I just went through a bad time, thats all, Im not perfect, shit happens. Its really not a big deal.. lol its funny that its even turned into this big of a deal in this discussion on here because I'm already SO over it, I've already moved on to bigger and better things.
Thanks for your concern, but thousands of women backpack southeast asia independently every day. Its one of the biggest travel destinations in the world for young, independent backpackers. It's really not a thing. :)