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Re: How I Cured Myself Of Severe Depression & Anxi... by #212101  8 y   10,846  
Hello Warren, Are you available to answer some questions ? Thanks by advance. Best regards.   [End]
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Re: How I Cured Myself Of Severe Depression & Anxi... by cbo13  9 y   14,191  
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Re: How I Cured Myself Of Severe Depression & Anxi... by justinjgy4153  9 y   15,190  
same severe depression, anxiety Panic attack fatigue syndrome dizziness and many more since i was a kid and after eight years of research and see dozens of doctors i finally found adreas book the amazing liver flush. i thought this is it and i will get my health back for first time in my life i still think this ganna fix me just need some improvements. im 27 and i start my LF on January by this week Monday i just did my 15 LF and overall i had flushed out about 6000 small and tiny stones noneof them are big. most importantly i didn’t feel much improvement especially with my emotional losin ...
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Re: Participants for Research Study by wojci1tw  9 y   1,198  
Telephone interviews are also a possibility for all interested participants who prefer not to meet in person or live too far away to meet in person.   [End]
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Participants for Research Study by wojci1tw  9 y   1,955  
Hello my name is Wally Wojciechowski and I am a graduate student in the Department of Sociology at the University of Florida working under the supervision of Dr. Marian Borg. I am seeking research participants for a study that I am conducting focused on pathways leading to self-injurious behavior. This study will focus on environmental factors that are external to an individual that may lead a person to engage in self-injurious behavior rather than any internal characteristic of the individual. This research seeks to foster the destigmatization of self-injurious behavior. Participants ...
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Re: How I Cured Myself Of Severe Depression & Anxi... by charkee  9 y   16,891  
Good job Warren. I wish everybody here would pay attention to what you posted. Far too many here in curezone are looking for a pill or something and they totally miss a real cure when it is posted. I hope that you are continuing to use the clearing methods on everything in your life.   [End]
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Re: How I Cured Myself Of Severe Depression & Anxi... by Heavensky  10 y   17,073  
Very true! That’s what I had to do in hypnosis is realize that it was my own mind that believed his bullshit that caused my issues to develop and to discharge those ideas.   [End]
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Re: How I Cured Myself Of Severe Depression & Anxi... by Heavensky  10 y   17,445   RRR Educational
I tried all of the professional routes of dealing with my depression and anxiety, and although they treated the symptoms, they didn’t identify the fact that depression is simply caused by emotional retention in the form of suppressed emotions and liver toxicity and stagnation. All hypnosis is self hypnosis, therefore one can learn how to delete all of the garbage from their subconscious mind on their own, and flushing the liver is best done in privacy. I have not met one person yet who after cleansing both their hard drive and liver of suppressed emotions and bile stones still had depression.
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Re: Actually, Depression & Anxiety are curable by Heavensky  10 y   16,563  
Thank you for this clarification; In fact, depression is one ’disease’ that must be cured by oneself. All hypnosis is self hypnosis, and flushing the liver is very simple and best done at home. People need to take their power back; seeing a professional actually prevents most people from actually healing because of how much ignorance and mythical fear they instill into them regarding the real cures like hypnosis and liver flushing.   [End]
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Re: How I Cured Myself Of Severe Depression & Anxi... by blessedcure  10 y   16,784  
Warren what a AWESOME testimony !!! Very inspiring !! I truly believe it’s all in the mind. When we can get rid of the stored blocked emotions it lifts. Thank you much for sharing. I would of in boxed you but not sure how. Bless you dearly   [End]
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Re: How I Cured Myself Of Severe Depression & Anxi... by kyrani99  10 y   18,671  
You are right in associating the abuse by your mother’s boyfriend to depression and anxiety. A person can be adversely affected and in an ongoing manner when they don’t realize this. You only need to realize that the fear is due to a threat made through the abuse of relationship and thus any associated ideas are just suggestions, the hater’s bullsh*t. Knowing this you can discharge the ideas, which means you are home free. The depression and anxiety can’t be created when you know that the ideas are false.   [End]
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Re: when I was 17 by Spiritgirl2  11 y   3,672  
I am so sorry that you were assaulted and that your world view has changed. There is free counseling through Domestic Violence and Sexual Assault agency that every state has. If they are not close check to see what other agencies offer free counseling. Your sadness is stacking up and it is important to work through the loss of your Mom, the loss of your family and the vicious rape. I promise you, life is worth living and if you can make it through the sadness, self loathing, self hatred, and anger there will be a light at the end of the tunnel. I speak from experience.   [End]
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Re: Actually, Depression & Anxiety are curable by Davidsmith009  11 y   20,020  
Very informative post, thanks for this sharing.   [End]
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Video Embedded Re: Actually, Depression & Anxiety are curable by ShiningStar77  11 y   20,840  
To the OP it seems as if you are stuck in a cycle of trauma, whereby you continually relive the traumatic events. This is what is causing the underlying depression. I suggest you look into the work of Peter Levine who has developed a therapy called Somatic experiencing for this purpose. It is a body based therapy where the premise is that the body has an inate ability to heal itself. However at times we get stuck between fright or flight and literally cannot move on from the source of trauma. Somatic experiencing allows you to develp a felt sense of the trauma without perpetually focu ... [Video Embedded Here]
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Actually, Depression & Anxiety are curable by White Shark  11 y   20,299  
Hi Terry, actually, Depression & Anxiety are curable. Many people have cured clinical Depression & Anxiety by changing their diet and by cleansing the body. You should research the next subjects: - elimination rotation diet - liver flushes - fecal microbiota transplantation enema - parasites cleanse - colonics - vitamin B complex Read messages marked with : BSA , RN , RRR , RR , R http://curezone.com/forums/s.asp?f=27&ob=d&c=8 http://curezone.com/forums/s.asp?f=27&ob=d&c=7 http://curezone.com/forums/s.asp?f=27&ob=d&c=4 http://curezone.com/for ...
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Re: How I Cured Myself Of Severe Depression & Anxi... by Terry.Dawson  11 y   20,118  
Seek therapy. There are many types of therapies and types of mental health providers available to treat depression. Mental health professionals may administer psychotherapy, or ”talk” therapy along with alternative treatments like group therapy, art and play therapies, recreational therapy and more. Learn about depression. Just as with any medical condition, it is helpful to understand the disease. Depression is not a disease that a people can cure by own.   [End]
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How I Cured Myself Of Severe Depression & Anxiety by Heavensky  11 y   25,700  † C †   BSA 100% Cured
This is for all who are suffering from severe depression, anxiety or any other form of emotional disorder. At the age of 14, my Mom invite her boyfriend to live with my brother, Mom and I. He was the most power and control driven person I have ever met. He just couldn’t help himself from putting my brother and I down every single day. He would often remind me of how skinny I was and that I looked like a toothpick. He would more often remind me of how small my penis was and that no girl would ever be satisfied with me. He would threaten us every day, even though we had done everything t ...
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Facing the “Price War”, Steeltailor Says “No” to P... by Bill Levis  11 y   948  
In 2013, a weak economy befell all over the world, many cutting machine manufacturers do not know how and what to do except seeking a way out by reducing the price. At this moment, what is SteelTailor doing? Others fight in the “Price War”, Steeltailor fight for a better quality In the past few years, by taking various kinds of means and measures, Steeltailor works on promoting and enhancing its product quality and brand. Series of measures like increasing brand awareness of all employees, strengthening quality control team, adding quality control posts, improving the design, increasin ...
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Participants Needed for Self-Injury Study by ecbai1  11 y   803  
Hi. My name is Eleanor and I am a student researcher from Monash University in Melbourne, Australia. I am currently looking for participants for a research project that examines self-injury discussion forums and their benefits and/or limitations. If you are over eighteen years old and have used these discussion forums in the past, I would like to invite you to participate in the study. Participation will involve filling out an online anonymous questionnaire and will take approximately 45 minutes. You will be asked questions about self-injurious behaviour, discussion forums, and a range of ...
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self-harming by manonelise  12 y   1,994  † C †  
Hi everyone, I’d like to invite you to be involved in some interesting and important psychological research!! I’m looking for individuals aged 18 and above to complete a 15-20 minute anonymous online questionnaire about self-injury. As you may know, self-injury is a poorly understood phenomenon. I am hoping that findings from this research study will contribute to the current knowledge base, to guide clinical practice and assist those suffering from mental illness. This questionnaire is part of a large research study aiming to understand associations between self-harm and particu ...
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[Message Subject Hidden by a Forum Moderator] by temour123  12 y   1,594  † C †  
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Video Embedded Whats goin on ... by Jonah Mowry by LCD  13 y   2,646  † C †  
Whats goin on ... by Jonah Mowry UPDATE, PLEASE READ To all my friends and supporters, I made this video 4 months ago just before school was about to start. I was 13. It was a very emotionally dark time in my life. I made the video at 4:00am in the morning; I hadn’t been sleeping at night for a long time, too many things going on in my head. I was dreading going back to school and I had not come out to my family yet. Only my closest friends knew. I didn’t know how to say what I needed to say. All I could think about were all the bad things that had been happening at school ... [Video Embedded Here]
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Re: Never give up by #107689  13 y   4,105  
"Sorry to be so negative, I have been ready to "give up" for awhile now. Several of us around here are. Life is getting harder for us every day. We mostly are disabled chronic illness and pain people, and yes some of us are addicted to painkillers - why should that make us targets for abuse? Personally, I was prescribed morphine, and that is all I am addicted to, it is all I take other than some pot now and then." There have been times in my life that I have seriously considered suicide.  First time I ever saw life differently was in Korea while under ...
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Re: Never give up by Karlin  13 y   3,886  
Man, that is a heartwrenching read. I saw it on the headlines but didn’t read it until you posted this. It may not be "health news", but thanks anyways. I will never look at his comedy the same again. As for "never give up", I didn’t feel inspired though. I understand that Darrell went through, and is still in, hell, and that he is successfull.... but if we was not successfull he might have "given up" long ago. Thats why celebrety sorrows don’t have much pull - there are 1000s an 1000s of people who endured what Darrell did, and are now homeless and cold an ...
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Never give up by #107689  13 y   4,841  † C †  
An amazing story.  Some talk.  It’s a healing when the do.  The bottom line is - never give up. http://www.cnn.com/2011/10/24/showbiz/celebrity-news-gossip/darrell-hammond-abuse/index.html?hpt=hp_c2 ’SNL’s’ Darrell Hammond reveals dark past of abuse updated 8:33 PM EST, Mon October 24, 2011 (CNN) -- "Saturday Night Live" alum Darrell Hammond was stabbed, beaten and subjected to electrical shocks by his mother during his childhood, which led to self-mutilation and hospitalizations during his later life and while he was performing on the hit TV ...
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Tetanus. Worried/ Rusty Blade. Need advice!! by synikk  13 y   4,426  † C †  
Not sure if i posted this in the right place but anyways.. 4 days ago i cut myself somehow. It is about a 2 inch cut down my right pelvic area. I was really drunk at the time and to be honest i don’t even remember how it happened -_- (yes, scary) I know i was in the backyard of my friends house for awhile and there is alot of old rusty junk there, so I am pretty worried. I woke up the following day to find the cut. There was no visible tear on my pants nor was there much any blood. Just this ’clean’ looking slice down the right side under my pants. So now I’m scared of tet ...
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Pictures of Eczema and Psoriasis Safe Meats Fiesta by goodsamaritan55  13 y   2,094  † C †  
Eczema Safe Raw and Paleo Diet Meats Feast by Eczema Cured on February 27, 2011 I observed that the reason people get bad quality food, sickening food, eczema causing, psoriasis causing food is they abdicate the marketing and food preparation to the help or someone who’s time is cheaper… and may be less intelligent, in fact – non-knowledgeable about nutrition. In this case, I am the money maker, I am the healer, I am the marketer and I am the lead chef. This is all part of preventive medicine. Food is the best medicine. This Saturday’s feast was a nutritious combination of raw ...
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Re: Signs of sexua| Abuse by #135175  14 y   2,851  
HI i am 16 years old and i am starting to remember a bad thing that happened. theres this girl that i just met who shows all these signs of sexua| abuse like being scared of things and sometimes when im around her i get a horrible head ache like a scerw driver is scarping against the back of my skull and its almost like i start to remember a bad experience that i blockeed out a long time ago, its almost like i remember something terrible happening and when i touched her i got a overwhelming hot sexua| bad feeling like it happened to me b4   [End]
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Don’t pursue media fashion, it’s not real. Many people try to match the slim/skinny figures seen in Hollywood celebrity photos and they develop unhealthy habits, but this video shows that what they are pursuing is FAKE. The Photoshop Effect Video - http://diet.com/video Sarah from diet.com investigates celebrity Photoshop makeover. http://www.diet.com/tracking/hitcnt.p... Discover the truth behind adobe Photoshop and photo retouch. Weight loss controversy and celebrity secrets, what is real? What is fake? See before and after pictures. Should we ban retouching? Special ... [Video Embedded Here]
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when I was 17 by jan90  15 y   9,669  † C †   RRR Need Help!
ummm, Im not sure where to start, I havent had the greatest life, my mom died when I was 15, I lived on my own for a month or two, supposedly living with my dad, but he was never there. after that my best friends family took me in, they are my new family, they treat me like I was their own. Then a few weeks after I turned 17 and I was doing the running start at a community college, I got out of my evening class and was walking to my car when a guy grabbed me and put me in his truck. he took me to some woods several miles from the campus and tied me up. he abused me and raped me for the ...
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Re: DHEA/KETO-7 specific for anxiety from Adrenal ... by lajoanna  15 y   4,669  
Hi Nordskoven, Is there a particular brand you would recommend? Thanks!   [End]
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DHEA/KETO-7 specific for anxiety from Adrenal Coll... by nordskoven  15 y   6,713  † C †  
DHEA/KETO-7 is an over-the-counter adrenal hormone, the most plentiful substance in the body besides sodium and water. When the adrenals are depleted from stress, and that includes stimulants like sugar, caffeine, nicotine and even loud noises, the adrenals cannot function. Emotional resilience is lost, and there is shallow breathing, anxiety and heart fluttering, cold hands and feet and emotional upset. Men can tolerate 20mg of DHEA as needed. Women do best with the KETO-7 form of DHEA as it will not turn into other hormones, like testosterone that can lower the voice. Take as needed, ...
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Signs of Sexual Abuse by Eric B  16 y   4,311  † C †  
Signs of Sexual Abuse There are various lists of possible physical and behavioral indicators of child sexual abuse. It is important to understand that children who have never been sexually abused may exhibit some of the signs. Waking up during the night sweating, screaming or shaking with nightmares. (may be an indicator of health problems, food poisoning, etc) Masturbating excessively. (may be an indicator of exposure to pornography, rather then abuse) Showing unusually aggressive behavior toward family members, friends, toys, and pets. Complaining of pain whil ...
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Re: you are not alone by neverendingpain  16 y   2,417  
hi--i know exactly how you feel--i am a 42 yearold mom and gma----when my daughter was a teenager she was a cutter--at the time i did not understand--but 5 years ago,after suffering from depression ptsd,borderline personality and bi polar--i started cutting myself--the pain i feel inside is so strong and no matter what i do it doesn;t go away--i get to the point i am just totally numb--no feelings at all i can’t feel hapy,sad nothing--i feel like i am just dead inside--but by cutting or burning myself--i kinda snap out of it and realize i am still alive--im not proud of what i do--but im ...
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Re: Treating a severely split lip by Sharpy  16 y   36,969  
Thank you for the great tips! We did indeed take my aunt to the ER, but it wasn’t until about 18 hours after the fall. At that point they told us there was nothing they could do to help her out.... but if we brought her in directly after it happend, then they may be able to do something. oh well.... I still have her gargling the Collodial Silver with a little DMSO. Can anyone tell me more about DMSO. What it is, and can do for the body? I am also still rubbing the Vitamin E Oil directly on her lips a couple times a day. It all seems to be helping.   [End]
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Re: Treating a severely split lip by dquixote1217  16 y   42,171  
I agree with JAB.  First of all, the injuries sound serious enough to warrant prompt medical attention and secondly, the suggestion to use silver, either ionic or colloidal, is an excellent one.  I actually prefer ionic for topical injuries. Other than than, from my website and book : Cuts Serious cuts require prompt medical attention! Pressure.  Apply pressure to the cut to help the blood clot. Lavender oil.  Apply lavender oil to cuts and scrapes. Application usually causes no pain, and ...
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Re: Treating a severely split lip by johny apple bomb  16 y   35,747  
Ionic silver would be a very good thing to put on it as it is said to rejuvenate tissue.   [End]
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Re: Treating a severely split lip by johny apple bomb  16 y   36,115  
I would try a Urgent Care medical facility. If you have insurance.   [End]
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Treating a severely split lip by Sharpy  16 y   42,689  † C †  
I’m not sure if this is the right category to post in, but I was just wondering if any one knew of a way to heal a severely split open lip. My disabled aunt fell down the other day, and landed directly on her face. She has multiple contusions all over her face, black eyes, broken nose, scraped up knees. But the worst part is the fact that she split open her lip pretty bad. The worst I’ve ever seen. It looks like an entire chunk is missing from the very center of the bottom lip. So, far, I’m treating it by having her drink lots of water & tea. Clean it out multiple times a day. I ...
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Re: Rape, abuse, shame, (sexual abuse) by sparque  16 y   4,215  
I agree w/ soulfulsurvivor...and I have found that from other posts...and posts involving me...I agree with them.... You naturally want to find the cause and person that hurt her - and react....your daughter doesnt need that. This is one of the main reasons I have found for my kids not wanting a parent to find out they were attacked. Fear of the parent’s reaction. Usually wanting to go hurt the aggressor. All this leaves is the victim with one less support person in their life, since mom or dad will be in jail for attacking some guy for ”allegedly” raping their daughter. Or, she may be sc ...
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Re: Rape, abuse, shame, (sexual abuse) by sparque  16 y   4,378  
I agree w/ soulfulsurvivor...and I have found that from other posts...and posts involving me...I agree with them.... You naturally want to find the cause and person that hurt her - and react....your daughter doesnt need that. This is one of the main reasons I have found for my kids not wanting a parent to find out they were attacked. Fear of the parent’s reaction. Usually wanting to go hurt the aggressor. All this leaves is the victim with one less support person in their life, since mom or dad will be in jail for attacking some guy for ”allegedly” raping their daughter. Or, she may be sc ...
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Re: sexual abuse by marie0000  16 y   2,789  
When I think of my father and him possibly doing things I get a feeling of wanting to excessively masterbate, nothing along the lines of mutilation though. I’m in the process of remembering and all I have at the moment is body memories. I remember when i was little excessively masterbating like I was trying to get rid of the feeling. maybe thats where your at, the need to get rid of the feeling down there. Hope this helps.   [End]
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Re: daughter cutting by jurplesman  17 y   4,707   RN Educational
As a retired nutritional psychologist I look upon these kinds of problems of what is going NOW and not what might have happened in the past. I know it is fashionable to look upon mood disorders as the end result of past history. According to this assumption by unravelling the past, one expect suddenly the mood disorders to disappear. I am afraid it is not as simple as that. The reason I believe this is because most mood disorders - of whatever kind - are accompanied by a physiological illness that needs to be treated FIRST, before considering psychological factors. The proof of the puddin ...
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Re: Lose of control...help by roooth  17 y   3,395  
Hey sweetie, I’ve seen this syndrome over and over again. One person is in love with another but they are just friends. The other person does not enter in a relationship with the first. Person #1 (the one in love) is the very best friend Person #2 could wish for. Why? Because they are in love and would do anything for Person #2. Person #2 probably does not mean to be cruel, giving the benefit of the doubt, and simply finds enormous comfort in having a friend that is endlessly dedicated and reliable and there for them, in love. Who wouldn’t want that - unconditional friendship, endle ...
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Image Embedded Re: Lose of control...help by Zoebess  17 y   3,178  
The dynamics of relationships can be difficult to decipher. Some men push away what they love and others hang on to anything and then there are all the variables in between. What you need to decide is what is BEST for you, from your perspective. You can still love this man, just understand that you are sharing *his* love with someone else. One of my best friends is a guy I met in high school. His friends brought us together and we were like two peas in a pod. His parents even declared we looked alike. Everyone thought we would be together forever. Well, I was also in ... [Image Embedded Here]
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Re: Lose of control...help by #27214  17 y   3,003  
So,You are now down and need a ”turnaround”. You and me have a huge age difference, but believe me if I were you, and ”free” as you are, I would be really clad. Life offers setbacks to all of us and take it from me, you don’t want to hear, what I have gone through. I understand your feelings, but what is gone may not come back, so turn your negative feeling to a positive stregth for the future. Good life is around the corner, be positive ! good luck, tomorrow is a better day   [End]
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Cutting by #82977  17 y   3,629  
Having been raised by a Sociopathic father, who was jailed and later sent to a Psychiatric ward for electro-shock therapy, I had bitten my finger nails since I was 5 years old, an activity which can be a lot like cutting. Once, when I was in a Zen temple in Japan, I told my teacher, (86 years old now, 74 then), about the nail biting. ”Mmmmmmmm????” he said with the strangest bewilderment. ”This is Buddha, you are biting Buddha!” He then brough his Kusaku stick smashing down on the Tatami mat. ”Damae!” (wrong, selfish, or improper behavior). I never thought a little, 74 year old man could e ...
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Re: Lose of control...help by atalanta  17 y   3,018  
He’s an ass that he told you and then forced you to meet her since he knew how you felt about him. Seems like he wanted to rub it in your face. I’m sorry and feel for you, relationships are never easy. Hope you’ll find someone worthy of you someday and that you both feel the same about each other. I know it sucks, but you can’t force anyone to love you and you can’t force yourself to stop loving him either.   [End]
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you've got to get a grip on your emotions... by drofinnah  17 y   3,301  
the shame is that your friend obviously was not totally open you... or you would have known that he did not share the same feelings as you... i had a very similar situation early on in life... but the bottom line is that we have no control over what others think/say/or do... we cannot make anyone love us... but... we can learn to love ourselves... and for you i would say that this would be the missing part of the puzzle... you are letting what another person is doing(a situation beyond your control)take over your inside emotions/feelings... but... try to wrap your thinking around thi ...
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Re: Lose of control...help by unspokentruth785  17 y   3,044  
See the thing is though he told me he did share my feelings but that the timing was wrong for him. A cop out maybe...but still painful non the less when I find out he now has a girlfriend and forces me to meet her the night he tells me about her.   [End]
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oops... sorry... n/m... ;-) by #21357  17 y   3,086  
the shame is that your friend   [End]
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Re: Lose of control...help by #68716  17 y   2,963  
Z, you’re awesome. V   [End]
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Re: Lose of control...help by Zoebess  17 y   3,175  
I really feel for you. I was married as long as you are old and then had to let go too. It is not always easy. If you are in any danger of using cutting as a coping skill, you would really be doing yourself a HUGE favor in getting someone to speak with face to face. A friend you trust, or a professional. It would benefit you to get out as much stored feelings as you can so you *can feel* them safely and get some perspective. I have had psychic pain issues and at one point in my youth had self-mutilated. It only temporarily takes your mind off the pain. Eventually and hopefully ...
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Lose of control...help by unspokentruth785  17 y   3,828  † C †  
I am 22 years old and was a cutter through out all of high school and freshman year of college. I have not cut in about 4 years but last night the guy I have been in love with my entire life told me he has his first girlfriend in over 6 years. We have been so close and know everything about each other, he has known me since I was born. I love with all of my heart but I just don’t know what to do. I am having a very hard time not going back to cutting right now. I just want this pain to go away and I know that would help. I am losing complete control of these feelings and I am really s ...
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Re: sexual abuse by jurplesman  17 y   3,215  
Unfortunately, you give very little details. It seems, if I am correct, that you have been sexually abused as a child and that you are self-harming yourself. Also you seem to be addicted to masturbation. The latter addiction, although not particularly harmful, may indicate that you feel socially isolated and that you may have problems establishing significant emotional relationships with other people. These are problems occurring in the here-and-now. Perhaps it all boils down to a negative self-image or low self-esteem. As a nutritional psychologist I tend to look at mood disorders as ...
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sexual abuse by whiteymswcuts  17 y   3,763  † C †  
Does anyone sexually abuse themselves over and over again. I was a victim of incest as a child. I feel like i am destroying my body with this excessive masterbation and mutilation.   [End]
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Re: daughter cutting by BlueRose  17 y   4,683  
I’m glad to hear that your daughter is doing well in treatment. It must be a relief to you to know that she is working on her problems. Just my two cents, but from what you told me, I think you were right to take her away from her father. He’s lucky that he didn’t go to jail for giving an underage child alcohol! It’s sad that he won’t help her out now when she really needs it. In the end, he will reap what he has sown. As your daughter goes through treatment and as she gets older, she will appreciate all that you did for her. You stood by her when she needed you most.   [End]
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Re: daughter cutting by #80968  17 y   4,760  
thanks so much for your support. My daughter is also one of those people who everyone thinks is amazing, successful, brilliant.... She has so many artistic talents. but she doesn’t see herself the way we all do! She did have a loving, supportive home, but i took her away from her father because he was an alcoholic, abusive, selfish person. All those years w/o a father may have affected her, but how I am really glad he was not in our lives. He gave her alcohol when she was 9 (wine coolers every day), and again when she was 14 (12 yr old sipping whiskey). What an ass. Sadly, thoug ...
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Re: daughter cutting by BlueRose  17 y   4,572  
I was shocked to find out that my then-teenaged daughter was cutting herself. She was very much loved and wanted by both her parents. We spent lots of quality time with her. When she wanted to talk, we would listen. On the outside to us and her teachers, she came off as a mature, level-headed, smart, confident child. Underneath all that was a dark side. I found out the true extent of it when she went to college and flunked out second semester because she got into hard drugs. At that point, I did something I never did before--I went through her things. After all, she told us she did ...
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Re: daughter cutting by ash369  17 y   4,727   RN Educational
i was a cutter for a few years, i stopped because i became more obsessed with drugs. i am no longer actively addicted. for me, cutting was a way of controlling my life, my pain. i am now 23. i have lead a very long life. i am now successful. i was also molested. the only thing that made my life better was trying to forget all the bad stuff. that might not be the whole truth because i still struggle, at times, with memories and cravings of drugs. but i am happy most of the time because i laugh daily things or a story. you daughter needs to be reminded that she is beautiful and special. her ...
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Re: daughter cutting by #80968  17 y   4,610  
What you say resonates with me as well as probably my daughter. I was raised in a similar household, although I was mentally, emotionally and physically abused, and I was the scapegoat child. My siblings were not abused physically, although I think all of use suffered from the mental and emotional abuse. I always felt the same way you describe -- I can recall being suicidal at the age of 9, and wondering why I was alive! I gave my daughter a different childhood from mine, and yet she may have the same feeling of not knowing why she exists at all. It must be something one is born with ...
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Re: daughter cutting by been there done that  17 y   5,002   RN Educational
I am a 53 year old male that has suffered 51 years of suicidal depression. I’m going to try and give you some insight into the suicidal mindset. For 51 years, I was part of a dysfunctional family that ostracized and belittled me because they made a habit of taking out their own frustrations on the most gentle and kind member of the family,...ME. Anyway, I knew before I was 10 yrs. old that my parents were not a ”match made in heaven” (they never should have gotten married). They separated when I was 15 and divorced years later, but it was when I was 10 that I (my mind) technically lost ...
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Re: Rape, abuse, shame, (sexual abuse) by addictions free  17 y   10,380   BSA Educational
Hi, For what ever it is worth my story is similar to yours and I wish to offer you some hope. My daughter was also bulimic, had distructive behavior, and I also suspected she was sexually abused when she was younger. It was the most scariest time in my life. My daughter who is also very beautiful and inteligent was destroying her self and I felt completely helpless to stop her. I would of given my life for her if it would of helped. She also would not talk to me she was very angry and bitter. I admitt I was not always a good support for her. The more she hurt I would crumble and become ...
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Re: Rape, abuse, shame, (sexual abuse) by #80968  17 y   4,632  
thank you for your support... *everything* you say resonates true. :)   [End]
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Re: Rape, abuse, shame, (sexual abuse) by #68716  17 y   4,657  
You are not responsible for what’s ailing your daughter. Self-mutilation can have a host of underlying factors - the only person who knows is the victim. A good counselor/therapist will help your daughter explore different coping mechanisms, but the therapy may take a long, long while. Please, understand that in order to help your daughter, you cannot accept blame, guilt, or responsibility for her actions. Your strength and courage will be a support for her through the difficult healing processes that she’s facing. Demanding that she disclose the details of her rape, near-rape, almo ...
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Re: Rape, abuse, shame, (sexual abuse) by #80968  17 y   4,875   RRR Educational
it wasn’t a relative -- we don’t have any relatives in our state. It was a guy at her friend’s house - a friend of the father I think. I did not know anything happened at all until around 2000 when someone outside the family told me she had told them. They waited almost a year before telling me, and that really made me mad. When I asked, she gave me an ’almost molested but got away’ story, and would say no more, no matter how I pleaded. I don’t really have *any* details, just what I have guessed at from putting 2 and 2 together over the years. In hindsight I recall that I did fin ...
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Rape, abuse, shame, (sexual abuse) by #163366  17 y   5,027   RRR Educational
Rape, abuse, shame are the major reasons why girls turn to drugs, cutting, depression ... It could be some kind of continuous abuse ... multiple rape ... single isolated rape case is rarely the only cause. Why is she not talking with you? Shame, self blame, insecurity ... are the main reasons why people don’t want to talk about being raped. Maybe cause she blames you in some way? Maybe she was raped by someone you know? Someone you could have protected her from? Statistically, most child rapes occurs in the immediate family. It can be father, step-father, grand-father, uncl ...
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daughter cutting by #80968  17 y   6,210  † C †   RN HELP!
my daughter is 23, and she just began cutting this year. She is an alcoholic, has major panic attacks all the time, and is bulemic to the point of being unable to eat normally w/o vomiting -- it’s no longer voluntary. I just learned of the other things recently, and only learned of the cutting when she tried to commit suicide 2 weeks ago --- i saw rows of cuts on the outside of her upper thigh when she was in ICU. Why would she cut herself and cause such pain and anguish when she is amazingly beautiful, talented enough to be a professional singer and artist, and is highly intelligent ...
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i guess i messed up. by cryingforhelp  17 y   1,548  
so i hadn’t cut myself in about 4 months.. i was feeling pretty proud of myself. but today i found out the my boyfriend whom i think i’ve fallen in love with might be moving with his mom until freshman year... that’s about 4 hours away... he’s not so good with long distance relationships.. and i’ve never been in one. so i kinda fell off the wagon. well not only me..my best friend too. we’ve both been cutting since october. but i actually started in fifth grade..(how pathetic am i?) but then quit for two years.. and started again in october.. went for about five months and st ...
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Re: having a bad time... any advice? by #78106  17 y   2,580  
Hi, I’m sorry, I don’t know too much about your situation but I do know from what you wrote that it is totally off, I mean WRONG. No one, including your grandmother has the right to make you feel like sh*t and even physically accost you... and you have the responsibility to your self to make it stop. I don’t know if you are a minor but I would urge you to try to find a different place to live, maybe with a friend or another relative or by yourself if that is feasible... again, i have no idea what your situation is.. But it is abuse, even old crotchety women can be abusive... their frail ...
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having a bad time... any advice? by cuttingdanser  17 y   3,197  
hello all i’ve been going through some tough stuff lately. my grandmother who i live with treats me like a slave. i do her laundry, clean the house, do her dishes and much more. she also verbally abuses me and slaps me. she has caused some deep emotional scars. also, i had stopped cutting burning etc. for a few months but i’m back at it again. any good advice?     [End]
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Re: I am at a loss...was doing so well, now I'm no... by Cuttingdanser  17 y   3,041  
Sorry, i wouldnt have any good advice. Good 4 u that you stopped for 4 months though... i havent stopped cutting burning etc fora couple yrs. All i can offer you is somebody to talk 2.   [End]
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Re: addicted to cutting by tiffany_420_410  18 y   3,356  
hi i’m tiffany. i’m 15 going 16 and i’ve been cutting on and off for a year and half! i’ve been hiding it from my parents and everyone for a while! but they caught when the coulsner’s called my mom and my mom called my dad! they both cried and i felt bad for wat i did to my family and my friends! some of my friends got mad me and didn’t talk to me for a while but they got over it and they told me not to do it anymore and that i have to promise them! well, i broke that promise million times! because i still do it an di can’t stop! the reason that i cut was b/c a lot of guys likes to hurt li ...
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need some help by chynadoll  19 y   1,412  
Hi all I need a little help with a paper I am doing. It is on the pros and cons of self-mutilation. Not to worry I know a bit about self mutilation as I am recorvering from this myself.   [End]
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Re: PEP speeches defined. by Jena  19 y   3,213  
Excellent! Thankyou. So wise. I can see how I could fall into that trap a little if I’m not careful - mainly because sometimes I feel I sort of detatch myself a bit when I’m talking about something quite personal. I don’t know if it’s a desire to give the person the confidence that I’m out of that particular problem and so can help them get out of it, or if it’s because I sometimes still hide from my emotions a bit, or if it’s just a subconscious desire to sound superior! Well whatever the reason, being aware of it is the important thing. Thanks x   [End]
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PEP speeches defined. by been there done that  19 y   3,169  
A PEP speech is what a coach gives a team before a game in order to inspire them to victory. Many people, though well meaning, cannot actually relate to other people’s problems and can only offer moral support by giving a PEP speech. That is all well and fine but it leaves the person with the problem disappointed thinking that nobody actually cares. The problem is not that nobody CARES, it’s that few people can actually UNDERSTAND (relate to) their problem (let alone how to deal with it). With some advice givers, it is an underlying snobbery that causes them to ’look down’ at the ’less for ...
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Re: I am at a loss...was doing so well, now I'm no... by Jena  19 y   3,139  
Hey there Thankyou so much for your post. You are very insightful and I imagine you are a real help to people, so it’s very nice to hear from you that you think I can be a help too. I’m not really sure what you mean by ’pep speaches’, though I have some idea. I’ll try and stick to honesty and hopefully that will help me steer clear of them ;) I like your comments on self/identity very much.   [End]
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Re: I am at a loss...was doing so well, now I'm no... by been there done that  19 y   3,146  
Hello Jena, Don’t apologize for sounding preachy or cliched, that’s your humility showing, which is good because humility is the requirement and maintenance of wisdom. I never was involved in self-mutilation, but grew up suicidal, just never committed it because I never believed in it (go figure). Bad childhood, anal retentive family that seemed to choose me to be the family flunky even before I was ten, and divorced parents (kind of like a ’man without a country’ phantom identity). About a year ago, I heard a divorced ’MAN’ of the household complaining about having to ENDURE (as though h ...
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Re: my mom is out of control and i'm about to lose... by helpisathand  19 y   3,117  
Hey there I totally understand what your going through. It is frustrating when you see poeple around you who seem to make no efforts whatsoever to sort their own heads out. It seems that you have been willing to exercise courage and determination to heal yourself of your past ills but your Mom just seems happy to wallow in it. I think ultimatley this is not your responsibility or even if it was there is nothing you can do to help until your Mom wants to help herself. From the sounds of it she is still in the ’the world owes me a living’ stage and is content just to lean on others. A ...
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Re: I am at a loss...was doing so well, now I'm no... by Jena  19 y   3,068  
I’ve not been in this forum before. Hello :) It sounds like you’ve been doing really well. I have just one really little piece of advice for you. I think if you can learn not to feel annoyed or disappointed with yourself when you slip up, that would be excellent. You sound like someone who is thoughtful and self aware. If you make a mistake like this maybe you could use that self-awareness just to reflect on the situation - not to be angry with yourself, or say you’ve done something wrong, but to say, ’ok, this is the way it is. I’ve done this and I don’t like it that I’ve done it. I fe ...
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Re: My best friend... by Tammy21173  19 y   2,478  
This is to all of you who self mutilate. My heart goes out to each and everyone of you precious precious people. I could not, and can still not help but cry when reading all of your stories, I wish that I could give each and everyone of you a hug, and some reasurance. I am so sorry that you all are hurting so deeply, as I have written already, I cannot express it enough Please ask the lord into your hearts, and into your lives Jesus says Come unto me, all ye that labour and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you, and learn of me; for I am meek and lowly in heart: ...
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Re: my mom is out of control and i'm about to lose... by Tammy21173  19 y   3,014  
First of all, I am very sorry that you and your mother are having to deal with such horrible hurts. Have you ever gone to church? Do you believe in God?? God is the only one who can help you and your mother to heal from the past,and now. I recomend some really good books as well, starting with Intimate Friendship with God by Joy Dawson, Victory over Darkness, I don’t know the author to that one, The bondage Breaker, by Neil T. Anderson, and Healing for Damaged Emotions. Theese are all very good books that can help you to over come the hurts,and the addictions you can find them at any chris ...
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Re: my mom is out of control and i'm about to lose... by violetgrace  19 y   3,205  
perhaps she needs to hit bottom before she can come back up. somtimes this is the only way to help people. i would say to her that you have been trying to help her in all the ways you know how but for whatever reason its not working. she may say it is but thats when you point out that is never gets better and is always stressing you out and making you feel depressed because you are so hopeless in this situation. perhaps her pain is the only way she knows how to connect anymore? she is an adult and she needs to take care of herself. you are not the mother here. i would jot down so ...
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Re: I'm so confused! by helpisathand  19 y   2,896  
please read this worked for me by alisaun on page one of this forum. I dont think you are crazy or shoudl be put in a nut house! I also think you should steer well clear of the meds that they give you in there .. please read alisauns post which provides a much better solution to the problem .. obviously if you are really bad mentally you should consider taking the meds if you are so nuts your gonna go out and kill someone .. but are you? I dont think so, your just feeling frustrated depressed and desparate, why mess with your body ven more with toxic meds .. chin up hun, you will work it ...
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My best friend... by #46970  19 y   3,483  
my best friend was a cutter for about a year that I know of, but one night she called me and said ”I gave God my knife” and she was healed from the addiction. I prayed for her for so long it seemed like, and I have another friend who has been cutting for 7 years off and on, but I am praying that the Lord will take this from him as well and heal him. Please know I understand this is not the issue, there is some hurt that you have not healed from that Jesus can take from you if you’ll just call on him and cry out to him continually to sanctify you and heal your hurt that is so deep... He did ...
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Re: my mom is out of control and i'm about to lose... by #49757  19 y   3,448  
I am really sorry to hear what you are going through. I know it is tough. I have been there in a lot of ways like your Mom. She sounds very borderline personality. The only thing that will help this is a good coginitive behaviour therapy. No pills or hospital will cure BPD. Please see if she can find a good therapist that treats BPD not all of them do and can make it worse. I was in therapy for 3 years and all my BPD symptoms have subsided and I quit cutting and other destructive things. I also had PTSD. The therapy works wonders. I also did some dialetical behavior therapy to re ...
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Re: I am at a loss...was doing so well, now I'm no... by #4715  19 y   3,915  
ATTENTION EVERYBODY, I am a 51 year old male, who, last Thanksgiving, thanked God for all of creation but could not come up with one reason to be thankful that I was born, not that that is anything new, I just always distracted myself from the misery of being a member of my family by being a workaholic. I should have moved to another country 30 years ago just to get away from my family, I kind of always knew that but was too foolish and loving to separate myself from the people who have a God-given responsibility to properly care for their children and not treat them as less than hu ...
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Re: my mom is out of control and i'm about to lose... by #4715  19 y   3,383  
Hello Liss, I’m a 51 year old male, and in my experience, even though males and females react to and deal with emotional issues differently, it’s pretty much all the same self-detrimental, chaotic ’human nature’. I’ve grown up with suicidal thoughts but never actually committed suicide (no kidding) because I don’t really believe in suicide as a solution (it’s not the solution to anything, it’s the end of everything), so I became a workaholic and worked my life away (not a whole lot better, huh?). But, I’ve learned a lot and think I have some insight to offer. My understanding is that, ...
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my mom is out of control and i'm about to lose it ... by liss  19 y   4,028  
Ok so here’s the deal. my mom is completely out of control. she has been checking herself in and out of mental hospitals over the last month. she has been on a downward spiral since she turned 40 (9 years ago)and it’s not getting better. she has the classic life ”victim” scenario running right now. She cuts but she doesn’t really hide it. she’s more like a ”poor me, look what i’ve done” promoter of the bad things she is doing to herself. she walks(shuffles) around moaning the whole way as if she is 85 and on the verge of death. she makes a production of her sadness and i’ve just about h ...
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Re: addicted to cutting by violet_grace  19 y   3,446  
what ones? paxil made me feel abusive and zoloft made my brother feel violent as well. in my opinion i think certain pharm. pills do not work the same for everyone and some actually do more harm than good. do you have any hobbies?   [End]
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Re: I am at a loss...was doing so well, now I'm no... by Librastar70  19 y   3,129  
My heart goes out to you. I feel the same exact way you do right now. However mine stems from a life of physical (childhood) mental and emotional abuse by my mother and step father, still till this day, I am being attacked emotional by them. I was just told about an hour ago, ”I’m useless, don’t do anything right and I killed the dam grass, because my lawn chair fell on it and killed it.” I’m 34 years old, have a wonderfull daughter, and the best husband in the world. Sadly, I was guilted into buying a duplex with the parents when I was in my early 20’s. Always wanting to please them. I’m ...
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Re: I am at a loss...was doing so well, now I'm no... by atalanta  19 y   3,044  
Dear lynbur, Sorry to hear about your situation. I know how it feels to not feel good enough. I had a period of time when I despised myself for everything. Please try to realize that you are good enough. You’re the best you can be and that your husband and children love you. I know it’s hard, believe me. I never would have believed it either if someone told me that 7 years ago, but it’s true. I’m sure you’re a wonderful person with a lot to give. Hope you feel better soon. (((())))   [End]
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I am at a loss...was doing so well, now I'm not. by lynbur  19 y   3,922  
I have been about 4 months with out any cutting, burning, etc. Well, tonight I ended my streak after an arguement with my husband. I just feel like I am not good enough, not a good enough mother, not a good enough wife. In general I just feel like I am never going to be good enough. I am so tired of trying to be perfect and I am failing miserably. I hurt myself tonight and now I am ashamed that I caved so quickly. I did not think before I did it. Only after. I really need some help. I see my therapist this week, so I am hopeful that I will be able to stay ”clean” from self injury ...
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