've discovered. He had to transmute into a human body, starting like we do, aka being born. So he put himself inside Mary's womb, and using her DNA, made his human body. So yes, it was an 'immaculate conception'.

No man was involved. Imagine your shock as a woman, even though you had this lucid type dream where I'm sure he asked permission to proceed (overarching sentiences can only communicate with us thru dreams, pretty much) and then finding yourself pregnant without ever being with a guy. And then all the stigma attached.

Wow, I can't imagine how strong she must have been to pull that off. It makes sense, though—we'll be baby overarching sentiences when we transmute, so it would figure he'd have to be a baby human.

Anyway, I guess today, I'll talk more in depth about our guardian 'angels', The El-*th. Really, they're the most advanced species around and totally on our side. I kinda think maybe they are thinking of us as possible cousins, their overarching sentience is of course like sister to ours.

They're quite an old species, although I'm sure the dragons are older. They were around for the last trip this world had through the energy strip, so at least 220 million or so years. But they had to have time to get ready for the trip thru the strip to begin with, so it had to be a number of years before that even—at least 400,000 years or so.

The actual El-*th are very regal and elegant with integrity out the ears. In human bodies, they're usually pretty obvious, especially the high El-*th. I think that Tom Selleck is one great example. Even at his goofiest, he always had a elegant and regal demeanor. Clint Eastwood was one too, I think. He also has that bone deep respectability that even held in his kinda bad guy roles. Julia Roberts seem like high El-*th also, since she always has a certain undeniable dignity about her.

The High El-*th usually are quite practical, and doting but firm parents. Other than some diva behavior at times, they usually are pretty firmly grounded, and don't usually fall into drug problems or other self destructive stuff much.

I suspect John Travola is ex-El-*th as well, he has that ability to carry himself with dignity while playing most any part, but that 'Scientology' is hurting his spirit—I see the pain in his eyes. It seems deeper than his life going sideways would account for. They also tend to be tall, probably a spirit preference left from their El-*th days. They are, as a species, tall and willowy.

Tom Cruise is a ex-regular El-*th, I think. He has that solidness (couch-jumping aside) that feels very grounded and his dignity level is always good, but being so short, an ex-high El-*th wouldn't have chosen that. They do have their vanities. The regular El-*th are basic in their approach to life. They're used to being in the high El-*th's shadow, and are far more willing take on the more mundane type jobs and get their hands dirty so to speak.

They too are excellent doting parents. Kathrine Hepburn is a the female version, I think. She always was very solid and strong, but she really didn't push for that glam look like a ex-high El-*th woman might. Audrey Hepburn though, seems like an ex-high El-*th; very beautiful, graceful, elegent and obviously wanting to maximize her beauty. And I think height isn't as important to the women, but the two body types fit very well with how each type of El-*th tends to look as a human.

Both types are likely to be very responsible and are good leaders within their own groups, with High El-*th of course more likely to end up in the spotlight. And they usually are pro-sentience life, so are kind to all creatures, but not to the point of tree hugging usually. They want to do the right and honest thing. I think one would rarely find them with the criminal element (other than trying to 'save' them). Of course there are always exceptions, but I'd guess not many.

They are, as both humans and El-*th, entirely admirable. In Atlantis, we adored them, and worked for them at any given chance. They in turn, always treated us kindly and with fairness and respect.

They didn't realize we'd been shut off from our meta-abilities and felt bad for us that we were so weak, but they loved our capacity to create beauty, and often favored us over many of their other more energy capable attendant species because of that. The other species weren't too happy about that, but didn't dare say anything.

It was more passive-aggressive stuff like trip and spill our food on us or 'accidentally' get holes in our laundry—you know how that goes. Many of them felt like 'dad' was favoring the retarded son over them, who felt they deserved to be the favored species.

The 'fairies' were one of them, although not the worst. But that saying about don't piss off the fairies is so true. They aren't very nice to begin since their origins are as a stinging insect, kinda like a wasp. They got the greys to genetically modify them to look more humanoid to emulate the El-*th, but spiritually they were still much more a wasp. So, they often acted more like a stinging insect than anything else.

The El-*th put up with their attitude because they really can do that whole 'sprinkle fairy dust' thing and the El-*th loved how beautiful it made even ordinary things. But that we created beautiful things was much more impressive to the El-*th and they kinda pushed the fairies aside to make room for some of us.

So the fairies couldn't out right hurt us, but they often schemed of ways to get us into trouble. Sometimes it succeeded, but the El-*th often saw thru it. And the fairies got banished for a while, which made them hate us even more.

Finally they stopped with the schemes but took advantage of every slight to act out against us, and the El-*th wouldn't intervene unless they went overboard, thinking we were going to need to learn negotiating skills and this provided those chances. They are still prone to that, so really, don't piss off the fairies! :)

There aren't many actual fairies here any more though (well, maybe now there are, because of all the El-*th returning) but they tend to stay in the northern European area, where the El-*th mostly were.

They are also pretty easy to spot in human bodies. They love beauty as much as the El-*th, and you'll find them often at street and psychic fairs with well decorated and tasteful displays. They often like to dress like Stevie Nicks in the swirly flowered type billowing skirts and flowing flowery shirts.

One thing every single one that I've talked to thus far has said is that they feel like they weight too much--and usually are these wispy gals who look too close to anorexia as it is. But they were just small flying insects before, and human-sized insects don't fly well, eh?

Anyway, the El-*th do have a very minimal government, which mostly exists for dispute resolution and if some sort of conflict arises that needs a martial solution. It's a king and queen, with four high lords who divided the various worlds equally among themselves (although they're the high lords of the various directions, it wasn't actually divided that way).

Then each world would have a council and a chosen person, kinda like a speaker of the house, but no separate groups like house and senate, unless there was a need to have both sides examined and debated. It was very libertarian and could take years. They do love to orate. Hold on to your chair legs if one gets going. *lol* If fact, I see Ron Paul (as an El-*th) was the one who usually was 'elected' for that position in earth's council. So he comes by his libertarian views honestly!

No taxes or interference with the local folks business then only if things got violent or there was a disagreement about something like boundaries or ownership or whatever that the locals in their version of the council couldn't figure out. They'd take it to the El-*th council, and if they couldn't figure it out, they'd take it to the high lord.

Our high lord (High Lord Uthuron of the North is his name and title) was on world when Atlantis went down but was out of the Atlantis area at the time, so he survived but was stuck here too. After a bit the stuck El-*th got irritable with each other and he took some of the folk north and ended up in our mythology as Thor.

Our world was quite popular with them, as it was what many of the younger felt was home, although they did move the official home world to one of the other worlds they've domesticated, since one trip through that strip was enough for them. So there were quite a few El-*th here and lost their El-*th lives in Atlantis.

The Queen was actually here too, but not the king. Luckily (or unluckily considering your perspective) after the tragedy, as often happens, the humans went on a reproductive rampage, and most all of the El-*th spirits were saved albeit now human. As I noted the greys did a lot to try and save those spirits too, but there were way many more than they had spirit holders for, and so they got sucked into human bodies instead.

Anyway in the dispute resolution process, if it was something that had significant ramification and was complicated or unclear enough, the high lord didn't think he should make the decision on it, he'd take it to the king.

The king would examine all the facts, including reading the minds of those involved. And after deliberation, make a final ruling. It was nonnegotiable. What the king decided was it. Anyone daring to disregard it would have to face punishments up to and including death.

Things rarely got that far though, and the king was rarely called upon for those problems. All and all it was very low key and un-involved in it's citizens lives.

It's what I expect we'll return to with the new government which will be of elected representatives of various areas after things settle back down. The El-*th have no need of money and serve because they are asked. And most everything will be basically crowd funded, versus from taxes, so if people don't want it, it won't be built.

And no career politicians---we absolutely won't need or want them. It'll probably head towards a more barter type monetary system after a while as we start learning to transmute (replicate) the basics like food, housing, and clothing.

We'll trade things others value from others who have things we value, like the El-*th. It'll be so nice compared to now. But we do need to be pushing for more to make full enlightenment though. And be digging some more of those underground refuges for surviving the strip ahead.

I may not since I'm not feeling an urge to write about anything. So I'm taking it's meant as a day off.*lol* Still the day is young, and sweetie has to work. :( So I might get bored enough to write something any way.

I'm so looking forward to using both hands to type again. *sigh* This one handed hunt and peck is way too time consuming. Blah.

I did just get a finger to move that was not moving before so I think I might be at the bottom of the pile of things getting in the way of the nerves ability to regrow . Finally! Yay!

I'll of course be wandering the various threads, though. Maybe see you out there. :)

Obviously I have very definite view on what good counseling is. If you've been in therapy with the same one for years and feel a little better, hate to say it but they've just been milking you.

A truly good therapist is very determined to work themselves out of a job. If you don't feel noticeably better after a month or two, move on.

A good therapist, like any relationship, isn't necessarily the first 'girl/boy' you meet. It may take 5 or 6 with a couple sessions each, but don't stop until it's obviously working.

My observation from being in the systems counseling field with a double masters in both the organization focus and then the family focus (both are just systems), what I see is most of the traditional 'psychology' and 'psychiatry' degrees are really lacking in tools that actually get you more emotionally healthy.

I did that kind of therapy for 10 years or so before I got my degrees and saw how so much of that approach is basically useless, from my perspective of things that actually do work now.

I also found EFT which is an amazing tool for any kind of healing but since I already had my degrees, I knew how to focus my tapping where as a more untrained person might not be able.

So I'd look for a counselor, maybe EFT but most often they don't have any training in a school sense (although most of the traditional 'training' actually would probably get in the way any way) But you will surely get more help from them, than wasting your money on the average therapist.

I'd go with someone who's degree was from a fairly new school or program at a school, which wasn't a traditional style. Something more like mine.

I know the hybrids absolutely don't want us healthy emotionally because we would be far harder to manipulate and control. So I'm certain, they've corrupted any school that they've discovered that teaches any program that actually helps with that.

But if the program itself was less than 10 or so year old at the time they got their degree, there's a good chance the hybrids hadn't found it yet. But of course, still use your brain and discernment. There are plenty of frauds and charlatans in this field as in any other field where there's money to be made.

But also be aware, even if you do find a good one, your unconscious mind may try to drive you out of therapy--it doesn't want to risk change for fear that how you are right now is why you survived your childhood, and it doesn't want to risk changing anything for fear you'll change the thing that allowed you to survive.

It doesn't know your an adult now. And it doesn't know what was a real threat and what wasn't. It is usually reacting to things it perceived as a threat to a 2 or 3 year old child. So now, you may not think there was any threat, but you're looking at it from your adult perspective. Not the very different view as a vulnerable small child, which may actually have some lasting impact of how you make decisions about what keeps your world safe albeit dysfunctionally now.

I've found tapping for just that aspect has helped me be more likely to not panic and run--and a good therapist will actually trigger that reaction faster. They will be asking the right questions to help dig out the interfering beliefs and the unconscious mind for sure gets very afraid of that. But even tapping for fear or whatever emotion will often alleviate the reactivity enough to stay and get the help you deserve.

Another approach is go to the therapist and get information about what they see as problem areas for you. Then, take those home and use them as starting points for tapping. At least to get you started. :) Of course if you find some of the really icky things, like sexual abuse and stuff you might have had buried under there, it does help to process those sorts of things out loud with a supportive person, which a good therapist should be.

Anyway, using those strategies ought to help start you on your path. It hurts like lancing a boil--but it makes it heal faster and feel better. Usually the only way to make it heal really.

Ok, more about that 'jesus' guy. He's got the transmutation 'engine' working again but is in the preflight stage, because it has been 2000 years after all since this 'airplane' flew. Even not being used, the equipment needs a thorough operational check and testing.

He did 'start' the process up on Saturday early afternoon to do his first preflight check. I was sitting here typing and noticed a warmish, pleasant feeling energy sort of pulsating behind me, and I was---what?? It felt like the sun just started shining, but from my east, kinda south (the window's to the exact south). I wondered about it a bit but wanted to finish my thoughts on my post first. When I got through, I started trying to figure out what it was.

I realized it was that 'Jesus' guy; feeling almost like our overarching sentience (That whole 'light of god' thing). Which of course he would since that's what he's trying to transmute back into. I'm kinda curious if anybody else felt that extra warmth too, although I know you can't post here.

I think once he takes off and pushes into his new form, the whole world will probably feel it—it's so warm and comforting. But when you feel that, that's the end of the hybrid's time here.

It's sooo close! He has to rest today, but I'm sure tomorrow he'll do another systems check after powering up the 'engine' for further checks, so keep a feel out for that. :) Also, he's asking if we can send him energy.

It's going to take a lot to shift into pure energy, and whatever we can send will help. He says he can store it like a battery, so it doesn't need to be any specific time—just when ever you might think of it would be very helpful. Just picture however you see that 'jesus' guy and imagine a flow of energy coming out of your 3rd eye going to his. That's all that's needed. Do it for how ever long you like.

Other than that, thus far, I'm not feeling like I need to post anything, but who knows—It jumps up and surprises me sometimes. So maybe, I will or maybe I won't. We'll see.:)

Another sort of lull day. Wish I could answers questions here. I'm sure folks might have some, but I'm not getting the sense I need to talk about anything in particular.

I guess I'm kinda waiting for that 'jesus' guy to power up again. He's feeling a bit worried, I think---if he fails, it could be fatal, and he's obviously having some issues around that. Don't at all blame him. We're doing some tapping to calm the fears a bit. I'm not sure how much it helps if the fear is legitimate though.

So, let's keep sending him energy and feelings of support. I think it's like riding a bike. Once you know how, you'll always know, but still, your first time on a bike in ages, and your first course is at the top of a huge slope with a trick jump at the bottom. Even a bmx trained guy who hadn't ridden for years, might have some apprehension. I'd be pretty nervous, for sure.

The only positive bit is that even if he doesn't make it all the way, it's enough that the hybrids lose. I'm still wanting him to succeed though! We'll need a good teacher, and if he fails, it could make us more afraid to try, as well.

I'll work at getting what might be the larger type questions, and post again today, or tomorrow. :) Maybe what to expect when the hybrid's false 'reality' collapses.

Well, may have put my foot in it this time. I'm just sick of pretending drugs are ok, though. The curezone I knew back at the beginning was sooo not 'drugs', There wasn't even a thread on how to 'use drugs safely'.

Talk about an oxymorom---there's NO way to use a poison safely, albeit in exceeding tiny amounts, things like deadly night shade or arsenic maybe, but only in dire circumstances, I'm sure. There are herbs that kill anything a drug will (and a lot of times just one herb for many many things, as long as you take them with a hot beverage or cayanne pepper cap), without the added poisons big pharma puts in them, to make you sicker and needing drugs to counteract the side effects of. *ack*

If you're a pitta like me though, you can do it without that hot beverage. If your digestive system can digest about anything with no complaint, you might be one. There are a lot of websites about Ayruvedic body types. Check for what your type is. Interesting stuff.

Of course I suspect big pharma's bought a lot of the big herb-producing companies by now, and will probably start poisoning those as well. Learn muscle testing, folks, and test every bottle of anything you buy. It totally works for that. You can even just look at the bottle on the shelf and ask. It'll tell you.

Banning is still a possibility, though. This is the heart of big pharma's spending gobs of money to have all these 'expert' folks who talk about 'safe' drug usage, and all the folks who advocate trying this drug or that drug, here on curezone. They don't want you to think for yourself. Just blindly obey, cuz some 'expert' said so and buy LOTS of drugs.

Well that might be my post for today---but hopefully not forever, *keep your fingers crossed*. :) I plan on posting later today, if I can, so if I'm not, you'll know where I went, eh?