Yes! I pulled an Angel card for you...
Gracey...
First...go with your heart in relation to your present circle of friends. I think that once you realize that you are thirsting for MORE, friendship-wise, the most beautiful people will be drawn to you... That's exciting to feel that your future friends (companions of destiny!) are out there right now waiting to meet you...and they are!
So...about the Angel cards - yes!! I ordered some just a little while ago because I loved the Agartha book and these 'Angelic Messenger Cards' were made by her.
I've done this before, with accuracy, so I thought I'd try it again. I sat quietly and contacted your Higher Self (through my Higher Self) and asked for the perfect message to guide you at this point in your life.
I pulled #38 (adds up to 11, nice number!) - ENCOURAGEMENT.
Wow, I thought, that sounds perfect!!
There are 6 groupings of the cards:
Cards of Reflection
Cards of Partnership
Cards of Integration
Cards of Alignment
Cards of Rejuvenation
Cards of Nourishment.
#38 - Encouragement belongs to Cards of Nourishment. I like that.
Of course I was nervous when I started to read this Encouragement card because I thought...what if it isn't at all accurate!!?? But when I hit a part about friends I thought: okay okay...I'm sure some of it will resonate with Gracey.
So here goes, straight from the book (I don't know these cards very well - I've only pulled them twice)..
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38 - Encouragement - Card of Nourishment
Present Challenge - Believing in your healing.
You have drawn this card to reinforce your belief in yourself and your ability to change and heal your life. You may feel as if the old fears and obsessions are gaining strength again because your inner assurance and self-confidence may be slightly shaken by some recent event.
This is a time when you may need to face the transforming of your old patterns by yourself, since friends may be withdrawn into their own concerns. (!) You are being guided to understand that you can do whatever is required to heal because you have invoked divine love to help you begin a new life. (*astrologically this sounds soooooo correct!) You are ready for improved physical health, for relationships with people who are themselves healthier and more capable of sustaining a relationship with you, and for the means to be of service and to value yourself.
ANGELIC MESSAGE: Encouragement
Transformation is the process of healing your separation from God. And although you think your problems stem from rejection, abandonment or trauma at the hands of other people you are actually facing your desire to release fear and accept love from yourself and from God. Encourage yourself in your efforts to persevere with these positive changes. Continue your meditations and empowering inner work, and you will come into the safe and peaceful waters of divine love.
You might wonder why you are experiencing resistance to the positive changes and repatternings that you are trying to affect in your efforts to heal. The resistance comes from working to abandon your fears rather than continuing to fear being abandoned. Your outer mind, your rational self, has served you well in the past by helping you put aside the memory of painful experiences so that you could meet new people and try again to find love. But this mental programming is presently sabotaging your efforts to reawaken these old feelings in order to heal rather than erase them.
You may have decided to love yourself, all of you this time, even including the parts that lay deeply hidden. You may be deciding that even the fearful obsessions and inner anger is only your small child inside crying out to be loved and held. So place your arms around your body and feel the love from us, your angelic teachers. We understand your pain and also seek your healing. You are needed on the Earth, and you have the ability to heal through love.
SPIRITUAL OPPORTUNITY
The guidance coming to you through this image (the card looks like a White Iris) is for you to persevere in your efforts to grow spiritually and to transform fear into love. The white perfection of this flower image tells you that all change is possible when seen in the light of divine perfection. The center path of gold leading into the depths of the flower is symbolic of your life path of awakening and taking you into the heart of the Universe.
This guidance is suggesting that every healing path leads ultimately toward God but that you are requested to choose a single path of spiritual study and to stay for the time being with this focus. You have entered a time of perseverance and self-encourgement in order to nourish your life and yourself.
APPLICATION
Your mind and your spirit both vie for your attention during the day. In order to practice giving your spirit and its loving attitude priority, try this exercise. Choose a specific day and begin with a short centering meditation, with your eyes either open or closed. Merely accept that you are loved and are capable of generating love in every corner of your life and with every person. Keep this "I-am-growing-in-love" attitude in your day; try to keep it in your heart as you interact with friends and family and with colleagues at work. To remind yourself that you are seeking to maintain this loving attitude, place an object on the counter or on your desk, and every time you look at it, remind yourself that you are loved. Reaffirm this love for yourself all the way through the day at least once every hour.
How do you feel by nightfall? How difficult has it been to take your attention from what you were doing or thinking and to place it in love? Each time you feel unloving toward yourself or others, place your hand over your heart and reawaken your divine connection.
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How does that feel, Gracey?? Does it feel accurate? Like a message that makes sense for you right now? From my position it reeeeally does. There are 44 cards and they are all different....this one brings in soooooo much that seem accurate for you! Wow.
Let me know....This is a good one to print out too.
much love,
Tracey