Re: I found out what Morgellens is!
Hi,
I know your post is not recent but I have been dealing with this for a year now. All I do is keep researching and finding evidence that I use my digital microscope to take pictures and of course try to identify samples by magnifying them. I think I need a better microscope. 150% is not enough power to see the very small specks. My brain fog is getting so bad that I forget things that are very important. I try to write everything down and copy each web site I find to my email. I've added so much information that there must be hundreds of web sites I've saved all into one email that I keep forwarding to myself every time I add something new. I have over 900 pictures I've taken with the microscope. Someone here suggested a microscope but I'm not sure who. I don't mind spending a few hundred dollars on a good microscope. If you have any suggestions I would greatly appreciate it. Your life sounds a lot like mine. I can't talk to anyone about this because they just think I'm crazy. I can't just sit down and relax because I always see something or think of something I need to goggle. I'm losing my mind because of all of this but after all the research I have done I have come to the same conclusion that you have. Everywhere I go there are black specks (on kitchen counters, bathroom counters, floors and everywhere you can imagine. I also clean my washing machine. I use Q-tips to get into the hard to get places. I was reading a post (conversation) just the other day about a man who feels like this is going to kill him and he worries about his little girl and wife. I bought
Colloidal Silver (the best type) thinking this was the answer but I don't think it really works. I also believe this has something to do with cotton. I opened a sealed bottle of a medication that I take that has been sitting in my drawer for months and I had to remove the foil on the top of the bottle and then pull the huge cotton ball out of the bottle. I found strange things on the cotton that I swear were there when I pulled it out. How in the heck could these things be in a sealed bottle? I took pictures but I need a higher power microscope. This is the biggest nightmare ever. I'm so very sorry that you are going thru this and anyone else who is going thru this. I wouldn't wish this on anyone. I hope you see this post and are able to reply. Also, if anyone else sees my post I would love to hear from you also. I pray that someone finds a solution for all that suffer and stop referring us to therapists like we are just crazy. It's so degrading. Looking forward to your response or any response from anyone who would like to help try and figure this out. Sincerely, Larsy