Of course we can make up and be friends! I really have no problem with your expressing yourself. I think I explained that the CureZone Team are always on the lookout for skeptics and people who want to disrupt the forums. There is a lot that goes on behind the scenes that most people have no clue about in terms of discussion and weeding out the people who only come to Curezone to disrupt and cause suspicion about alternative medicine. That is why I very specifically asked you why you were back; I HONESTLY wanted to know!!!
But anyway......have you tried Colosan or Oxypowder ? It sounds like you have a putrifying stone or something caught in some fecal matter or mucoid plaque. Those products could help you. It also sounds like you may want to try castor oil packs wherever there is pain. I swear by them.
I hope that you will reconsider doing more flushing when you get this present problem dealt with.
Again...I'm sorry that I came off a bit abrupt and harsh, and I am sorry you are struggling so much with your health.