Thanks, but I've always felt i was supposed to travel the world and I've always wanted to go to Thailand. This is my dream. It's extremely important to me. I'm not seeking any particular thing except an experience of traveling solo, I'm not going over there for it to "cure me" or anything, sorry if it came across that way. I just want to get away for awhile and experience another culture, because that feeling fills my soul with motivation and drive. As for connecting with what I enjoyed as a kid, travel has always been my dream. :) I don't want it to seem like I'm going away just to run away from all this, I promise I'm not. You guys have heard me talking about this for awhile now. I was actually in the midst of my year sober when I began planning to go away. So I think it's align with the proper needs of my soul.