thank you
Hi and thank you for your message.
I don't believe in any one religion in a typical sense, but I do believe in the message of forgiveness from Jesus Christ. If you are a Christian my spiritual views might not make sense to you, I don't know. It's not that I ever turned away from the loving spirit of Christ, it's more my spirituality took a step back and evolved to a bigger place. I can see truth in all religions. But I think asking forgiveness from our sins is important.
Your sister sounds a lot like me, except thankfully I don't have unprotected sex. Too many skeezy guys out there. And I drastically don't want to have babies or abortions so I was always quite careful. But as far as the reasons she drank and partied, yes that was exactly how I am.
For me, it's a choice between weak power because of my form and giving my words power in the world. Giving my love to God and having God forgive my sins and love me back builds power within me and gives power to my words. I know that I am a talented writer and God has showed me many times that writing is what I'm supposed to do in this life.
Like I said, every day is a choice. Choosing God every day is choosing the best part of ourselves we want to show the world. It also involves losing that shiny toy I want to play with so badly, but it's worth it, anything making me think otherwise is a scam.
I know I will have success.