this might make you mad

This will probably make you angry, but I'll say it anyways. In my opinon, based on what you've said and the points over reiterated, you have turned to a religion that appears opposite of christianity. You are tired of trying, very understandable, and want something easier. Either because it appears like a clearer faith (for some it is) or because you are that angry at those who have mistreated you (which is your right). But I want to give another opinon, then I'll let the matter drop al together since (as you said) we are just restating what we've aleady said.

Okay, the opinon (expect to be angry). You are running from a religion to another religion because of anger. But you still have all that anger. Going to another belief system won't change the fact that you are angry. Nor will it change the fact that the anger hasn't been dealt with (I speak from experience on this issue). Whatever faith you pursue these feelings are going to dof you. You will still be angry and still find fault in those who differ from you. I may not know much about buddism, but I do know that hate of another religion is not condoned. In fact, Jesus' teaching (His teaching, not the interpretations of those teachings) mirror the buddist teachings remarkably. In fact much of those teaching walk hand in hand with the ways of the buddist. I know this for fact because my brother studied buddism with interst of changes faiths. How ever you life continues, you will have to deal with this anger. Or you will suffer the bad health I'm just now coming out of. The depression, the anxiety, the stomache ailments, the asthma, the arthritis, the exhaustion, the inability to think, and eventually the inability to truely function as a person. All for holding onto this near hate caused by anger. perhaps you need to study buddism in more depth. Now, as I said, I'll say no more about it to you. Tweet