Re: All these times, I thought I was psycho...
Gracey,
What a fascinating post! The hurricane story is amazing...
So! You have a real gift, Gracey.
I think you're on to something....when you are singing you are using your gift in the most sublime way possible - sending out beautiful energy to individuals and the world itself. That is fantastic....and the more you feeel that, the more it will be so. I can't wait until you start singing more!
I made a CD for myself with all my favourite songs to sing on it (some Swingle Singers - they sing Bach accappela in a 60's syncopated way! ooooooh. Joni Mitchel...) and I sing sing sing away with it on occasion - it just feels sooooo amazingly healthy and restorative. Maybe you could start by doing that too? You have to get singing, Gracey!
For some reason I don't really get drained by others. I really feel like I have an unlimited supply of energy to draw on. If I'm feeling like I need a little time to regenerate my batteries I just lay low (no readings, no interpretations etc)...but I actually find that getting together with my closest girlfriends actually CHARGES my batteries. We really give each other a lot. A beautiful circle of communication, both ways...exploration, discoveries, revelations....oooooh, I love it!
Anyway...Listen to your own body and energy, Gracey - it will tell you what you need. And I hope you find some like-minded friends to share experiences with & grow and learn with....
Keep us posted on what happens next!
love T