I left him today

The thread below explains more about what happened...but I just wanted to share that thanks to the wonderful support I got here (along with my friends), today I made it offical and left him. It was extremely hard..probably the hardest thing Ive ever had to do. Despite everything I love him so much..but he hurt me too much. These next few months are going to be really hard. It hasnt even really hit me yet that I wont see him again (at least not anytime in the near future, I need to protect myself and seeing him makes me weak). It will hit me, and it will hurt like hell. The only comfort is knowing he wont be hurting me anymore, wont be making me feel insane anymore, wont be destroying my self esteem anymore. At least I have that.

Thank you all for offering me so much support. God Bless you. <3