Trysten

Trysten,

Truly, please listen to Denise and Vulcanel. I mean, seriously. I am a mom, and I love deeply, and yeah, I'd like to "rock" and "hug" your pain away. But that ain't gonna help your deep-seated issues.

I thank God so often that I have NEVER even tried drugs. I've been quite lucky with the alcohol. Yes, lucky. I am addicted to drugs, in a way.

My drug is food - especially sugared.

Many many times I have gone for a very long time without it, and every time I "give in" to it I crash harder than the last time. I HATE Sugar - but, I still cave - like I did this past week. I hate this time of year. It would be like a drug holiday to one who's taken drugs.

Drugs are MUCH harder to kick. I would think. But I've not been there.

As for Denise being "argumentative" with you - I don't see that - as for anyone being "judgmental" with you - I don't see that either.

But I personally have "felt" that when I myself have been toxic from too much sugar.

It simply means you're not clear enough to understand where they are coming from in trying to help you.

I'm seeing clearer too...now that the "sugar gl-haze" is clearing from my own mind.

I love you, but I am NOT the best support you need right now.

Others are! Not all support is SEEN and FELT as "love and light", but that doesn't mean that it isn't coming from that place!