Please don't do that. That's not the answer. At my worse I was taking baths in sun washing powder, borax, peroxide, Epsom Salt ( yes all together) and spraying myself with windex!!! This only helped with the mesa or boils whatever it was. I'm not rich so I had to take the drastic cheap route. I understand how you feel because I still have been getting bit and the crawling feeling in my hair, lint everywhere that I suspect is bugs and moths appearing out of nowhere and to make it all worse I'm pregnant now and I've felt the same way because I don't want my baby to have to suffer :( poor little guy. I will pray for you and I hope you haven't done anything to harm yourself.