You are right, and you are entitled to your opinion. I'm sorry I flew off the handle towards you about Thailand. I certainly don't agree with your opinion but its your right to think whatever you want about it. I know not everyone feels what I do. I have a desire to see every part of the world. I do have some people I look up to as role models, a lot of them are women who have overcome addiction and their own demons and gone on to do great things, also all great writers I consider roll models. I agree my actions don't need your forgiveness, the only thing I suppose I would ask forgiveness from you for would be being catty towards you because you don't like Thailand lol.. it's stupid but I really don't like any negativity between people even over the dumbest little things, so I apologize. :)