i guess i messed up.

so i hadn't cut myself in about 4 months..
i was feeling pretty proud of myself.
but today i found out the my boyfriend
whom i think i've fallen in love with
might be moving with his mom until freshman year...
that's about 4 hours away...
he's not so good with long distance relationships..
and i've never been in one.
so i kinda fell off the wagon.
well not only me..my best friend too.
we've both been cutting since october.
but i actually started in fifth grade..(how pathetic am i?)
but then quit for two years..
and started again in october..
went for about five months
and stopped about four months ago..
then started again today..(kinda weird i know)
she had stopped for longer than me
but started again the other day.
i guess we're just like soul sisters or something..
one of us messes up the others not far behind...
of course im always the one that's following her. ]:

idk..it doesnt really matter.
i guess i just needed to vent.
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