What I don't understand is why one would need a "spanking" when they had ALREADY admitted to their mistakes and resolved to change?
It makes no sense to me. I've made the choice to no longer drink as a result of the negativity drinking caused me. I've already had my wake up call. What is the point of verbally abusing me now? Is the guilt and pain I've suffered as a result of my actions while drinking thus far NOT enough that I now need to be called "shameful and disgusting"? If I didn't already feel shame and disgust towards my actions, I wouldn't have resolved to change. I don't really get it.. maybe Im missing something but it's like.. I'm not drinking. I don't want to drink. I'm over drinking..Whats the problem?
P.S. I'm not a "Christian" in the typical sense but I've always been very spiritual and believe very strongly in God, my path would always include God, there is no other way, I thank God for everything, everyday. :)