I used to post as pjangel (well, still am, except I use my number because I was/am embarrassed that I crashed back into Depression and 'disappeared' for 3 or 4 months.
Please do not feel embarrassed because you continue to have problems. There seems to be a rather ugly movement among some members of Curezone that people who are dealing with health problems should not post or try to give advice. This attitude stinks! Very few people here are so perfect that they do not experience some setbacks and problems. By sharing your struggles and your victories you can help and inspire many people who may be fighting the same battles.
I hope things are going much better for you now, and in all aspects, your life and health will keep getting better and better.
I will E-mail Owen and give him this link since I notice you have your E-mail option turned on. Meanwhile, his Website gives some great information on his method of sprouting. I am new to this, and I use him as a reference a lot. His wheatgrass method is fantastic, I never would have thought wheatgrass could be so good.