You sound really ripe!!!!!!!! That's Great.

You sound really ripe like your ready to explode. Forget the trying stuff thats what you are doing even right now. Stop trying and just explode. Let go of everything and grasp on to nothing. In that moment you will be converted from self possession to God possession, in a small way. YOur ego self will diminish a bit and your divine self will increase. The spirital process will have begun, time for completion to Enlightenment can take 30 minutes or many lifetimes. And forget all the religion crap, there is nothing written prior to 1972 that is going to explain anything to your knotted up mind.
I will now give you the Secret Mantra: Avoiding Relationship? Simply ask yourself that question also ask it in the form, Avoiding being allready entirely in relationship? Do this constantly. There is nothing you need believe. Just Enquire:Avoiding Relationship?
That is all you actually are; the act of avoiding relationship. The ego is not a thing,it is an action. It is the action of seperating oneself from ones divine nature. It is suffering and fear. God is perfect relationship. Oneness without an other. No Fear or Suffering. I have written the truth. Now it is up to you. Tweet