So, now what should be the real focus of our efforts to be more spiritual and on track for making full enlightenment? Part of the reason the wrong focus was so easy to trick us into believing was 1) we humans don't do any much more than we have to, and this focus is a lot easier; 2) taking the real path is usually a lot more painful.

Plus most folk find it far easier to have an external force like 'god' or jesus' to help them be a better person, like some parent figure, so they only have to obey, versus make any real personal changes. And the added bonus of some external 'divine' force interceding for their 'wickedness' cuz they were born wicked and were will stay that way unless they became 'religious', of course. All in all, it made a pretty tempting package. Plus it was a package—all ready to go, no thinking involved. Just obey us and guaranteed 'heaven' instead of most certain 'hell'.

Of course, I'm sure the other religions found equally comfortable ways to be 'spiritual', I'm only as I said, familiar with the version designed to trick and ensnare the ex-elder races, like the El-*th, and their attendant species aka 'Christianity'.

It isn't a coincidence that 'Christianity' took off when it did. The rescue ships for the El-*th finally arrived (250,000 years later) to retrieve the El-*th who survived Atlantis. Most of them left then. A few—some new ones too---chose to stay on. There weren't enough of them to pull off 'god' status any more though, and the ones staying usually had a significant other now in a human body that they wanted to watch out for. Thinking that when humanity made full enlightenment, their sweetie could change back to El-*th and they could be together again—a lot of the myths of the 'gods' falling in love with a human, was actually the El-*th reconnecting with their loved one, even if for just that short time.

So in service of being able to help, without revealing their alien status, they took the guise of 'angels'. So we actually know the El-*th aliens very well, and just as in their guise of the angels, they really do want to help. So please don't shoot at them if they start showing up more, no matter what those horrid hybrids via their mass media try to convince you of. :) They've always been on our side, even after they thought it was our fault Atlantis was destroyed.

Just like the hybrids invented reasons for the Mayan's calendar ending when it did, what the change from BC to AD really signified was now this was their world, no longer the El-*th's. And now they could get to the humans previously under the El-*th protection---and since the human ex-El-*th spirits had just lost their gods—they'd pray and nothing happened anymore, whereas before, sometimes the El-*th did help, they were ripe for a new 'religion'.

They even invented the 'scientific' method as a way to distract us from seeking other routes when enough of the ex-El-*th stopped buying that 'Christianity' version. They knew we humans (especially the ex-El-*th) wouldn't stop looking until they found answers. Hence they guided us to the whole 'research' concept as a way to find out about stuff in a concrete manner and answer our questions, but making sure that any research into spiritually/death/paranormal type things was never done, or done with false results, or if done anyway without 'funding' (permission) it was never allowed to see the light of day.

To this day, many humans are buying the lie that anything of value has been researched, and if anything about the spirit realm was real, we would know. It's only been since the internet and the ability to circumvent the hybrids controls over what gets published that some research has actually surfaced about those topics. Of course, the hybrids had their lamestream media discrediting those people as tin foil hat wearers, much as they do the same to anyone seeing and discussing their take over agenda or aliens and UFOs being real.

Anyway, what is the way to real spiritually? What I've discovered is you really need to be, for full enlightenment, your best and highest self, on all levels. While the whole love/peace/non-violent thing is a result of that usually, it's putting the cart before the horse—and you're the horse.

Fixing up that cart won't ever heal the horse, just as pretending all that fake love/peace stuff won't ever heal YOU. The only love and peace important is what you learn to feel for yourself, period. And that is the rub. Humanity has been so abused and mislead by those hybids, they are like children from a severely dysfunctional home. Most feel so wounded, unable to trust, inadequate and scared inside, they hate themselves and there is no inner peace to be had. The 'religions' that have that as a focus, as many of the far eastern ones, were the grey's version of 'religion', that they modified quite heavily from the hybrids version. They couldn't spill the beans about the real path, but they tried to at least make their human's suffering less.

As any counselor will tell you (I do have a double masters in systems counseling, so I know from my own experience too), those types of folks are the most difficult to help, because they've pretty much frozen the version of themselves that survived that traumatic childhood into how they continue to live their lives, fearing any change because they don't know which part of what they did allowed them to survive.

Usually of course, from an objective view point, nothing they did actually made much difference, because small children are truly victims and it was more the whims of their caregivers responsible. But knowing you're a truly helpless victim is unbearable to folks —- far better to think something YOU'VE done and subsequently can change are the reason to blame. Like a child who thinks something they did was the reason their parents divorced. It allows them to feel safer, thinking then there must be some way they can influence their parents to get back together if they just change some behavior. Everyone instinctively claws for some sense of control of their world.

The worse the home, the more frozen, and the harder to even see and admit to the frozen-ness, much less change, so the true path is something a lot of folk avoid like the plague. I've encountered folks who even invented a whole different childhood so they didn't have to deal with their real one (but of course their unconscious mind only believed the real one and would keep all the coping methods firmly in place). Unfortunately, it's not optional--you absolutely have to get in there and heal all that damage to make full enlightenment. You are enLIGHTening—the spirit wounds are dark spots that won't lighten until resolved.

Health is important too, but if you can get your energy working skills back on line, that level of stuff is dealt with automatically as the body repairs itself based on the ideal human templates of the regeneration program, which returns the body to about the same condition as you were at 25, and keeps it there. If they said Noah made it to 900 years, I'm pretty sure that's about where humanity was in gaining immortal status which the rest of the aliens have, when the greys shut all those communication lines down.

So step one---I can see folks wiggling around and saying uh-uh, I don't need any of that crap---I'm fine just the way I am! Even though they might be on their 6th spouse; have kids in jail or dead; drink like a fish (or attend 6 AA meetings a week); smoke like a chimney; weight 300 lbs; eat and throw up afterwards; run 20 miles a day, and then go work out for 3 more hours at the gym; hit the mall for hours shopping til they drop; taking hits of some drug-—prescription included, all day... every single one being a coping method, although some more socially acceptable than others, the amount depending on the severity of what they're avoiding. So no---if one or more of those are you--nope, sorry, you aren't just fine.

So the first step to really focus on is to heal yourself emotionally. No amount of prayer, wishful thinking, manifesting or meditation will do that hard painful work for you. But since I've have dug my way thru a lot of mine (even cult abuse) with some lingering issues I'm still working on (it's just not right 5 short years as a child being abused can take 30+ years to heal!) I did find the easiest, quickest, least painful way to do it. Yah!

I'll talk about that next time cuz this post is again way long.

Sure wished I found this way sooner, because the more traditional ways for emotional healing are quite difficult. Did it old school long enough to know only too well, how futile it could sometimes be. So the tool for this is Emotional Freedom Techniques (EFT)---it was originally discovered by an engineer who saw how the traditional approaches often didn't work (gee I wonder who was behind that?) or if they did it was agonizingly slow and painful. He looked at it instead from an engineering point of view---what really was the problem? (I think he had a bit of insight from our allies, the El-*th, truthfully) He found it had nothing to do with brain function, but instead with the energy lines aka chi, prana, meridian lines thru the body, basically. Which the trauma would mess up and disrupt so no clear information could get thru. Which was why acupuncture often worked—it helped clear out the disturbance/interference.

He developed a system to tap on all the major meridian points, which he found cleared those lines just as well, along the lines of acupressure. His approach was like fixing car troubles by getting an engine overhaul---if you hit all the points, you were going to hit the right one for what ever problem you were having. It did start out for just healing emotional stuff (works amazingly well on PTSD) but he found, as he was tapping for an emotional issue with someone, a long standing physical issue would often also spontaneously disappear, ones doctors had given up on usually.

So really, anything and everything is fair game with EFT. But there are a couple versions. I know of two others by name. The first, faster EFT is a good healing tool, but is limited in scope I've found. It seems to do ok with physical and emotional stuff but none of the broader things like getting the rats out of your attic; which I've done for 4 or 5 years in a row now after having to put up with clawing, scratching, gnawing, and then babies squealing (quite loudly when they were calling for mom) and squeaking and running around for weeks—all right over my head as I was trying to sleep, for the three years before that.

Nothing changed but me tapping for it. No house renovations or a new neighbor cat. I still see them scurrying around outside at times so they're still around, but every time they come in I tap. And within a couple minutes it gets quiet like they've left and they don't usually come back that season, although a couple times they'd try every week or so for a couple weeks by never stayed. I usually have to tap once in the spring and then fall, but they haven't had a nest in there since I started. So, of course I suspect that's the hybrids version to try and limit our use of it.

The other---is 'Optimal' EFT' which the originator of EFT begun teaching. I casually noticed it one day and thought 'Oh goody—maybe an even better version'. I started reading but I found I just couldn't. I almost felt sick actually, so I stopped. And immediately felt better. A couple years went by when I didn't even think about it at all but one day was I pursuing EFT's facebook page where it was mentioned.

I thought to myself, I should really find out about this—if it's a better way, I need to know about it. So I went to the EFT site and opened that page. This time I persisted even though I was feeling a great reluctance, but when I got to the part about the 'unseen therapist' (part of what was the supposed improvement) I couldn't read even one more word. Almost instantly, I 'saw' the unseen therapist. It was one of the hybrid's alien employees. And the process of using the method actually allowed them to plant like a spirit hack back door they could use anytime to take over your mind and make you do stuff. Sorta like the Manchurian candidate on steroids. The supposed 'miracles' happening was actually that alien (a drac, who can easily use their raw energy working skills) doing things which seem like miracles to us because we're so blind and unable to use ours but it has nothing to do with EFT.

I knew almost immediately the hybrids, because of EFT's effectiveness, were terrified that we folks would start using it regularly and trash their plans for the whole takeover/genocide agenda. Heck maybe some of us might even use it to make full enlightenment, the worst of the worst! After all their carefully laid and covert plans.

So I learned they intended to use it to take over some poor smuck's body, make them go do something awful, like shoot up a mall or kill their families or go on a killing rampage in a school or some other horrible thing and then have their pet lamestream media cover it loudly and for weeks—saying how they'd discovered the killer used EFT and that's why they went berserk like that. Yeah---it worries them that much, I think. So my advice—avoid it like the plague—unless you want to wake up standing in the middle of total death and destruction, maybe of all your loved ones (if they don't make you shoot yourself, of course), with YOU as the cause.

The original version has 15 or so points to tap---which one or two of which are actually the necessary ones. But rather than try and teach what each point was about he just has you tap them all while saying your problem. I know probably some of you, used to affirmations, learned to never focus on the problem—only visualize the solution. I thought it weird too, but the results were always improvement on whatever I tap for. I think it helps guide your attention cuz it activates that disruption in your energy lines so your unconscious mind knows exactly which disruption you're talking about to clear.

I'll talk about putting it together with muscle testing next time, another amazing and totally helpful tool.

Got caught up in basically what I would consider an intervention over on one of the parasite forums, so I'll save the muscle testing till tomorrow.

I did start thinking about the silence here—so out of the norm for the usual reactions I get—In the past, I've had 'elite' aka hybrid employees coming out of the woodwork. I was often neck deep in 'em. So, like I said in my aside. You all must be getting orders to stand down about my stuff.

Since you know you're being paid to discredit things that are actually real, I would also think you realize they wouldn't have you on stand down about my posts if there wasn't something real about it too. So I'm kinda guessing you're the ones most likely to be reading this—maybe wondering why the 'elite' care enough to address it at all. I don't imagine they do that for many people, eh?
So maybe you're seeing what it's all about. I'm laying them bare---much to their dismay I'm sure.

One of you hybrid employees accidentally blew his cover on Myspace (now quite a few years ago), because he posted a supposed to be private communique with his handler, asking how in the world did I know this stuff, where was I getting my information---he gave some guesses as I recall, but never said anything like 'what a loony tune' or 'wow what asylum did she escape from'. No it was a honest to goodness puzzle to him.

At that time, you couldn't edit or delete your post so it was there for all to see. I asked him what he meant, but for the nearly first time, he wouldn't answer me. And later that day, he got one of his mod buddies to pull the whole topic, and wouldn't ever talk to me again.

That was one of my first tangible experiences that indeed, there was some kind of agenda about stopping my information. That belief has only gotten stronger across the years with the continuing and often quite vicious attacks. And now—dead silence. Equally suspicious. Their only hope now being I get ignored because what I'm saying is so far away from the version they've contrived and forced folks to believe by not leaving any alternative.

I think they've figured out there's no way to stop me—not physically since I'm learning from my source I've had two 'angels' watching over me my whole life, protecting me from any physical harm, especially from them, cuz THIS was what I've been meant to do, all along.

They just a month ago destroyed my computer in their efforts to stop me. Luckily I'm able to get a new one as needed. But you can tell them, I'm never coming back to FaceBook, so they might as well stop watching. And you might let them know it's because of that, I came back here and started writing this. Talk about shooting themselves in the foot. In spite of all their research and psychological studying, they've never understood us humans.

So to satisfy your curiosity I'll tell you where I'm getting my information. :) Poor heathen hammer—he really did want to know. You of all people are most likely to know what I'm saying is entirely possible, although I don't think your bosses ever do really tell you much. So, my source is the overarching sentience of the collective unconscious itself.

I call it her cuz it's a nurturing supportive energy as is traditionally thought to be female. It is actually neither. It's so far above any such limitations. Anyway, thru her, I have access to any and all human memories, which include any ex aliens and all their alien lives as well, which are now active in our collective unconscious, but dorment in theirs. Often she'll send like a video clip where I can actually see thru the eyes of the people there. That's why Atlantis's destruction was so difficult—I experienced it thru the memories of a number of different folks, so not just sight and sound but smell, taste—how it felt. It was far worse than any movie, because I knew these folks actually went thru it. I felt it.

So anything in there, I have access to, in a conscious way. I'm totally not joking when I say I'm just skimming---the amount of memories stored there is staggering. Imagine the library of congress on steroids---but bigger and far more immersive like being in an Imax theater. And the hybrids have no way to enter, much less change anything in there.

And I know what they're doing too, because they've pretty much always had human servants attending them in all their meetings; aka makers of human memories, which end up in the collective unconscious even if the human is still alive. That's probably changing as we speak. *lol*

So, like I said, my source is totally incorruptible and impeccable. She is as close to 'god' as exists, except the overarching sentience of the universe. 'He' makes galaxies and stars and stuff. Technically more powerful, but far less likely to involve himself at this level. Because humanity is so huge, she's got a huge power base and she's actually become the go-to being for any of the sentient life forms around here. Like the Queen of overarching sentiences.

She actually had to be careful not to protect us too much, cuz the hybrids would have run if they'd ever realized how stacked the deck actually was against them ever succeeding. And she knew we 'sit on our butt' humans needed that motivation, even if it meant enduring their gleeful abuse. We absolutely need to make full enlightenment and we needed to be ready now. So they had to stay until now. But it's just about over. They were never going to win. She just had to let them think they might.

She's saying you employees don't have to go down with that ship though. I'm not getting much yet on any specifics. I'm guessing she and the El-*th are thinking of some way to get you out safe. It'll not sit well with the hybrids.

Of course—best be sincere in your desire to switch sides cuz the El-*th are actually very telepathic and we humans don't have the ability to hide our thoughts well enough to get by with a lie. Neither do the hybrids. The El-*th just weren't expecting their treachery—especially with the greys vouching for them so never bothered to try to read them. Just sayin' if they try to recruit you to be a double agent. Their guidance to avoid being read is worthless.

Still ended up being a novella--dang. Sorry.

That intervention-needful person, I think was actually one of those internet scammers. My source (easier than saying overarching sentience all the time, and I don't hear any name like Betty or Janice) popped a little symbolic msg to me this morning in a half asleep sort of dream state that when I puzzled out it's meaning, it hit me this 'poor just about nearly dead woman with two sickly kids' really wasn't.

Based on the whole sequence of events and other posters who'd seen repeating patterns, under different names—it wasn't hard to figure out. So I posted my suspicions, and said this probably wasn't a matter for healers, but instead the police. And not a peep from the 'poor woman'---probably too busy packing his bags to post.

So adding some muscle testing to EFT--- I have found this amazing tool for getting answers. It's yes/no, but with the varying degrees of resistance, it gives you even more information. Another name is Kinesiology . Plus while the original version takes two folks, I've found some one person versions which are just as effective plus easier.

The original version has a friend push down on your arm, as you stand, with your arm raised out to the side as you ask your question. If your arm stays strong, usually it's a yes. If you can't hold it up, no. Accurate but very quickly tiring. But since I thought it was based on muscle resistance, I used the method where you push your circled fingers apart with your other thumb and middle finger which does get tiring but not nearly as quickly.

Used that for quite a few years. If the resistance is strong, it's usually a yes—if you can't hold them together, its usually no. Some folk's body do it the other way, so it's good to do some obvious true/false type questions like 'Am I female' or 'do I have pets'. With names though, I've found sometimes you get answers that seem wrong. I'd get a solid yes to names that weren't mine at all. Huh? But since I've been remembering past lives, I realize those were my names from those other lives. Like Bob—I get a strong yes on that, as strong as I get on my real name.

And I've found you can get answers even about that whole spirit realm stuff. :) Since we really are all the same energy interconnected, all the other energy is available for answers too. Anyway, then I read where you can just rub your finger and thumb together—that it's the resistance in any form in any part of your body that the indicator. That's sooo easy and worked great until til my fingers got too dry. Now they don't give the resistance very well. I had to switch to a spot on the side of my forehead that has stayed fairly moist. But if you get creative, you can get always find some way to access that whole level of information.

You can, of course influence your answers sometimes if you don't say you are looking for the highest objective truth. Otherwise it may grab the answer you or society believes—-not necessarily the overall truth, I've found.

Or if you pick a question that doesn't have any truth in it—like one of the hybrids fake versions of stuff. Sorta like asking if your coat is green or purple, when in fact it's a yellow sweater. You are blind and are depending on others for your 'facts'---so how can anybody answer yes/no to a question like that? There isn't a truth there. I've found the resistance won't stabilize—it sorta feels yes then it'll sorta feel no, and back and forth. I've learned at that point, to stop and ask if any part of this is true. Usually it'll be a strong no.

Or if it's partly true, like you've got a sore shoulder, and you ask is it a sprain. If it's a yes, but kind of draggy, it means a partial yes. If you keep asking, eventually you can get it to a full yes. Like adding did I maybe tear the rotator cuff too? Or is there an infection in the muscle, or is it a torn and sprained muscle? Anything you can think of. I personally found it got to where a hunch would pop into my head, and I'd ask—sure enough, that was the missing component.

But there was something I just couldn't figure out about my type 2 diabetes—I'd asked about every thing I could think of—infection, parasites, allergic reaction, toxic build up, even lately hostile energy being used to attack me---everything, but I never could get a yes. And my diabetes never got better no matter what I did or tapped for—extremely unusual. I tried for the better part of 3 years to break it.

One day, I was again pondering this unyielding problem, kinda drifting in thought, and all of a sudden it was like my body 'burped' this image to me. It showed me my pancreas with a bunch of bug like creatures swarming around it, digging at it. What?? Bugs?? What kind of bugs could possibly live internally?? I looked closer and realized they were moving very jerkily—like robots. Then it hit me. Nanobots. I muscle tested and for the first time I got a solid yes.

There was a big hoopla years ago about how wonderful and helpful nanobots were going to be for medical applications and then I never heard anything more. They got 'disappeared'. Like Tesla's work or the 100mpg engine.

I realized then, the hybrids had subverted them to hurt us medically—to increase their profits even more because they'd be damaging us on the inside which would of course weaken us further and we'd get even sicker, needing even more drugs and doctor visits. I might not have mentioned their invented 'medical' industry, with all it's lies and falsified research and misleading information yet.

It's been my biggest source of those no truthful answers, actually. It's their most successful scam ever. They have stole more of our money and got away with murdering more of us than any other scam they've run, including their wars and even the federal reserve—which might be close money wise, but nowhere near the same levels of successful murders, which we are brainwashed so badly about we actually thank them for 'trying' to save our loved ones. *ack*

I actually surprised my source when she saw this nanobot thing though. The hybrids had hidden it so deeply by only using their alien allies to create them. And any human involvement was done in the dark---although I'm sure they never told them what they were actually doing. A memory in the dark and quiet, is easy to miss—it kinda just blends into the background. Hence there weren't any obvious human memories to see of it, and she can't access other racial unconscious, any more than they can access ours.

But that's why I couldn't figure it out—she couldn't either, so couldn't give me those 'hunches'. Since then, my insulin usage has dropped significantly, and I know, within a couple months (depending on how long it takes to repair the wicked bad damage I can tell the nanobots did), I'll get to a point where I don't need insulin any more.

A bit outside of muscle testing there, but anyway, obviously, you can just ask which points you need to tap—instead of 15-16 points twice, you only need two, maybe three. The time and effort saved is tremendous. It gives you a lot more time to investigate, before you get worn out thinking about it—at least I do. I usually burn out at about 3 hours.

Well, maybe next time a more thorough examination of their currently running scams. You hybrid employees already know those I bet.

Well had some question posts to answer, and probably you all can tell, I don't generally answer with a paragraph, so I'm a bit burnt out today--but I'll do this tomorrow first thing before even looking at my mail. :) Sorry.

Ok---I think I've covered their longest running scam, 'religion' pretty well. The most profitable and murderous one is more recent. So the biggest criminal scam they're still running today.

This scam still upsets me a lot. It's said, "the truth will set you free, but first it'll piss you off" (not my choice of words). Oh yes---it truly does. I'm free, but I am still very angry!

What if I told you some corporation was responsible for over 400,000 deaths from 'accidents' alone, but were covertly responsible for over 90% of the deaths world wide in a year! “Maybe some multinational corporation spewing toxins or something?” You ask, You'd be appalled and wonder how those criminals were getting away with it, I hope.

Rewind to the mid, maybe early 1800's (remember, hybrids are almost immortal) and a bunch of old guys are sitting down with these hybrids thinking of ways to 'milk' (aka steal from) the sheeple and kill off as many as possible.

Ideas are tossed about—things like the whole central bank thing are brought up again (loan sharks will use violent methods—kill folks even, which is all the 'banks' like the federal reserve are; loan sharks to governments), push more hypothetical war threats--scare the sheeple into supporting more (easily divertable) money to 'defense', and 'social reform' programs that would allow them to funnel off funds, no one the wiser. A few more bits and ideas, then one of the old guys pipes up. “Hey, what about tricking people about their health somehow. You know how afraid they are of dying.” The hybrid's eyes light up (I think they do actually light up a little). ^Yes! There's an idea there.^ Telepathically of course, in keeping with their facade of being 'divine' and 'powerful'. The old men were human, so guess where this scene is from.
^Go—think of how. Bring it back to the next meeting, and schedule that meeting soon.^

So the planning begins. And the idea gets filled out. Start talking people into believing we great Americans are so advanced we no longer have to worry about parasites. Start up 'training' schools where professional 'healers' are trained—some discussion about titles, deciding 'doctor' sounded solid, believable (maybe some numerology involved—they totally believe in it).

Start offering help to sick people and especially the wounded soldiers, who can take the information about doctors saving their lives home, establishing credibility. But pretend the midwife type healing is becoming outdated—the 'doctors' are officially trained to know best about the new and better healing stuff.

Long term plans focused on ways to make people sicker even by working up some new more virulent virus and bacteria to release on the population, (remember dear old dad?) via the parasites as they did with the black plague and any other pandemic, but this time add a new version of a modifed fungus that the doctors are not trained to recognize—-a new mysterious disease that remains mysterious even today, despite the billions of dollars thrown at it---gee such a coincidence, they can't even figure out what it is--you really believe that?? Say, I've got a bridge...

And then have pet 'scientists' discover' drugs to help. Surely chemo is a god send, right? At first, the hybrids used things that actually did good stuff, to lull people into 'knowing' the drugs were better than what their midwives herbalist and natural healing folks used. And establish 'doctors' as much more credible sources. But kept adding toxic ingredients slowly until they're the murderous concoctions they are today.

Then they started putting parasite eggs into food stuffs and animal feed—knowing nothing but boiling will kill them, so mass infestations would be assured. Which they're still doing, albeit they own almost all food sources, so very little food escapes contamination. And then adding plenty of toxins as people become more and more dependent on food they didn't grow themselves, knowing it will weaken people and make it easier for the parasites and their pathogens to grow.

Then as the parasites blossom and grow—since they were species not necessarily known here, a whole bunch of new mostly unfamiliar symptoms starts showing up. Those 'fine and brave researchers,' risking life and limb to study the haplessly ill folks start finding new 'diseases' for which some other fine researcher/scientist/doctor also happen to find 'cures'---using drugs of course and a new norm starts to develop—drugs for cures, or management (since some illnesses don't seem curable), and traditional natural approaches fall out of favor, and then on into being just quackery via their propaganda thru the media which they kept buying up, as the folks who knew natural methodologies worked, died off and could no longer recount their successes.

And you have a whole new budding industry, growing by leaps and bound as people start falling ill more and more from the parasite infestations. More and more 'diseases' are invented to explain those symptoms, research is made up, falsified or manipulated to prove how anything but parasites were to blame, making sure to never even mention that possibility.

Quite the elaborate scheme overall, one which non-immortals probably couldn't stay focused enough to pull off—it's kinda mind boggling, really. So slowly but surely the whole new industry of 'modern medicine' came to be, carefully planned and implemented so slowly and carefully nobody realized, basically being run and aimed from it's drug based roots---growing into the monster it is today, raking in billions of billions of dollars, successful beyond their wildest dreams. And all based on that one lie. Parasites. And in 'cancer's' case—fungus carried in by parasites.

Big pharma is that corporation. It is behind all the accidental drug and doctor related deaths, all the cancer, all the diabetes, and any other money making disease which is killing billions of people annually Plus all the 'infectious' diseases' including AIDs, ebola, all the flesh eating bacteria and every other deadly pathogen, because it isn't just about money for these beasts—it's about the genocide of the human race

And Big pharma's has proven to be the most successful perpetrator of that ever. And even worse, we're actually thanking these monsters for 'trying' to save our loved ones, when if fact they are the reason we lost our loved ones and who actually didn't do anything to try and save them, only steal as much money as possible in their pretend efforts to do so. (most doctors and nurses don't realize this, and actually think they are trying to save folks)

All the multinational corporations are really owned by the hybrids from the shadows consequently they have the power to orchestrate all the different industries collusion in this, like Monsanto, all the big food manufacturers, any and everything needed to make this happen on a global scale.

Sure, as my sweetie says-—we all die anyway—-and all those many folks would have died somewhere along the way, that it was part of their soul's contract---*sigh* I just hurt for all the horrible suffering and them leaving so much sooner than they should have—plus what it has put all their loved ones thru.

I almost think that's the worst part---to love someone and watch them die a slow agonizing death with no way to save them. It is one of the most effective torturer methods really. People will do or say almost anything to prevent that. And you have the hybrids to 'thank'.

If you don't choose to believe any other single other word I say, that's fine---but please, please believe this. If they aren't stopped, so many more will die so needlessly, in horrible misery, and it may be you, or YOUR loved ones. It will be torture for everyone involved though, and the hybrids will be laughing in glee. Don't you think they've stolen enough from us?

I'm taking a day or so off, I think---I'm thinking where to go next-- So Back on Monday, probably.

Wow, that was quite the to-do over on parasite support forum. It may well get me kicked off here, so if I go AWOL, you'll know where I've gone.

It'd be a darn shame cuz I honestly don't know of anyone else who's gained this level of information yet. The owner's human too, so he's gonna need to know this stuff. The hybrids weren't planning on saving anybody but themselves as you'd expect, so even if they promised him safety in bunkers underground, nobody will survive---not for 600 years. Of course that was planned. Less people to split the gold with, eh?

And interesting---that brawl is how my confrontations usually go-- them trying everything they can think of and bringing in all the background employees to try to make it seem like what's being said is everyone's opinion—that we're 'bullying' (aka critical thinking is more likely) and off topic (aka really just a metatopic about any topic and it's corruption here on CZ) ,which has been missing here at CZ since my return.

But not a word about this. I'm going with, because another poster is calling them out, they think it'll be ok this one time to confront me too, in keeping with presenting a credible and expected front. Oh they are trying but with what I could have told them would be the probable results. You employees obviously support them, but they aren't getting any support from any where else.

A bit from parazapper, but only at the level he hates confrontation and wants to do this in a 'nicer' way, Yeah, crime lords are so reasonable like that. I really think it's providing some tangible information to the regular folk, who've seen all this in play but didn't know what was going on. I'm guessing that's exactly what your bosses were hoping to avoid, eh? I don't think they'll be pleased. Make sure there's no plastic on the floor behind you. :)

So obviously, the medical scam is the most upsetting to me, but I guess I've got to know, all the spirits who die that way volunteered at the spirit level, (you know, taking one for the team), because it's been part of how the overarching sentience has kept the hybrids from bolting. They really had to believe they could win. What mother would let her kids die like that?

Apparently, it's difficult to find bad guys out in the rest of the universe. It's not only has a huge karmic load, but most species are way evolved beyond such pettiness. The overarching sentience sure didn't want to do it, nor the El-*th or the grays---in fact I think it was the overarching sentience's idea to bring the hybrids and their folk here. For this express purpose. We have a very real need to be right there, ready.

If we'd been allowed to just sit back all comfortable, we'd have ended up on the couch with our feet up on the coffee table, drinking a beer and watching Simpson reruns---never being ready to look for or use spiritual-based answers. And we as a species absolutely can't afford it. The actual time frame for making full enlightenment is very short, only a 100 years, and we're three years into it.

So obviously I need to talk about the impending event that will totally destroy every thing on this planet—well on the surface of this planet anyway. It's a pretty well known fact that the energy here on earth has started rising. With all the usual misinformation, lies, and hyperbole.

People can feel that impending disaster kinda like in their bones, I think. I know I did. And that's why the hybrids are trying to keep us all on the edge of our seats about something awful about to happen. So we'll get all burnt out and hit the 'boy who cried wolf 'stage and not be concerned when this information becomes known. The only way we'll survive it is being able to make full enlightenment, which of course they desperately don't want us doing---300,000 year karmic stretched rubber band, remember?

The truth is that we are moving into a energy strip that is pure energy. No, it's not our friend, although out here on the edges, it's necessary and helpful. All sorts of places I'm reading 'ohhh, it'll be such a great thing', 'we'll be shifted into a higher dimension', yada, yada, yada.

Uh, NO, unless you consider being broken down, dissolved really, to nothing but particles of energy that is so dispersed your spirit is gone, (space dust really), as an improvement. It dissolves everything—physical or spiritual. Any kind of energy. Mother earth loves it though--it's like a deep cleanse facial at the day spa. Gets rid of all that garbage coating parts of her body.

It's helpful now because that dissolving quality is making the boundaries thinner between the physical and spiritual, which will enable us to actually make the shift, and be able to stay shifted long enough to get that 'water balloon' developed.

If you can't, that will be the real end of your life. Humanity will no longer exist. So when the planet moves out the other side, 600 or so years from now, the atmosphere, the dirt, following along because of earth's gravity will re-coalesce, but we spirits aren't going to be held by gravity, so our totally dispersed spirits will stay in the strip forever.

Hardly heaven, or wonderful, unless you want to toss all your spirit progress (hundreds or thousands of lives worth) and start over again (maybe). It's scoops of this stuff the overarching sentience of the universe uses to make stars and planets and stuff with, but there's several left over strands of this, and who knows when he might use this one again? You may never have another chance at life.

But there is a way to survive it—the overarching sentiences actually came from a place that was like this, Somehow they managed to adhere themselves together in the all-ness well enough and long enough to develop a survival mechanism. It's like becoming a water balloon in the ocean. Some sort of energy shield that can withstand being dissolved somehow.

The El-*th figured it out and made it thru this the last full cycle—220 million years ago, I've read—sounds about right. In that state, we can basically block the door to those underground cities you've been hearing about lately. Those were the El-*ths hidy-holes.

We're going to need a lot more of those for humanity though—we're sooo huge. The El-*th can't rescue us unfortunately---They can and will save some of us, if enough of us don't make enlightenment to save ourselves, but not nearly enough to save the species. We're our real only hope.

I'm learning roughly 100,000 more or less are necessary. One to block the door, and a bunch more to provide survival stuff like air, water, food, and life's basic necessities. In the full enlightened state, we'll be able to transmute those things, and we won't run out of rock, which is all we'll need for transmuting. So, things are far from hopeless. We just gotta get on the stick.

Guess I need to talk about my role in all this...

But first an update for those who are wanting to come back to the pro-humanity side. The overarching sentience says, if you want out and fear the repercussions of getting out, the procedure is as follows:

First get two of you or more together. The El-*th don't have enough folks here to cover all of you individually and still do what else they're willing to do to help. Then individually tap over your third eye. My idea, cuz EFT actually sends up a flare-like energy bust in the spirit realm, which will be seen by either the overarching sentience or an El-*th.

Then take off to somewhere less known by your bosses, as a group. It can take a day or two if you need. I'm hearing it's ok to gather yourselves up, one by one, but once together, stay that way until the threat is past (the situation has collapsed on your bosses), or I give the all clear. Other than that, the El-*th can and will do the rest.

The overarching sentience says she'll send you opportunities for getting yourself financial support. Not of course at the penthouse/Lamborghini level, but if you take all the opportunities she send (yah, some are probably the 'get your hands dirty' hard work kind), it should be quite sufficient.

I really recommend you mean it though, and don't call for help if you really don't want to go. The El-*th were the gods of Olympus and they DO NOT take kindly to being jerked around or manipulated. They wouldn't hurt you though. More like dump you out somewhere with no food, water or clothes--and a goodly strenuous but doable hike from any kind of civilization. A great learning opportunity in which you gain the wisdom of not messing with the El-*th. :)

I know the El-*th can protect you well, because I've actually been under their protection my whole life. Just thought staying alive thru my own stupidity (car crashes mostly) was just the only way I was lucky. But in reflection. it's been much broader than that. I have never been mugged for example, other than some yahoo tried to do an armed robbery of my joint, which went poorly for him as a free cup of hot chocolate is much less tasty without it's cup. Especially as a refreshing facial.

It was a learning experience for me. Had I failed, they'd have stepped in some way to stop it, like something falling on the robber out of the blue, or they lose their footing and lose control of the situation since as an ex-marine, I had my own gun right there, but not on me.

And scads more things--I've never even been bullied, although I was a short roly-poly kid with glasses that draws bullies out of the woodwork usually. The El-*th just had to be circumspect because I had to figure out this whole thing myself. As I just told the site owner guy over on the parasite forum, I've realized I am in fact, an Oracle.

Actually there are several people in each generation with the potential to be Oracle, and the El-*th protect them all. Once somebody takes the job though, the others no longer need extra protection. It apparently is really hard to find someone who can be an Oracle, and they have as many as they can find and try to protect and nurture them along.

It does take some different qualifications though, but in this digital age I have one distinct advantage others didn't. Obviously, you can't be tricked into institutionalizing me or burning me at the stake. You don't know where I actually am. That angry mob energy shield thing--if enough humans are involved even the El-*th have a hard time breaking thru it. So if it gets to that level, I'm screwed.

Other than being my basic fearless self (mostly--still hate spiders) this whole thing started for real when I was consciously connected to the collective unconscious via an authentic shaman journey. (it really was making my connection a conscious one; the connection was always there, as it is for everyone) So I had the advantage of knowing all along where the information was coming from. The overarching sentience usually has to start at the dream level, and hope it'll evolve to the level I'm at.

That connection to the collective unconscious and to the overarching sentience is really more like DSL or cable. It's a pretty direct link, not involving psychic skills at all, other than the ability to 'hear' at the spirit realm level--sorta the 3rd ear. It was fairly weak at first though, but it's developed, like any ability that you practice.

But to get picked do this isn't a magical 'oh, I'm so special' kinda thing at all. In this day and age, most of the possible 'oracles' saw it as a horrendous curse. It really interfere with your ability to fit in. And sound 'sane'. Trust me, I know that one very well. And to say nothing of that 'getting burned at the stake' thing.

So a basic peek at the hows of how this came to be. Maybe more next time or maybe something else---it really isn't about me. It's about surviving this energy strip. All I need is for you to consider at least what I'm saying for right now. When the hybrid's version crashes as it will, I'm happy to answer any questions you have. I might seem 'crazy' now but I hope you don't find me unapproachable.

I guess this means I've got enough information here that it's time for people to find it. I've tried previously to get this out, via other websites but I'm now aware I didn't know quite enough, and it was not time. But apparently now is the time. It's all coming together like a well oiled clock. You know the feeling, I think.

She has this pretty well planned. She can't take off the gloves right now--we're not quite to the first enlightenment yet, but it's close.

A bit of advice: Don't be this guy here, running his scams. Or stand next to him, especially at the golf course. The attention of an angry god-like being is not something you want, really. Think Zeus times 50.

So she's saying this is a great segue to defining the whole good/evil thing. It really isn't about good or evil, dark versus light, 'god' versus the 'devil', etc. What it all boils down to is pro-human versus anti-human.

Pro-humans do good things for each other--what I've learned is humanity's natural inclination. We love and support each other and share freely, albeit that fallibility of ours, the tendency to try to get other folks to do our stuff. It's still mostly pro human though--it's lessons on healthy boundary setting.

Anti-human (following the hybrid's example all throughout history every single time) is all the behavior that hurts other humans deliberately, by lying, cheating, stealing, robbing, physically abusing, manipulating, killing, even at the war level.

It's what is really behind so much of the trauma (PTSD) 'good' men experience when tricked into it. This kind of behavior is anti-human against the human perpetrator, too. It's like stabbing yourself in the spirit.

The anti-human behavior is up to and including hurting the earth and it's other inhabitants cuz we have to live here and usually cherish the life forms here. (I'm all for hating on mosquitoes though! *lol*)

Part of that earth trashing/animal killing thing is thumbing their noses at the El-*th though, who's world this is. They know the El-*th are constrained from stopping them. And the hybrids had to believe they could win, so the El-*th let them.

So, then there's that karma held in abeyance thing. It's withheld the natural karmic consequences of that anti- human behavior as part of the contract. She keeps track of what karma's held in abeyance by giving 144,000 little reddish swirly marble things that get placed under the person's tongue of the ones they want to protect. (it's actually very like a part of a logo thing for some sports station I saw a while back)

What I think the hybrids conveniently forgot to mention to their folks though, is that each marble stores all the karma due of all it's previous users, so if you're the current user, guess what. If the contract ends, that's who's stuck picking up the tab. I don't know if it can be removed though, other than by dying. So, yipes--it's gonna suck to be you.

Oh, she withholds karma sometimes for other folks---you know, like the bully type. It's asked for by that bully's higher self. Because what seems the unfairness increases the pain of the 'victim' waiting after death for the bully's naked spirit to share that pain.

In that case, the higher self feels it will be more of an effective learning tool for that bully, cuz it's going to hurt just that much more and hopefully knock some spirit sense into them. The 'victim' has agreed to it at the spirit level, you know, taking one for the team. We can all be so helpful like that. :)

So, tomorrow, I'm going to discuss the actual process for making full enlightenment I've learned about thus far. That little green eyed feller is whining 'Noooo, we should be the first! Don't telll themmmm...noooo...." Cute little guy.

Can't tell I had an older sibling (by a year), who got all the 'glory' for doing things first--by the time I was able, it was old hat and no one cared. So I just hold him tight and whisper that 'it's ok...it's not very important at all... we're doing good things already...' lots of reassurances until he's goes back to sleep.

So I'm quite ok with sharing. The sooner someone does this, the better. We got a schedule to make and keep. I'm dealing with some other issues that may slow me down, and we don't need that.:)


Oh, she's saying you guys are thinking---so? I'll be dead by then--I won't care. Well your next incarnation may be too young to really be able to help and since it's still you albeit you don't necessarily remember, you'll still suffer the consequences of your decision now.

But one of the things I'm learning is that we're going to be able to get that regeneration 'program' up and running again, so 900 years may be very doable. So in fact you may very well be here still.

So it's something to consider before blowing this all off and going back to your Simpsons reruns. :)

Hum--I still think the whole banning thing is something being bandied around the table---so if I stop posting-----

Hopefully you won't hear about someone being burned at the stake! *lol*

Well, here we go—somebody's gotta/going to do it—as I told another poster my money's on an ex-indigo. They are so close to the spirit realm, it's only a hop, skip and a jump for them. They're going to run into some dark spots they'll need to heal first though, for sure. The first effort to shift will educate them about the spots, cuz they won't be able to enlighten them.

The transition to 'human' hasn't been easy on them, and many I've encountered are angry and frustrated, and on the depressed, lost side as their efforts to be 'indigo' in a human body runs them into the wall a LOT. And most all of them, the 15 or 20 I've met, including a nephew, (granted, not a huge sample) has a sense that they're here to do something---they just don't know what usually.

In their efforts to instigate the world take over plan their indigo leadership had, coming in (since they despised the hybrids and their abusive need to control humanity) the leadership has been sending out waves and waves of spirit urgings and information, trying to get their folks back on track.

The transporting aliens who did the transporting for a fee, of course, the blues, conveniently forgot to mention that humans can't remember past lives so of course, all the now human ex indigo can't remember anything about their part in that plan, or even about their indigo existence except like us, there is a for them, a strong sense of things they suspect they should know but don't.

And those waves ARE impacting them---but it's broadcast on a level that's too high for us humans to hear and really understand, which of course now includes their own folks. It is minimally effective but has actually been waking up some of us non-indigo too. So, in terms of our agenda of survival, it's been a good thing, despite the problems it's causing for the ex-indigo who are just 'learning to drive' the human stick shift.

So this information is pretty much for them. The average human right now is miles away from being able to use it, Maybe a few are closer---I hope, but the indigo are so much closer.

So this is what I've learned so far. As I noted, you really need to clear as many dark spots as you can, so emotional healing is a top priority. I've pretty well covered this—it is about all we older-to-the-human-experience humans can do right now, because all the rest involves using your just reopened energy working skills which will involve your ability to even believe you have them.

It's what the tv shows like Heros and Alphas are all about. The meta-humans are really not evolved, they're just reclaiming their lost abilities, but the hybrids want you afraid of those abilities (since "of the devil" isn't that effective any more), they're using the shows to plant a fear of the wild, uncontrollable, bad doing 'meta-humans'.

I've been tapping with your higher selves for you to be able to turn those comm lines back onto re-access your own dormant abilities and am leaving them to decide for you in the flesh, how much you can handle. An Oracle's prerogative, to be able to access and talk with your higher selves inside the collective unconscious.

So, the good news is part of that is the regeneration program, so I'm keeping my fingers crossed that improving health starts showing up although probably slowly since they're withered nerves that need to regrow.

I also always hope that this isn't some unconsciously made up elaborate delusion I'm creating, complete with transparencies. Be sure, I don't just blindly 'believe'. I'm always doing reality checks and questions.

I know what a delusional person does—and usually they don't even question—it's that real for them. No doubt, part of why I got guided to my masters program, so I'd know what mental slippage looks like and know that I am 100% sane. Boy, this job really requires that. I keep checking all the time anyway,

Ok---mental slippage aside, the next part requires you to have your transmuting skills fully functional, the ones that can change water into wine, lead into gold, that sort of stuff, although the lead to gold one is more advanced than really necessary.

The good news is you don't just try to be 'light'--pretty ambiguous, really. What you're actually shooting for is to transmute your human body into a overarching sentience type body. They are pure energy held together by their sense of self and that water balloon energy thing. Seems more possible with a tangible focus like that to me.

Of course, you won't have a balloon thing yet, so your sense of self needs to be really strong so you have time to learn how to make that, and not just slip back into a 'puddle' of dispersing energy particles; think ice cube versus a thrown glass of water.

You won't have a glass to land in yet. The ex-indigos I've met were usually very good at that. Being human for too long can strip that away as you lose your sense of original spirit identity and try to fit in as a human, but never really feeling like you belong. It eats at your 'self' and breaks down that confidence of who 'you' are.

At that point, I think the overarching sentience takes over and teaches you how to make the balloon. But you gotta get into that body yourself. I'm told if any other entity tries to do it for you, it doesn't provide the internal connections in between body and spirit a body needs which only you can do from the inside, and it's usually fatal. Want to avoid that, I think.

The usual process is you die and go to another body. This—you are essentially dying as a human to become a different species, and using your still living body to do so. It's tricky.

The image I get is like two balloons joined together at the the stem. One balloon pushes all it's air into the other not inflated balloon then rolls itself inside the other, all while keeping the air inside the now inflated one, adjusting it's shape to fit inside the other balloon as closely as possible. (Note added; It's not air, it's the water, or ice cube)

It takes a bit to get adjusted. The last step, that outer layer of water balloon, (keeps the air/water in) I don't know how that works. At that point, you've left junior high, and are in high school. Different teachers. :)

So that's what I've learned. It's actually how the overarching sentience propagate themselves. You, too, can be a baby 'god'. *lol*

Oh and the best news is, for you travel worn souls, you never need to reincarnate again. Plus, as a overarching sentience, you can just ask the overarching sentience of the universe to make you a new home world and move you and your people back to a world exactly like you want.

Just a bit more from yesterday. I didn't let you know that of course you don't have to stay in that form after you learn how to do that kind of transmuting. You can do any form you want. Wanna be an El-*th for a while? A grey? Or just maybe go back to your spirit origins for a while. Plus you can go back to your human form again with the meta-human stuff. You could be any sentient life form—including a whale, even a dolphin.

So, What does an Oracle do? Obviously, the main thing is be her voice here. She really can't, frequency-wise, come down this far, She could transmute herself into human form, true, but then she'd be nearly as limited as us. I actually have learned one of the young overarching sentence here training from the universe the El-*th created after their time through the 'Transition' did just that.

He was so moved by our troubles here that he decided to help. It's actually the 'jesus' story without the hybrid distortion. He came to give us hope and reassurance this was all part of the plan i.e the plan to make full enlightenment, and to hold strong since this awful 'reality' was so necessary to our long term survival. The persecution part is pretty much intact though.

The big problem was that he ran into the fact humanity is way too reactive and manipulate-able, which is how they caught him; they just kept angry people around him and since his body was basically just a overarching sentience body reformed, his didn't have that ability when angry to create that natural energy shield.

So he ended up being so drained and tired from protecting himself both psychically and physically, they basically just overpowered him with energy, and made sure to keep angry humans around abusing him physically so he couldn't get revived enough to regain his energy working abilities.

And then they walked him up the hill as a lesson to his follows, making sure to keep plenty of angry humans around and hurting him, until they could get him on the cross. They kept up the abuse until they believed he was dead. And tossed him in that 'tomb'.

They didn't realize he, being a essentially meta-human, was able to survive far longer than a normal human and while appearing to be dead, he was still alive deep inside, at his core when they finally tossed him in that cave.

It took 3 days of healing himself to restore functionality, but he did, and crawled out, 'pushing the stone away'. This is one of those stories they wrote their own versions of and switched out with the original versions when every one was dead. So even before they got their whole version of christianity figured out, they dealt with the versions of what actually happened.

Well, that wandered a bit, but I did wonder who that person was and if he even existed. Ask and it shall be given, Whew. I further learned that since he was a 'meta-human', he could use his regeneration program to essentially make himself immortal, and in his efforts to help us, moved around and tried teaching in other areas. Unfortunately, anywhere he went, the hybrids were right behind. He managed to avoid ever getting cornered like that again though.

He finally realized the hybrids were just making 'religions' out of his efforts to share/teach his message. He's been back inserted into some religions they made in various areas as a jesus type character but many of the religious figures were actually fairly contemporary with jesus, which just took a little history scrambling versus a rewite of the religion's basic text.. Yes, he was Buddha, Lao Tzu, Mohammed, Lord Mahavira, some others but I don't see them listed as originators of major religions near that time.

When he saw how the hybrids were just going to follow him around that way, he quit trying that approach. He hated how they took what he said and twisted it to fit whatever the predominant spirit origins in the area were, to make one of their control tool, religion, for control over the folks in that area.

Since then, he's just been floating through different areas helping people on an individual basis, pretending to be one of the angels—which as an ex-El-*th turned overarching sentience turned meta-human, wasn't too hard.

The El-*th left here on earth recognized him finally as one of their own and helped him as they could. Unfortunately, he sustained a head injury during the jesus to-do, and it limited his ability to transmute, so he, like us, is stuck in a human body until the energy rises. It's much closer for us though. His lasting injury (it affected the higher function transmutation most but it also whacked part of his regeneration program, which was the part needed to regenerate nerves, maybe healing bones,too) prevents it until the energy rises to the 50 year mark.

The El-*-th could help heal stuff like broken bones but this would be like brain surgery using a Bowie knife so everyone decided it would be better to look for a different solution. I talked to the El-*th I know The overarching sentience would need newer memories to know this stuff, and no El-*th have died away from their personal soul containers, that allow them to save themselves from getting sucked into a human body, in centuries.

I asked why the greys didn't help—microenergy manipulation is their forte. Apparently it was too close to actual life sustaining function nerves in the regeneration program and the stimulating energy they'd be using was too vigorous to hit a necessary function nerve with. It'd overstimulate and fry a full grown nerve; so it was nothing they would risk.

And the El-*th can't raise an energy field high enough long enough to allow his damaged nerve time to shift with his limited ability left. They're saying as high as they could sustain the field would be not much higher than earth is now, which at this level would take him over a hundred years to make the transmutation back to overarching sentience and more than 75 back to El-*th. And it would take at least 4 High El-*th to sustain the field. And to contain the energy, he'd have to sit in a containment box the whole time. As they say, 'Ain't nobody got time for that!'.

Huh—not what I intended for today, but since the information just flowed, that says it must be for some reason. I'm just here to relay stuff and this story just became the topic.

This is gonna seem weird, (I guess I can get weirder than my 'normal' self, eh?) but she says 'mention it' so here goes. About 4 or so years or so ago, (my computer crash destroyed the actual file) I reached out to a well known celebrity type. The one and only time I've ever done that in my whole life, in any life I remember, actually. I had such a strong push to do it because it really felt like this person wanted to find someone like me—and the information I have. I wrote 2 letters, mailed them to the only addresses I could find and figured if it was true, they'd get back to me.

If not, well, they'd just write me off as some crazed fan, and that would be the end. I only gave them my email, as a contact. I really didn't think much more about it as that push went away (I didn't know any of this Oracle stuff at the time and didn't realize it was her sending this most likely) but they never got back to me.

I knew muscle testing then and the yes and no went back and forth any time I thought to check, but was mostly yes, this person intended to contact me. After about a year, the test started being just ambiguous---not like a no truth question though (kinda yes/kinda no) it just stayed maybe-ish in the middle. So I stopped bothering to check.

She's indicating that that person may be here, but not able to really address me. And that they may still have that letter with my email. She invites you to contact me. I just have to trust, since I really don't know stuff at that level. As I said, I'm not very pyshic, I just have a DSL-type link to her. So, ok, there you go. :) Extra weird mode OFF.

I'm running a bit behind cuz I had some emails to answer and a friend stopped by.

I'm learning that they're thinking about just banning me anyway, cuz they getting more concerned about my information, than this fellow looking bad. So if I just disappear like it appears both Flossy and Happymanatee have, that's why--just so you know. And I'm sooo sorry you two. I really should have warned you. Hopefully you at least still can come the website. :(

I'll be getting a new site to post though, I'm sure, since this is for humanity's survival. Not some kind of scam. So, if it comes to that, I'll shoot for making it easy to find, so if you're interested, you should be able to find me. :)

So word now to the employees and their bosses, the hybrids. Banning me would be just a delay, and make people realize that not only are you worried about me, but also what I'm saying--pretty much proof that it is in fact some kind of information, however weird it sounds, that probably is true. Of course your choice--free will and all that.

Anyway---I'll be back with what I just learned last night as to what that 'water balloon' survival tool actually is. It'd be better to know ahead of time, so once you got switched, it won't take so long to use it.

And I'm also being told that many more folks are reading this than appears, but that they're 'fixing' the numbers manually to make it appear that if you do, you must be in the minority.

That whole 'peer pressure' manipulation ploy that their pet mainstream media uses all the time, to keep us from feeling like we dare act. Cuz we'd be standing out there alone---sitting ducks.

The overarching sentience says if you really want to act, she'll send an 'angel' (El-*th)to help. Maybe that tapping the 3rd eye like for the employees who want out safely, and saying what you'd like to do. (spiritual 'texting', *lol*)

She says you do need to be really strong though, so if she thinks you can actually handle it (trust me, it's NOT easy), she'll send some sign, not sure what because it'll be different for everyone, but it should be clear enough for you to realize it's significance. One way, maybe you'll find a feather lying perfectly centered on your doorstep--most likely white--or a triple rainbow--something that is significant to you.

If you get that sign, start acting however you think will be most effective. The El-*th can't admit they're El-*th though, but you'll probably be able to tell who they are, cuz they'll be pretty fierce. They HATE the hybrids and relish a chance to mix it up with them or theirs.

They'll follow your lead though every time, just maybe add ways to make it even better, but never will they insist you do it their way. Quite unlike any infiltrating 'employee' who'll start out like they will be supportive but subtly start undermining you with your people.

And I'm being told the El-*th will support your decisions totally, since it's our fight and we are actually very good at that planning thing (unless you plan to run naked across the white house lawn with your uzis---in which case you'd probably not be chosen anyway). They're totally willing to help, and pretty darn fearless. They'll be around anytime they're actually needed.

Please understand you guys are the back up plan. If someone doesn't make full enlightenment soon, we humans are actually going to have to fight for our freedom. The contract says she has to give us to the hybrids---meaning she won't be able to fight for us anymore.

It doesn't say WE have to accept it though. We've never been very good 'slaves' :) Which is why they curtailed their plans to enslave us and just murder most of us instead. It's still what they intend, so basically die, fighting or die, *along with your loved ones* in some horrid brutalizing death camp.

Wow—ask and and you shall receive! I feel like I'm standing under Niagara Falls with my mouth open. The information's rushing in.

First and most importantly is I've learned what that step of getting a water 'knowingness' balloon is. It's not critical to making that first shift, but once you do, you'll want to get it in place asap, so you don't lose too much of your 'ice cube'. We all have the water balloon, every species. It's our ability to store information and have a 'knowingness', which we all develop to some degree going thru our educational process.

Ours unfortunately usually doesn't have any of the spirit realm level stuff in it, because like Helen Keller, we're mostly unable to see, hear, or talk or 'know' about it and our water balloon is missing half its water—or more. A LOT more, I'm finding.

But I'm told I'm actually being given access to more memories than most as part of the job. At that level it's kind of an invasion of privacy issue, and she knows I'll advert my 'eyes' at the proper times. I'm sooo not a 'busybody' type---which at this level, is disastrous, cuz you know what people think and do. And if you were the snoopy type, you could find everyone's dirty laundry.

I don't want to know—gossip has always sat poorly with me and I'm never in that loop. It was why having a ex-grey was such a disaster—their need for connection had that Oracle prying around in the section I'd call the celebrity gossip section all the time—looking far too deeply into her 'favorite people's lives and worse yet then she'd gossip about it. That Oracle didn't last long before they got fired.

But as an Oracle, I need that level of knowing (but never at the level of what toilet paper you use) sometimes to give information that person may need to know but doesn't even realize they do. Like with the enlightenment stuff—I can see the Indigo lives—I don't look at anything but to see what they know spirit wise so I can hone my info to that.

Well, I'd better get this posted---I ended up writing other things (and was viciously attacked by a nap) So, I'm going to finish up this water balloon thing tomorrow when I'm fresher. :) A veritable cliff hanger—at least you won't have to wait till the start of next season.

And I'm going to break down that great show, "Person Of Interest" to show the reality behind that whole story line---and give a spoiler (at least what I'm hearing for right now's version in the scripts) as where that whole 'Samaritan' is headed and the real reason why. If you're a fan, the way they've twisted the truth should be pretty interesting. Bet you can't guess who 'Desima Industries' is. :)

Quick post. Got an email account, so if you'd rather contact me via another route or in case I go missing or something. :)
I'm going to break it up---I'm not sure if the program allows outside email addys:

number461
@gmx.com

All run together---so just in case, eh? And if a lot of 'spam' happens, make the subject uniquely your own. I'll know and not have to waste time with spam sorting. Thanks!

Update: If I don't respond, she's saying that it's probably because you're sending it from or thru a google accessible server. So use a different email or maybe just create an account here.

Update 10/23: I'm getting that they're actually blocking this account, or any other I make for this specific purpose, via my ISP. Not my normal ones but often, my email there arrives days late, like someone was going thru it ahead of me, on those as well. Especially my gmail account.

So, I'm not sure at this point, how to address this. I'll see what we can come up with. For now maybe try that 3rd eye tap with your question or whatever, and she'll try to relay it.

I'm not really sure how well that will work. But you never know if you don't try. I'm pretty well past the critical stuff, so now I'll be posting other spirit realm information to help stretch that 'knowledge' balloon. If she gets your question thru, I'll answer it there. :)

Update 11/12: They're still blocking this account, and they're still messing with the numbers of readers, some by blocking access to it in some of the other forums I've got this posted on.

So if you're afraid you're just one of a small minority who reads this, I'm being told, you aren't. She's saying it's up to 7 times more than what you're seeing.

Oh, I'm not sure where I posted that the overarching sentience says we should call her Celeste, but I figured I'd post it here a bit sooner in the thread. :)

Update: I just got information that the hybrids plan on sending false 'signs' to folks who really do want to help, but may not have the resources to actually be able to do it, and so aren't actually getting a sign from her. And since the hybrids and their folks thru a anti-human infiltrator, know you pro-humans are coming, it'll be a slaughter. 'Proof' you can't trust her or your gut.

So she's saying, be very, very careful about using the sign as an indicator, because the hybrids use info from the spirit level and may have non-human employees watching you two levels.

On the spirit level (much harder) but with much more personal information. Or if you've ever posted the pro-human sentiments on line anywhere saying we might need to do something about this stuff.

That's really the main reason for the NSA, so they can find you and why they watch those kinds of websites so closely. Because of that, they know what kind of to 'sign' to send.

Make sure you know you have the resources, for one, at the base level. She'll help but so can the hybrids, so don't even trust that as an indicator, or someone to 'tell your story' in the media, to get you support. It's a trap, and they really will use it to humiliate and abuse you, like they did with the militia in Idaho.

But only you know if you have the mental ability to follow thru with this (please be as brutally honest with yourself as you can), and have the time and endurance to follow thru. This is not an arm chair warrior thing. Once you step forward, your skin is in the game for real, and for good, until the problem is resolved.

I'm getting they're planning on using this to accuse me of 'inciting a riot/revolution' as justification for 'burning me at the stake' 21th century style So please understand this is purely information, use it or not. I just provide what the overarching sentience wants me to, at this level.

I'm sorry but I'm hearing her say it's time to do this is now. The cliff hanger must hang a bit longer.

I'm an ex-dragon rider. And one of our biggest learning edges is we were very impulsive, which was one of the remaining reasons my dragon hadn't switch me over to a dragon body yet.

Often times he'd blow flames into a cave to kill whatever (big mean predator usually), and as I was jumping off, he's say, 'Go grab whats ever is in there...' I'd bound quickly into the cave to do so.

The first couple times it happened he wasn't finished '...but watch out, it might not be dead yet.' The hummers that traveled with us (white furry six armed spider/monkey things who groomed the dragons) if I'd taken time to notice, were all shaking their heads no vigorously, even saying, in their own language of course 'no,no,no...'

And I never heard any of that though, cuz I was already in the cave by then and yeah, big, burnt, really angry, not dead bear or bear-like creature. It never ended well for me, needless to say.

And I just couldn't seem to get it. I did that quite a few times over my lives with my dragon, and he quit even trying to warn me. He'd just say, 'Go get whatever's in the cave.' And of course---blam. And then have a huge laugh.

It was like a extremely funny joke to him. Keystone cops-alligator style.Every time though the hummers would be 'no, no, no-ing', but I never paid them any mind.

I fell for it every time. Ok, dragon riders were not the sharpest tool in the shed. Blah. Maybe why I have no interest in spelunking!

That 'bounding into the cave' behavior came with me into my human lives too, sometimes with good results, sometime not so much. Luckily, the brain part's much better in human bodies though.

Although far smarter now, I still 'bound'. Habit maybe? My latest encounter with that 'bounding unheedingly in to the dark cave' behavior ended up a big, mean, not dead bear and bit me in the behind.

The current 'bounding' still up in the air---my sweetie, the ex hummer, is no, no, no-ing away. The overarching sentience appreciates my bounding (time's running out) and I'm hopefully listening better to both finally. But I'm still more likely to bound than not.

This bounding behavior has manifested in my search for health as 'If some is good, then more is better'. Sometimes it actually helped, but sometimes definitely not.

So I found all that info on how being more alkaline was better. Yah, you guessed it. But I ended up very alkaline (how I know for a fact alkalinity doesn't stop cancer, because part of the reason it ended up so high was because I was trying to fight by being more alkaline) while that has had some very annoying consequences, it wasn't the whole big 'bite' though..

I also love EFT and tap for what ever I think of, if it's a problem. Usually It's great! But this time, not so much.

I'm not sure how I could have know how this part would go though, 'bounding' or not, because I didn't realize that tapping out heavy metals would actually end up pulling out these nanobot things, (which the overarching sentience didn't even know about) which apparently have a mild magnetic field and stick together,

Ordinarily, they're so tiny, that wouldn't have been a problem, but add it to the alkalinity mixed up with the fats and high fructose corn syrup residue, and those nanobots rolled around in that gloup and grew just like a snowball, bigger and bigger, until they were big enough to roll up and get sucked right up into a brain blood vessel. Blah.

Yeah, gave myself a stroke. Here again, in retrospect, I can see the 'angel's' help. It paralyzed my left side pretty completely, but only a smidgen on my face, and a little slur in my speech.

The doctors told me that they couldn't see any reason for why I had a stroke at all (nanobots fell apart and the 'snowball' dissolved), and were also surprised at the minimal involvement in my face, speech, and that there was none in my cognitive functions at all. all of my therapists have said that too.

I'm told, my 'angels' actually kept that part of my brain oxygenate through it all. They didn't stop it though (although I tapped and nearly did, but not long enough or concentrated enough and gave up after 4 days and it finished running it's course)

And I have to agree, it was meant to happen, because it's what's driven me into all of this latest level of spiritual growth as I've been working doggedly to 'fix' that damage.

Oh, learning opportunities overflowing! I've made so many discoveries because of this, both health-wise and spiritually. So it was actually a 'good' thing in the long run.

It had nothing to do with my health at all, just my 'bounding into the cave' behavior. So, that did need to be said now apparently. It's pretty well over, still got some hand/foot stuff, but I will not stop until it's back to normal. I found so many blocks which I've had to work thru for healing that, even using EFT. But I'll get there, :)

Ok, back to the cliff hanger. The water balloon. The suspense must be killing you *lol*

So we all have that balloon, at birth it's like a balloon shaped tire, but really thick like one of those monster truck ones, only minicar size. As you grow and learn, it stretches out, the more you learn, the easier it becomes to stretch, as it expands and gets thinner.

So it keeps growing and expanding, filling with information from the physical and spirit realm, with the potential to grow quite large, in the minicar tire analogy, to the size of an inland sea, like the Mediterranean. But without the spirit realm information, the biggest we get is like lake Superior, and that's Steven Hawkins level brilliant. The overarching sentiences are the size of the north and south Alantic combined, so much information is available at that level of existence.

But anyone making full enlightenment really needs to be more Mediterranean sized (the closer the better, but at least the size of the gulf of Mexico) to get the balloon big enough to fit around your newly created baby overarching sentience body, which now will have the capacity to grow to the double Atlantic size of a full grown sentience.

So if your balloon is only lake superior sized, it's going to be like trying to get in a leotard in child size, and you just won't fit, unless you have time to wiggle into it slowly, which you won't. It'll just rip or tear and there goes your 'water'. The closer to Mediterranean-sized, the faster you can stretch it out, before your 'ice cube' melts.

As your pure energy self fills the balloon, it pushes all that information out to the edges. I can't really explain how you can move something like knowledge, but it moves and actually creates a barrier inside the balloon.

Somehow, because it isn't actual energy, it is invulnerable to being dissolved by that kind of pure energy in the strip. In there, the outer balloon dissolves away, and the knowledge shield takes over. When you come out of that environment, your body grows a new 'water balloon'.

Unfortunately, holding anti-human beliefs like the hybrids lies, it's like leaving your tire out in the desert sun day after day. It starts to harden, and crack, and becomes totally unable to hold any new knowledge.

I kinda wonder if it isn't somehow connected with Alzheimer's or dementia on the physical level. Your knowledge leaks out. It's part of how very deliberately they planned to make us not only unable, but also unfit to make full enlightenment.

So even if you do want to learn new stuff about the spirit realm, it actually is a real barrier---like you feel your brain will explode kinda—because it kinda will. To push against the hardened 'rubber' actually hurts.

So what I'm posting exposing the hybrid lies, and talking about the spirit realm stuff may very well be beyond some folks (with the really hardened cracked 'rubber') ability to 'know'.

I think you can use EFT to soften that rubber back again, but it'll take more than one session of tapping, I'm sure.

Sadly as the oldest lie and the most thoroughly dispersed one, 'religion' of any kind is the absolute worst offender to the toxification and hardening of that balloon.

Belief in the incorruptibility of Science and acceptance of the glaring holes, especially concerning spirituality as 'unprovable' is right behind.

Their other lies about history, medical 'research' and other of the mainstream's versions of corrupt information are also interfering with the functioning abilities of the 'water balloon'.

Again Indigos are ahead here. Most of them aren't prone to the 'religious' trap, cuz they aren't easy to guilt trip or shame. Some of 'religion's' fundamental tactics to keep it's followers in line.

I'm guessing if they fell for any religion, it's more likely the grey's kinder, softened versions in the far east, maybe native American's beliefs. But I think they like more structure than the native American's version provides.

And both of those are not nearly as tire trashing, since the acceptance of spiritual things are part of them, keeping the tire more flexible. So it's stretching the balloon more.

And the Indigos are far more sensitive to the depths of lies around them. They may not know what to believe, but they know what's being offered is NOT the truth, so their tires are still very flexible as that uncertainty actually is sorta like blowing air into the balloon and then letting some out, kinda like pre-stretching it. It's good.:)

Ok, the cliff hanging is done. Since this took a bit, I'm going to do 'Person of Interest” tomorrow. Hope you'll 'tune in'. :)