Re: I found out what Morgellens is!
My heart breaks for you. Let me briefly tell you my story. I was doing daycare in a house and a lady brought her daughter to my care and told me she had eczema and asked me and my little girl, to help by rubbing cream into her legs and hands. Long story short, we later discovered that this child may have had scabies and it was now transferred to me, my child and my home and roommate....nightmare. We cleaned every night, every morning we disinfected our bedding and vacuumed our beds, couches, curtains...everything.it was exhausting. We put the prrmitherin cream on us, more than we should have and ultimately used tea tree. Then some strange things started happening...one night, as i was rubbing in the tea tree oil, something bit my hand and i said ouch...my roommate looked over and my hand was bleeding like a bite. When we would rub our hands with oil,a grainy substance would come out. At night, my little girl would scream and jerk with pain...a child is the best indication that something real is happening because she wasn't old enough to know what was going on and therefore couldn't make it up in her head. One night,i was standing naked in front of mirror washing my face and something slit across my stomach and made it bleed.i put that permitherin cream on the spot. My roommate and i also put lice cream on our scalps because they felt like things were crawling on them. This seemed to help but we had to do it twice. One day,a near microscopic black bug was sitting on the fold of my arm,i killed it.another day one flew off my Eyelash or out of my eye,i caught it on a piece of tape because oddly enough i had a piece stuck to my stick shift. I brought it to or dermatologist and also to the pest control guy...both said it was a parasitic wasp. My dermatologist said it looked like it had fangs or a stinger off the front of it...like scissors and that it was probable that it could go under and through human skin. She recommended wrapping me and my daughter in Saran wrap. Absolutely devastated and not willing to do this to my child,i started fervently praying and spending the night at my parents house. One night,i was drinking a sip of soda and a clump of blue and red threads fell out of my mouth. Despite the physical things that were witnessed, people don't believe that this is happening to you.hence, my mom letting me stay with her. it was even hard for me to believe and I was seeing it with my own eyes. I bombed my house. This seemed to help most. I used tea tree,permitherin and lice treatments way too much. We vacuumed all the time and prayed constantly. We were delivered and it hasn't come back. I did move but i am free from this. keep praying, don't lose your head, understand that yes, this may be real but your mind is also going to be making thingsup because you're scared.only pay attention to what is evidenced and not speculative and focus on fighting it....you will win!!!! Don't give up!!!!! God is able.