tell me about it. i live it every day for going on 4 years now (the first two, i was occupied with work). i am lucky if i see a human one a month, and that would be the mailman or water delivery. i am a fish out of water here. in college they taught us humans are social creatures. sometimes you cannot always go by that, because some will just plain attack you. but, mainly i just don't know anyone here and while i went out on my own in oregon, i will not do that here. i don't get the same vibes.
my grandpa died of lonliness a few years ago and i seem to pattern my life after him now, unfortunately. he told me that drs said he was dying with heart diease, but he told me it was from lonliness. his wife left him and the kids didn't visit, only one dropped in once in a while. the last time i saw him, everything was coated with dust and he said how lonely he was. this is a guy who had like 9 kids.