hear where your coming from. if you believe in god then he's there to help you.
some of what you say is true, but it is not god that has put you in the shadows.
my friend it's man/womankind.
the covenant is non-existent, that's mans object for power.
the child does not belong to either man or woman, the child belongs to god.
if man or woman fails that child then they have failed god.
child support was set out for the child, it was not a licence to break the marriage vows which has occurred.
#79513 you have a great pain, that pain is hard to bear, so please don't rebuke man/womankind, have forgiveness in your heart or your pain will remain.
god is there when you need, open up your heart to the father and your pain will be greatly lessened.
take the goodness from the bible, that is god's path,the rest is written by man to subject fear and doubt in our hearts. tomi.