Blow me away!
Gracey....I had nooooo idea how accurate that card was for you! Thanks for the feedback and details...it is quite amazing! Don't you just love this? It's just a matter of *knowing* that we're all One and connected and then you can just tap right into it (with whatever each of our gift, tool is!)....wow.
You explain what has gone on with you so well and, yes, it's amazing how much has been revealed just in these last, what?, couple of days? (few?) It's been such a short period! whew! I can just feel you peeling back the layers and filling up with peace and comfort...Ah!
I have only used those cards a couple of times (I've had them for months) because when a tool is powerful (and those cards HAVE been!) I don't like to over-do it. Like...the message in that card should sustain you for a while, I should think!
Yup...Fear is the lack of a true connection with Divine Love and Universal Energy...(I wasn't brought up to use the word God, because it has connotations that might not be clear, for me!) So....yes, Gracey....just plug yourself back in to Love and the Universal Source of Beingness...
You needn't be 'forgiven' by anything outside yourself. You are a part of the Divine and the Divine doesn't judge it simply IS in all it's joy. It is sad that you disconnected yourself when you were younger....but you're on your own unique journey and what you have learned in regards to this will probably be the most beautiful things that you can possibly 'give' to another and to the world. Know what I mean? "What you have experienced is perfect for your evolution into wholeness."
You are a Red Dragon and I just want to let you know that if you're standing the Shadow of Red Dragon (not in the full power and Light of Red Dragon) then you might have "issues of deep, primal trust and survival; feeling unsupported by divine nurturance or unworthy to receive. (didn't we just talk about this?? woah) "Red Dragon represents issues of separation from Divine nurturance. (! just what you said!) No matter how things may appear, support and nourishment are always there; however, there is a gift in what is perceived as absence. Red Dragon is asking you to trust more fully, to make a deeper connection to the primal source, to take a new perspective on the cycle of creation and dissolution."
Shadow Transformation is: Trust in the larger pattern to provide what you need. Open to receive. Communicate your feelings, desires and dreams.
Affirmation: "I trust unconditionally the source of divine nurturance."
Can you believe all the synchronicities between Red Dragon and the Encouragement (card of nourishment) that I pulled for you!?? wow.
Oh yeah...it was interesting because when I usually 'pull cards' I have a way of cutting them (after I shuffle) - but when I pulled your card a card actually flew out of the pack and on to my lap! Perfect.
Okay...one more thing about Red Dragons: "Love just is. It is neither given nor taken; rather it is simply discovered and allowed."
Beautiful isn't it?????
I am quite excited. All these connections and signs just make it soooooo real....I feel like our Higher Selves are cheering right now!!
Oh yeah, I wanted to say earlier something about the White Iris (but you beat me to it!). I thought that maybe you should plant a White Iris and....nurture it!!! Oooh, the symbolism is perfect. But, yeah, I can just imagine that you will come across White Iris' at the perfect time in the near future!
Okay...that's all for now!
Amazing.
love T