It's beating a dead horse, really. I don't need to wallow in that, with you, eh? It's just trying to drag me back to your level of immaturity and addiction. Not interested, sorry.
And those straight pins holding your smile in place will help, I'm sure. You may go that way, but I doubt you'll stay feeling that way, but hey, that's for me to know (I remember lots of past lives that I made similar kinds of bad judgements) and you to find out (again, probably).