haha controlling drinking

I don't want to "control drinking". FOr me, drinking is all or nothing.

I see absolutely no point of trying to get control to where I can have "just one drink". WHats the point of having just one drink? No buzz? Making my liver deal with some small amount of alcohol with no payoff? Looking nifty and mature sitting there holding a glass of red wine? (I could do that with grape juice)

What I'm saying is, I am a creature of extremes. Don't know why, but I always have been. Alcohol is a useless substance, there is no point of using it in moderation. It does nothing for me. The only thing Id use it for was to create havoc and a break from boredom replaced with destruction. Trying to have just one drink is like saying I have to "try" for alcohol at all. Why should I try for this useless, shitty, toxic substance? There's no point.

FOr me, it's either wild party drinking or never drinking again at all. Wild party drinking is obviously not workin out anymore so I'll get my kicks elsewhere. I'm now a non drinker! It's official. :D Tweet