Re: I found out what Morgellens is!
I've been suffering for over a year. It started with bug biting sensation and black specks on my skin. I thought we had a mite infestation and tore up Carpets and cleaned everything pnly to be told by my state lab that they did not see any mites in my specimens but did see book lice. I'm extremely fatigued, ache all over, beyond depressed,open sores all over my body, brain fog, funny eye floaters and my buggers have never been.the same since this started. No one in my family believes me and I'm loosing this battle. I've prayed at night that I won't wake up. All I do is clean, vacuum and my.clothes are infested with lint and something black inside. I have a 4yr old son, I think he has it, but I'm loosing this battle. My father has not spoken to me in a year, so why go on and live like.this. I hate myself and my life. I'm so scared for my little boy, but I'm not being a good parent due to lack of sleep,
Depression and all around weak. I never smile anymore, I always was happy before and a good person. I ask God why me. I don't see any other way. I hate life, my hiusey, my body and the way I feel. I wish I knew someone around me who suffers with this terrible disease. But, the disease is winning and it will kill me.