Holy Moly!!!
Gracey...that is truly unbelievable!! (I should really know by now that that is BElievable - my friend and I are trying to train ourselves to say That's Believeable!! Because we're always experiencing crazy synchronicities that have us exclaim: Unbelievable!
Anyway, you get the picture!
Wow. Gracey the Monkey....let her escape and run free!! Wooo. That is just about the biggest sign you could get!
Remember that when all the signs are there that you are on your right Path. They are kind of like applause and pointer-markers along your way that say...YAY! Stay on this Path! You're right where you should be.
To me, your chart and your dreams together show that, although of course, you've HAD past lives...they are not hindering you in any terrible way. You have challenges in this life but it's not because of 'unfinished business' in a last life....your main challenge is to let your Self-Expression and creativity free (Saturn in Leo)...you don't need to delve into past lives, really. (it may be of interest and I found out some mighty interesting things about myself by using a past life regression tape! wow!)
Keep watching for the signs and taking steps to what they are telling you. You have everything you need to know within you, Gracey...let yourself SHINE!
And the shy boy that you didn't like that much is an aspect of yourself (the SHY inner male...that isn't in his FULL EXPRESSION!)...just go on and get together with the guy you really like! He likes you too! (integration and health!)
Okay....keep us updated....I feel you're on a fascinating journey!
Uranus is comin' around the corner into your 1st house and your Blue Monkey phase will be in full force pretty soon! woo!
love T