Re: PLease dont tell me that
I shouldn't have been so harsh, I apologize. I was being more flippant in my tone from my key board and didn't really mean you should absolutely cancel an already planned trip. You know I care a lot about you and we've had some awesome conversations. This period in your life is important and it will give you a lot of experience and benefit you no matter what. But, look at my other post on 'the space between.' Choose a few avenues to keep you a bit grounded while you're gone. Thailand is lush for opportunity to satiate yourself. Just decide what will satiate you and stick to it.
Remember, sweetheart, that we are magnets and we attract EXACTLY the vibration we are resonating at, high or low. Time is not linear and if you stick your mind to it, you can raise your vibration to a very healthful level before you leave and will manifest the most amazing trip ever.
Dance, draw, cook good food, laugh, join that animal rescue group, go for windy walks - anything and everything to begin creating new neuro-pathways in your brain for it to follow. When you resonate at a higher level, so will your thoughts and the lower vibration will fade away. You can SO do this. Perhaps you should start with making a vision board. Images of a holistic, beautiful young woman on a self-fulfilling, prophetic trip that changed her life. It's already true - just cut and paste it up. Get all the Gaiam and organic magazines you can find, cut them up with everything you need to manifest. And do put up that wonderful photo of yourself with the pigtails and the camera. Time is NOT linear - you are that person, now and always. Now, DO IT.
:)