I have no idea if you will get this reply since it has been so long, but I have come across two NDEs like yours. That makes only three, in the thousands I have come across, that seem to truly explain what all of this is about. I thought you might be interested in someone who is speaking your language. Check her out and see if it resonates with you. I believe it will. https://www.wattpad.com/519124728-prince-maratona-the-real-satan   [End]
[retrieve this message]

---

All love is saved... There are records of the events in our lives... those records include our pets... When we or others view our experiences... they experience the love just the way we do... Those experiences are spirits that interact with whomever we allow... If you want to interact with that spirit in this life or in other lives... that love will always be available... All love is saved...   [End]
[retrieve this message]

---

Hello I just joined this group and I wanted to tell my story. In 2012 I wrecked my motorcycle and I had no vitals. I was a cloudy rainy day in Oct. but what I remember was a bright sunny day with very vivid colors, that is after I was brought to by a cat licking my face. I came to because I felt a rough texture licking my face. I opened my eyes and saw Cillia my cat that I had put to sleep about 1 month earliar. She 15 and in rough shape when she passed but on this day she was young and healthy. After I opened my eyes she walked down a path about 10 feet away turned looked at me then ...
[retrieve this message]

---

Hello, I just lost my precious little girl Coco. I can’t explain with the human vocabulary how much she meant to me, how she ministered to me through the years and how heartbroken I was when I had to put her to sleep. I have been crying for days and there is a huge hole in my heart. For a while I blamed God for taking my little coco and was upset that He did not heal her. When I got over the anger and was left with just depression I started telling God how I felt, what she did for me, and how I wanted to see her again in heaven. All I can say is this, dogs have SOULS. SOULS are ETERN ...
[retrieve this message]

---

http://beforeitsnews.com/alternative/2011/06/a-doctors-amazing-near-death-experience-learning-to-be-love-like-that-726220.html   [End]
[retrieve this message]

---

what does feeling safe mean? Ii just try to do as little harm as I can and hope that is enough but every step we take may break a blade of grass or kill a bug... I think we only need do the best we can and forgive oursslves when we do not arrive at safe. There are safer playgrounds in a future space and time but this one prepares us for those other places and times...   [End]
[retrieve this message]

---

Hi..wat does detox mean? Not really understanding..thanx   [End]
[retrieve this message]

---

WOW! It is NOT a coincidence that I just read this, look at what I just wrote and shared with others a little while ago: ”I know about the White Light and how it is Pure Love, but could it be possible that in order to create Unity as Humanity, as Brothers and Sisters of Light, we must first focus on feeling Safe? Without feeling Safe, insecurities creep in and that leads to jealousy, fear, and anger. Without feeling Safe, there will be no Trust of Unity. Those who fear will run away.”   [End]
[retrieve this message]

---

Hello dear :) Yeah you might be right... but usually curezone blocks the function of editing in a few days since it was posted! I can check but perhaps nah... And my email address has changed now too coz I tried to open it from different location and it asks extra security info and I do not remember it :/ Anyhow... the ones who wants to get support can find me on fb using nadia (dot) ever (dot) green (dot) 123 (at) gmail (dot) com . Just put this email in a search program and you will find me :) I do not add strangers and also I KINDLY would like to ask ppl, who might contact m ...
[retrieve this message]

---

If you don’t mind please share link of your website.   [End]
[retrieve this message]

---

I am agree with you, body and mind cannot be separated.   [End]
[retrieve this message]

---

I just came across this site after being in so much grief and agony over my dogs passing. A similar situation happened to me. I had 2 Boston Terriers and 2 younger Cane Corsos. My younger Boston was always the alpha male. My Older Boston was diagnosed in April of 2014 when he was 10 with heart failure. Shortly after his 11th birthday in December I came home and found him. He peacefully passed away. I had a very hard time with his death. But I knew it was coming he had been on medications and I had been back and fourth to the vet with him. The night before his passing I could tell he wasn’t ...
[retrieve this message]

---

What horrible advice, actually says everything that would push that person into suicide. Call the Natl hotline for suicide prevention.   [End]
[retrieve this message]

---

Who gets in? Who gets left out? Why is there no world peace and how do we as humans get there? In my NDE, i saw the entire life of the earth from beginning to end. I was on a platform or waypoint of sorts... Just beyond the atmosphere. Why was i shown the birth and eventual physicaldeath of the world? There arr probably multiple answers to this but what i witnessed gives me clues about how one might want to be to prepare for the transition to world peace. First... The beginning of the world was without fanfare. The big round earth just popped up out of nowhere. It was pristine a ...
[retrieve this message]

---

Pinworm medicine will work only in your intestines. It is a paralyzing agent. Usually it is good to do a laxative afterwards like coconut oil, or castor oil or even olive oil. Enemas help too. I have very similar experience with my heart. At times i feel like i am getting a heart attack, it is beating so fast and hurts so much, i have chest pain too. The past days it has been constant. I also feel like it is the end often but i always survive and somehow they quiet down temporarily. To prevent blod clots you need ginkgo daily. Adult worms will not die from ivermectin. Only babies do. ...
[retrieve this message]

---

i don’t think you have to worry about them piercing an artery and killing you because they seem to know how to make you miserable without killing you, indeed it seems to be their job, the ones that pierced arteries died along with the host, and the one’s that avoided piercing arteries survived to have more babies, that is how natural selection works and if you they do know how to make the blood clot, which would not surprise me in the least, because it think they cause constipation to prevent you from pooping them out, then they will know how to make a clot form around a puncture wound ...
[retrieve this message]

---

Pinworms are really hard to get rid of, so i have heard from others. Cimber38 had plentiful parasites also pinworms. What she/he said is pyrantel pamoate worked well (several days in the row in the evening) followed by lots of enemas. Pyrantel is simply reese’s pinworm medicine, the box has instructions for your weight (no need to take more). What others suggested for the itch was vicks vapo rub cream topically. They can return though so you will need to repeat it. And of course you need to be careful with the eggs on bed linen and clothing, and steam clean while you treat them. But i gue ...
[retrieve this message]

---

Hi, thanks for the help. I took another dose of otc pinworm medicine with fiber and epson salts and am feeling better. I just dont want to do anything drastic with out supervision because i think my body is overrun with eggs and larvae and are so close to my brain and spine and am afraid of my liver shutting down or other complications. Also I think now they are pissed and on the run and can feel them piercing membranes or whatever and dont want them going through a damn artery. I literally feel like im having a stroke sometimes because the swelling is cutting off circulation to my brain. ...
[retrieve this message]

---

well i was using it for pinworms and could not even tell i took anything at all, and i was taking the amount recommended for a 250 pound animal, even though i only weigh 100 pounds but i felt no negative side effects, so i gathered up my courage and took a 500 pound dose they stopped wiggling so fast, but the 500 pound dose did not get rid of them, i took it 3 times in a row then i ran out they came back with a vengeance meaner than ever someone just gave me anti-microbial essential oil blend in a capsule and I am mixing it with my hemorrhoid oil from a m o i l, which has been ...
[retrieve this message]

---

Nadia, obscure your email address somehow. Use (at) or add DOT where the . ’s go, so you don’t get spam harvested. There are plenty of folk who would want to contact you, but a lot more who just send bots out wanting to grab your personal emailaddress for buggery. Take care, and many blessings in Jesus, -J   [End]
[retrieve this message]

---

hey, i have been where you are and it sucks - there is some very good information on this site, and people/posters on this forum that know about cleansing & are pretty informed. Please save your self the agony and stop going to emergency rooms and instead - might i suggest seeing a ”Lyme literate” doctor. They are really informed about the parasites and approach them in alternative medicinal ways as well as using traditional methods - (I frankly, have to get my treatment back on track - ) i too am in Southern California and i have been seeing a Lyme literate dr, but not sure ...
[retrieve this message]

---

The ivermectin paste works very well, given that you use it for the right type of worms. Also you do not need to take more than your weight. It can be neurotoxic. It should be used regularly, depending on type of infection or protocol. I know you are against drugs but they can work well together with other substances if they are used correctly.   [End]
[retrieve this message]

---

Find a Holistic Doctor in your area and make an appointment. S. Cali has lots of them. Most of them do understand parasites. OR go to the farm store and get some Valbazen, Panacur horse paste and Ivermectin. Use the ICU protocol on CureZone. You will have to give your body proper nutrition to be completely free of the parasites. Study up on good food and supplements. Take what you body needs. God helps those who help themselves. No one can fix this for you. You need to figure it all out and take action. Posters on CZ can give some insight but most of us are just fellow suffe ...
[retrieve this message]

---

do a liver flush to get them out of gall bladder and liver do enemas with garlic and wormwood to remedy constipation put 15-45 drops of green black walnut, wormwood and cloves in tea start low, build slow use diatomaceous earth for gut worms, put in smoothie or fill capsule and insert anally put sulphur cream in your nose and sniff it do not use much at first and slowly increase madagascar cloves in capsule inserted anally for eggs order neem oil, put it in a capsule, insert 2-3 caps anally every day make coconut oil suppositories with wormwood powder do this kind of stuff ...
[retrieve this message]

---

Magnesium CITRATE - (1-2)/D AM 133mg Source Naturals Product#02100 Swanson SN536 Magnesium Sulfate (1) AM 1030mg CAPSULE/D ( Epsom Salt USP) Dr Hula Clark cap 100 ct 10552-100 1 teaspoon MSM (1) Swanson SWU656 1000mg cap – or 1 lb container. http://www.swansonvitamins.com/swanson-premium-msm-powder-16-oz-454-grams-pwdr Methylsulphonylmethane and 1/4 teaspoon Bob’s Redmill Baking Soda in glass of distilled water. pH test strips. Vitamin A - (1-2) 15000 IU Retinyl Palmitate, Carlson Labs P# 01102 Swanson CSN155 $5.99 Glass of OJ/D Vitamin E - AM (1-2)/D d alpha E 800 IU C ...
[retrieve this message]

---

Hi, new to this sight and really need some help. I have what I believe to be a severe case of parasitic worms. The problem is I have been to the emergency room 6 times about this and nobody will listen to me . The issue is I think the eggs or something is cutting off circulation in my head and they seem to be tuneling through things, ears, sinuses, etc. I see eggs and larvae on my tounge, in my nose, pallate,mouth and 3 other spots on arms and legs. I have really bad constipation, horrible, the worst I’ve ever seen stuff coming out when I do poop, and other symptoms i can discuse later. I’ ...
[retrieve this message]

---

http://biblehub.com/commentaries/guzik/revelation/22.htmi. Some people wonder if we will eat in heaven. The best answer is that we can eat, but will not have to. In His resurrection body, Jesus enjoyed food (Luke 24:41-43, John 21:12-14). Angels ate with Abraham (Genesis 18:6-8). The great heavenly reunion between Jesus and His people is described as a marriage supper (Revelation 19:9). Even though man fell by what he ate, God will still allow us to eat in heaven. As far as sex, here is a quote from C.S. Lewis “The letter and spirit of scripture, and of all Christianity, forbid u ...
[retrieve this message]

---

It’s a GREAT STORY to show how we can Transcend from a Dualistic/Exclusive approach into a more (W)holistic/Inclusive WAY of thinking. = We’re taught since ”The Beginning” from the ”Fall of Man” that EVERYTHING is Relative BY comparing Opposite Polarities, as in the ”Tree of Knowledge of Good & Evil”. = The OTHER Tree present in the ”Garden of Eden” story is ”The Tree of Life”. = Before ”The Original Sin” we were ”One with God”. ”The Elephant and the Blind Men” story shows us a refreshing viewpoint from another ”Source of Spiritualism”. Stories can be a Powerful Way ...
[retrieve this message]

---

Hi Kiki...It has long been known(and suppressed) that lack of thiamin, a B vitamin, is the major core reason for congestive heart problems. Congestive heart problems are just one of the symptoms of beri-beri -- which is a disease caused through lack of thiamin in the diet. To cure this heart problem your mother should supplement at least 100mgs to 200 mgs thiamin per day. Your mother should also take B100 complex once a day, selenium(200 mcgs twice a day with meals) and cysteine(600 mgs per day with meals) for the edema issues. To directly fight off and cure the pneumonia issue, you ...
[retrieve this message]

---

Hello Forum.. Ok, a while ago I was an Admin on one of the FaceBook medical pages.. some time back I posted my own article about SUICIDE. One guy contacted that FB page in order to find Help from Doctors to die quick... He tried to make it happen by drinking couple of Hundreds Sleeping pills but Doctors Saved him and he turned to that page. I am Extremely HAPPY that I saw that post of his even Not being an admin of that page by then. So I answred him and tried to talk Sense to him.. So here is a copy of that article. :) ......................................... SUICIDE… What c ...
[retrieve this message]

---

Just a quick FYI. I’m gonna be addressing all the fear mongering here, and there’s gobs of it. I’ll post what I know works, and see how it goes from there. I can smell a rat miles away, so stop with all the ’oh help me, I don’t know what to do’ with the neat lists of symptoms, what kind of parasite is this (as if this matters for anything but the pharmaceutical cartel’s ’drugs’ designed to kill parasites one type at a time with having to buy more and more--good business for them) and so on. Of course not every fear mongering post every day---there’s way too many for that. Or we’ ...
[retrieve this message]

---

I have just lost my precious Benji. He had a tumour on his heart and liver. I had no idea he was sick and feel terrible. I thought my mum was telling me she was coming for him, but said to myself I was imagining things. Her photo was on the floor when I came home  it had bypassed a line of ornaments. Impossible! Christmas Day 2015.    [End]
[retrieve this message]

---

How the f*** could we help lol through the power of the internet let me get some reiki going lmfao   [End]
[retrieve this message]

---

In a dream you have no physical body but the sensations of eating can feel real, so why would it not be possible in the Spirit World?   [End]
[retrieve this message]

---

At The Core (Heart/Spirit/Etc.) of all beings, there is a Pure Light. When there are feelings of loneliness, fear, and unfriendliness, it keeps that Light within instead of shining freely and this causes what seems to be a fog of darkness. With the understanding of Unity and how all Life is connected, there is deeper compassion, Love, and understanding and that Pure Light from within shines and brightens your Life and uplifts the people in your Life to remember and feel that Eternal Light of Love, Unity, Compassion, and Understnding within The Core/Heart/Center of ever Living Being ...
[retrieve this message]

---

  link to one of Dr Tennant’s webainars. The point of connection is that towards the end of the Vimeo he shares how his brains frontal lobes were under the influence of lowered voltage, thus producing undesirable mental states.   [End]
[retrieve this message]

---

Update to the link ”http://www.curezone.info/forums/fm.asp?i=1615958#i”. I apologize for not telling this information to anybody. Long story. I regret this VERY MUCH! I have been going through this neck (swollen, numb) pain/numbness ever since Friday, of Jan 7, 2005 around 5:11 P.M Eastern Time. That’s going on FIVE years almost. I should be locked up and behind bars for telling this story & not letting anyone know about this. So, I have been keeping this a secret that involves my life or my death. I should have wrote this report of this dirty health secret of myself the day after this ...
[retrieve this message]

---

Hum, those kinds of questions are way past my comfort zone to discuss--Maybe I’m a bit of a prude after all! *lol* Leaking ’essence’ seems more a contrived spiritual version, of which there are quite a few as well for many other things too. Anytime I hear something seemed designed to make us feel like helpless victims unless we behave in a certain way, I’m always suspicious. It’s always about them controlling our behavior, and keep us from becoming our full female selves. We are far from helpless, we just aren’t taught ways to protect ourselves, especially spiritually. My source says ...
[retrieve this message]

---

Do you find it easier to have ogasms via self-pleasuring or during sexual intercourse with a man? Were you having ogasms on your lovers? If so, what kind of ogasms? Can you feel your clitoris twitch? Does your amrita flow? Do you ejaculate? If so, is it yellow, clear, white or milky? I used to have a lot of lovers, but the sex was not satisfying. So I decided to hold men down and give myself an ogasm during sex instead of faking it, I got sick and nearly died. A guru said it was because I was leaking my essence. I stopped and felt much better. Then I got a boyfriend who w ...
[retrieve this message]

---

I was in the military for 16 years--the moves and TDYs were constant. Didn’t really have time for a long term committed relationship, before one or the other of you was transferred or sent TDY for a year. But other than getting tired of losing one partner after another, I had no problems like what you describe. As a master’s level counseling clinician though, I’d be more inclined to believe it might have been a physical guilt reaction, based on your upbringing or even societal pressure. Sometimes you just don’t know what’s lurking around down there in your unconscious mind. While it ...
[retrieve this message]

---

i got sick right after i broke the law of containment and started sharing my essence with multiple partners a guru told me it was because i was leaking my essence i began to contain it again and got better had a boyfriend i couldn’t trust and got a rash on my chest was it a placebo rash because i didn’t trust him or did an essence leak give me the rash? it was not the first rash i have ever gotten so i am pretty sure i know the answer to that   [End]
[retrieve this message]

---

Wow, that’s pretty esoteric. :) Hard to relate to for me. What I’m learning is outside the body, spirits are pretty much the same, which is why we can reincarnate as either. But most tend to stick with one or the other because they get used to how to act, and changing gender can be awkward. I sometimes wonder if that isn’t the issue for some of these people who feel like they’re the wrong sex--maybe they’ve come from 15 lives in a row as a woman, and still instinctively feel like a woman, even though they’re in a man’s body. Just like when you drive a new car, you may instinctively go ...
[retrieve this message]

---

It seems there are two natural laws of essence in the traditional heterosexual world. One is for men and one is for women. A man must empty his essence to prevent his soul from bursting into a while dwarf. A woman must contain her essence or the leakage will create a black hole. That which leaves leaves very little room for having a relationship unless women contain themselves and men pay them to do so. But in truth the containment is all hers.   [End]
[retrieve this message]

---

My learnings are that if a spirit is stuck outside a body for more than 15 or 20 years, it disintegrated to the point where it has to go back to being a semi-sentient life form. Longer, and the spirit disintegrates back into little bits of sentient spirit, which basically has to start over again, like in an amoeba. But outside the universe, there aren’t any life forms at all. It’s nothing, absolutely nothing. So reincarnating would be impossible. I think the nothing absorbs energy, so you wouldn’t even exist as spirit bits any more. :( But yes I do agree spirits aren’t constrained by ...
[retrieve this message]

---

It’s kinda neat how we often are instinctively drawn to things we may not know are helpful. At one point I was so drawn to garnet--I just loved to hold it, rub it against my face, etc. Well, come to find out one of it’s qualities is that it offers protection and my life felt very unsafe right then as my house had just been broken into several times and all my jewelry stolen. So I think our spirit senses those sorts of things and guides us to what we need or are meant to do if we let it. Green is definitely physical healing but blue seems to be more for the spiritual wounds, so it ...
[retrieve this message]

---

The Spirit can easily teleport to where it wants to go through thought. Some people who have NDEs end up in a void ofcomplete darkness and then go to the world of Light. I heard that blackholes are just tunnels to other worlds. I believe in Universal Salvation. I don’t believe God (The Light) would abandon or forsake anyone. ”I understood what the light meant. I learned that all the physical rules for human life were nothing when compared to this universal reality. I also came to see that a *****black hole***** is only another part of that infinity which is light. I came to s ...
[retrieve this message]

---

Thanks. That helps a lot, and many people tell me that I could be a good healer (whether nurse, therapist, energy healing, etc.), maybe that is a sign :) I thought green was for healing and blue represented some type plof spiritual wisdom? And have you ever seen see-through crystal-like beings? I think they are somehow closely connected to The White Light somehow but I am not completely sure.   [End]
[retrieve this message]

---

Ohh, what she’s showing me is this hole is in the ’side’ of the universe. These develop as the universe expands and put a lot of stress on the fabric. It’s a lot like a hole in a space ship. The ’hole’ goes out to the nothingness of the in between, where they can put new universes. It is really nothingness exactly like you describe. Getting sucked out through one of these, that really would be the end of you, because there’s no way to get back in again. It’s mostly a one way hole, because the pressure of space is so much greater than the pressure of absolutely nothing. It had a qualit ...
[retrieve this message]

---

It was a lucid dream of emptiness, nothingness.   [End]
[retrieve this message]

---

Is this metaphorical, or something you experienced in like a dream or vision?   [End]
[retrieve this message]

---

I found myself on the precipice of the great big black sucking hole of eternity, so huge and empty that it echoed forever, about to fall in and be lost once and for all, floating eternally in space, never to find my way back again.   [End]
[retrieve this message]

---

And what I’ve learned is the blue-white one takes the person to a extra strong healing energy place first. Usually because the life just past was a very hard one they may have not endured too well and got extra wounded spirit wise. They float around there for however long it feels good, and then head over to the white light level.   [End]
[retrieve this message]

---

Yes--it really is a form of a healing modality. It’s a spirit level thing though, so not as obvious. I think you’re probably a true healer at heart, which is why it’s so fascinating maybe. Another way to help. :)   [End]
[retrieve this message]

---

Oh, that seems makes sense because people usually associate Gold with richness and royalty. Blue is another color people see, a white-blue light . I like green because it reminds me of growth and nature (so maybe that represents Life and Generosity?) but to be safe I just focus on pure white. The colors and meanings of different energies really interests me.   [End]
[retrieve this message]

---

:) OK. My source says the gold one is sort of the VIP entrance. I for the life of me couldn’t figure out how spirits could possible get the VIP treatment. What could make it more special?? They don’t have champagne or caviar. Then she showed me this picture of her being with the spirits on that bit higher plane, personally. So it’s for the older wiser spirits working on harder lives apparently. Kind of a reward for staying the course and really digging in to learn. Plus she adds her advice for what life to go to next. She really wants us to learn, so she’s added that as motivation. ...
[retrieve this message]

---

Yeah, I would like to hear more about this.   [End]
[retrieve this message]

---

Would you like to know what I’ve learned? I do realize I’m a bit controversial here right now.   [End]
[retrieve this message]

---

Why do people see white or gold Light in their Near Death Experience? What is the meaning of this?   [End]
[retrieve this message]

---

But eating is more than the body needing food for survival (hunger), and sex is more than the body reproducing. Sex can be used by married couples as a spiritual experience of bonding. Eating (such as at a restaurant or picnic) can be a way to bond in a fun way with happy conversation.   [End]
[retrieve this message]

---

You really need a zapper---it is pretty much the only thing that kills the parasites outside your digestive track. And since the little chompers can just chomp their way right out of your digestive tract when you’re soo toxic (enough of them in one spot--leaky gut ’syndrome’, any one?) I’m absolutely sure yours have. Read some of parazappers stuff--he’s the man! He even has a link for how to use a 9 volt battery in an emergency to zap with (I think--I confess I actually didn’t go to it---but I totally trust his advice on anything zapper. :) And sweet! Sounds like your persistence is pay ...
[retrieve this message]

---

I’m sorry, but you do sound like an Indigo. From what I’ve been shown about them in the collective unconscious, their thinking style and brain was extremely different, and trying to translate that natural way of doing things into a human brain can whack it out. It’s a very poor fit. This is most Indigos’ first human life, though. They haven’t had time to adjust for that yet. But their sense of the spirit realm level is very strong since just last lifetime, it was part of your everyday life. So instinctively you all are reaching out for it still---and running into that disability we hum ...
[retrieve this message]

---

The one supplement that ALWAYS helped my mother was RenewLife’s Paragone. I have a feeling, though, that it wasn’t a powerful enough supplement. I haven’t been aggressive about killing bugs in my bowel lately. I probably should try again. I’m planning to write a bunch of people in an attempt to get another place to live. I’ve already sent a letter to the charity that placed us in this apartment (and spurned us when we asked for another place to live) chronicling our experiences living in this complex. They haven’t gotten back to us, but our neighbor’s clients have suddenly disappeared. ...
[retrieve this message]

---

I’m not doing it again. Life is hell. I liked just hanging out on the other side and just jumping in to help when a soul called. I got forced into this life because I had to defend my opinion. I won’t disagree again. I had a terrible time understanding things like garbage dumps, owning land, and reading a book from left to write. Still seems wrong to me but I have to cope.   [End]
[retrieve this message]

---

I have been called home. NDE NO, there is no hunger,or desire of any kind on the other side. But you can do what you want. If you want to have a banquette then all you have to do is think it. The chemistry of the body drives hunger and since you no longer have a body on the other side you don’t even think about eating, or sex, or sleep, or anything else you are bond by the body. I think only about love and reconnecting with the loves that have crossed over before me. The only other desire I had was for knowledge.   [End]
[retrieve this message]

---

It definitely sounds like you’ve tried a lot. Cardboard is porous unfortunately. And plastic on the ceiling might be a total pain to do, but it’s you all’s life, eh? Is anything you can do to protect yourselves and save your lives really too hard? I’d say, put plastic under the carpet too, which is also porous.   [End]
[retrieve this message]

---

You definitely need to read Dr. Clark’s book. You don’t need to live your life as an invalid like this. It’s an old saw but true. EVERY single thing you talk about can be traced back to parasites. If you want my take on it, I talk about what I’ve discovered over on my thread in spirituality, under ”Haven’t they stolen enough already?”. And yes, I do have some unusual information, quite ’crazy’ sounding by the standards of the information left us today. But it’s painfully true, unfortunately. Just one example--contemplate what a million+ parasites chomping away on your intestines ...
[retrieve this message]

---

Yes, we had considered putting plastic up. We actually put up cardboard in an attempt to repel the fumes.It appears the main areas where the fumes are coming in are the floor and the ceiling. There is an empty attic space above spanning the entire row of apartments. We put down rugs on the floor.   [End]
[retrieve this message]

---

No, I don’t work. I’ve been disabled since I was 15. I was initially diagnosed with Crohn’s Disease, but I’ve had other health problems. I have terrible digestion, candida, chronic fatigue, chemical sensitivities, debilitating monthly periods, and insomnia. I’ve been diagnosed as being both hypothyroid and hyperthyroid. The one doctor who was really helping me (he believed my liver was the source of my problems) went on sabbatical and I never saw him again.I’ve been turned down multiple times for disability.I’ve been completely dependent on my parents. The terrible joke right now is that ...
[retrieve this message]

---

Oh it isn’t torment life after life at all. You usually take a few ’vacation lives’ in between the really horrid but highly educational ones . Most of us can’t take too many of those *cruel* ’educational’ ones in a row! *lol* Those ’vacation’ lives are a bit sparse right now true, cuz these are the end times and we’re about to finish up this cycle so everyone’s hunkered down--ready to take one for the team, so to speak. What lives you live is entirely your choice. You and your higher self look over what you are trying to learn, look for a life you think will provide the opportuniti ...
[retrieve this message]

---

Still, check out Dr. Clark’s suggestions--she might have an idea you’ve missed. But just off hand maybe sheet plastic over the adjoining walls? Granted it’d be not terribly attractive but living seems far more a priority than gracious entertaining, right?   [End]
[retrieve this message]

---

My experience with the VA was quite helpful, but my impression is others don’t have as good of luck. I can’t believe social services was no help though--maybe you can ask for a supervisor to review your case--especially now your mother’s passed. Or even move in with your unpleasent relatives for a smidge--live out of your suitcases for a brief time, while you locate safer digs. There must be something--you didn’t mention your ability to work---are you able?   [End]
[retrieve this message]

---

Yes, I think it was a situation where it was ”comfortable” for THEM. My father and I believe Medicare didn’t want to pay to continue to keep my mother alive. If they’d kept her alive for a few more days, I might have been able to help her. We live in a row of garden apartments. These apartments are not up to code and the walls are porous.We tried taping up all the baseboards to prevent the drug fumes from coming in. Didn’t work.   [End]
[retrieve this message]

---

We don’t have relatives nearby. Or, at least any relatives we’d want to have anything to do with. We contacted Aging and Disability about the situation and they offered no aid. They told us to go out and find another place on our own. My father, a veteran, is planning to go to the VA for help. The problem now is we’ve lost my mother’s Social Security and our options are even more limited.   [End]
[retrieve this message]

---

I can understand--my mom was in a coma her final days--while she wasn’t in obvious pain, we never got to say goodbye either. It’s very hard, since it ended up we had to take her off the lifesupport and allow her to pass. I can’t believe she didn’t feel anything in all that though. And who really decides what comfortable is?? Maybe comfortable for them, eh? I don’t imagine you were actually paying---so state-funded cases are rarely that well funded--maybe they just ran out of the amount of money allotted the average hospital stay for government assistance. And I developed high blood p ...
[retrieve this message]

---

Well, I guess that answered my question. Yipes!---must feel very trapped there! I know that kind of thing would very likely happen around drug dealers/users. The police wouldn’t want to get involved for sure---they don’t want to go to that bad neighborhood either. How about relatives even out of the area? Or social services? I know they usually have a program for at risk folks and a number of other services designed for handicapped/limited function folk. Surely you’d qualify for these types programs if your dad’s heading down this path?   [End]
[retrieve this message]

---

My father and I are debating whether she did want to die. The worst thing about her death was how awful it was. She was incoherent the last four days of her life, so we couldn’t even say goodbye properly. My father and I watched her gasp for air during her final hours. The doctors claimed she was ”comfortable”. She wasn’t.   [End]
[retrieve this message]

---

Do you see Pure Love as more active, such as helping and giving to all, or is Pure Love more relaxed, such as finding a way to appreciate all? After your NDE what do you feel is the Highest State of Love?   [End]
[retrieve this message]

---

No one who had an NDE has responded yet about this (eating). Has anyone ever ate food in an NDE? No answers, yet.   [End]
[retrieve this message]

---

Oh, yes we went to the police. They blew us off. And the next day our truck exploded in flames as my father was driving down the highway.He barely escaped the inferno. Our landlord tried to kick US out for complaining about the neighbor.He later offered us another apartment, but the apartment was next to people who we knew were acquaintances of the neighbor, so we declined his offer. We were placed in this apartment by a charity, and we went back to the charity asking for another place to live. They were unwilling to help us. The fumes have been bad all the time we’ve lived here, but t ...
[retrieve this message]

---

It is full of many good ideas, yes. But, can’t says as I blame her. I think honoring her wishes was the right thing to do. It’s our bodies--I think each of us has that right to decide. I suspect she sensed how near the end was, and wanted to spend as much time with you guys as possible, before going.   [End]
[retrieve this message]

---

Yipes--second hand drugs fumes would totally do most any one in, given time. Being older would just accelerate that process, I’m positive. I know this sounds obvious, but did you dare call the police? If this is still going on, anyone still living there is a risk. Could you get shifted to a different apartment? I hate moving myself, but if my life were at stake...   [End]
[retrieve this message]

---

Thank you. I just wish I had found this site earlier. I only discovered it about two months ago-it is a goldmine of information. My mother probably should have gone to the hospital earlier. She was putting on a lot of water weight but she was stubborn and hated hosptials. And my father and I obeyed her wishes.   [End]
[retrieve this message]

---

Very right on, parazapper! Looks like zappers aren’t your only area of expertise.   [End]
[retrieve this message]

---

I am so sorry for your loss... Losing a loved one hurts so much. You have my very deepest condolences. She’s gone now though, finally at peace. It hurts to think of all the things you might have done. I know--I did the same for my mom. But I believe you did the best you could with what you knew. So do try to be kind to yourself through all this. I know how hard it can be not to feel somehow responsible.   [End]
[retrieve this message]

---

Thank you for your prayers. I probably don’t take enough Vitamin C. I have an extremely sensitive digestive system, and I’ve had difficulty finding a Vitamin C supplement I can take. My mother always took Vitamin C. I was diagnosed with Crohn’s Disease when I was 15. I was prescribed Prednisone and had a violent reaction to it.If I had followed my gastroenterologist’s advice and taken his medicine, I would have died. Fortunately I found an alternative medicine doctor who saved my life. I did have part of my small intestine removed later, though. I wouldn’t touch a statin drug under any ...
[retrieve this message]

---

The thing that really hurt her when she went in the hospital was that they weren’t giving her the nutritional supplementation that she needed. She was on a respirator for several days, and she was deprived of her daily supplements. Our family has always believed in alternative medicine. Most days she took about 1000 units of Vitamin C. In the hospital, zero. That alone could have killed her. I wasn’t able to bring her things to take until 5 days ago, but she couldn’t swallow pills because of the damage done to her throat from the respirator! I gave her things in powders and liquids, and ru ...
[retrieve this message]

---

KikiD27 so sorry to hear about your mother. From all the research I’ve done- for over 13 years (rid myself of cancer) I have studied and read the cardiologist Dr. Mathias Rath. He says basically heart disease is like that of scurvy- it’s due to a lack of vit. C. Vit C is also an antibiotic, as well as many many positive things. So if there is a way to get (preferably) natural vit. C into your mothers system. I would think that Liposomal Vit C would be where to go ASAP- get it, get it into your mothers system. I make my own- but have also purchased this product. Doing so as soon as p ...
[retrieve this message]

---

I am sorry for your loss. I am sure that you love your mother as much as I love mine. Her memories and her presence will always be with you. Still it can be difficult when they are not physically present. My prayers are for you and yours. Beyond that, a thought about aging, how long we continue, and how we fare through those later years. From the time of our birth to our last day, we age. Some of this is good and some can be hard on us. My understanding of biochemistry gives me a little bit of insight into a part of this aging process. When we are born, and through out our ...
[retrieve this message]

---

She died last night. I threw a much of stuff at her (colloidal silver, CoQ10, potassium gluconate) but it was too late. I still think the doctors gave up on her way too soon.If they’d kept the antibiotics going, I might have had time to help her. They were planning to move her to hospice, but she didn’t last that long. The major obstacle I had when I started to try things on her was that she couldn’t take pills orally. Rubbing oil of oregano had a major effect on her, but she needed to take it internally. I had considered using tea tree oil. Thank you for all the support.   [End]
[retrieve this message]

---

Theyre definately is a heaven and a hell. If one has to be tormented by life after life that would be pointless and cruel. One life is enuf, one death is enuf. A pastor once told me that u can eat in heaven, not sure if it would be actual killing of animal or just the sensation of the flavors. Good question tho.   [End]
[retrieve this message]

---

Tea tree oil is a good natural antibiotic that can be absorbed thru the skin, but it has a very powerful smell to it. It also cannot be used on any mucas membranes, cannot get into the mouth, nose or eyes it will burn bad. Maybe it wld be best to get her home and on hospice so you can give her natural remedies. Garlic also is a natural antibiotic and the coq10 also very good. Hopfully her mind wont be so scrambled once shes off the meds the docs had her on. Also magnolia bark extract is natural antibiotic but u dont want her taking more herbs than she can handle so introduce one at a time ...
[retrieve this message]

---

Thank you for responding. I went out and bought some colloidal silver two days ago, but I haven’t been able to use very much of it yet. My father and I have been trying to sneak in supplements to my mother behind the doctor’s and nurse’s backs. My mother is delirious, so it’s hard to get her to take things. I’ve tried to give her CoQ10 (I bought Jarrow brand), but she’s been fighting me. I tried squeezing it out of the capsule into her mouth, and she bit me. I mixed some capsules with some olive oil and spread it on her feet, but I doubt if that will work. I went out tonight and spent ab ...
[retrieve this message]

---

I am so sorry to hear of your mother’s condition. I would venture that her CHF is quite possibly the result of medications that she may have been on. This was the case for my mother when she was in her 80’s. My sister and I convinced her to get off of almost all of her medications and most of her CHF condition went away. She lived to be 94. I send my prayers for your mother and for you. There are things available that can quickly kill many bacteria but they are not approved for use on humans or animals. I would suggest that colloidal silver can be helpful but at this late stage, it m ...
[retrieve this message]

---

My mother is in the hospital for Congestive Heart Failure and she received a death sentence tonight from a cardiologist I don’t trust. She was admitted two weeks ago, deathly sick with weeping edema and pneumonia. She was on life support for a week. Actually, she was supposed to die when they took her off the ventilator. She didn’t. Then she was supposed to die when she caught a gram-negative bacteria. She didn’t. Then tonight the cardiologist said there was nothing more she could do for her, and took her off all medications, including antibiotics! The impression my father and I have is th ...
[retrieve this message]

---

”God loves all of us...who have a soul...every one of us.” Do you mean to say not every human has a soul? I was wondering if there are humans without souls. How many are there generally, if so? The Christians seem to be very down in specific areas. Like Sodom and Gomorrah. There was a whole host of other sadistic cruelty going on there far worse than the sex. The ultra puritans jumped on that as the reason God destroyed them. I am not gay and like you don’t like being hit on. As long as they treat me like the average straight guy would, I am O.K. Also, like you said it is very rare ...
[retrieve this message]

---

Best description of heaven I’ve seen to date is from Kat Kerr on youtube. She’s plenty out of the blue, but it’s up to the viewer to judge what she says carefully against scripture to get the story straight! My perspective on everyday life is different now, especially with the thought.. Life here is just a shadow of life there, what you love now is stronger by a thousand times in close company with the creator of your mind, body and spirit!   [End]
[retrieve this message]

---

I’m sorry you’ve had such a tough go of it. My younger sis had her 21 year old son murdered, and it’s been devastating for her. I don’t remember a life where I ever lost a child although with all the wars throughout history I must have. But in this life my grandmother who lost 2 sons AND two brothers, kept telling me--never have kids, they’ll only bring you pain. And quite frankly, I think she was spot on. I watch my sis and while feeling quite bad for her suffering, I still feel quite relieved for myself. Whew--dodged that bullet! I only remember the life where I committed suicide m ...
[retrieve this message]

---

There isn’t any heaven---or hell, for that matter. I remember lots of past lives and the in betweens and first just after you die, if you’ve been deliberately abusive, those folk’s spirits are waiting to share the pain they experienced at your hand with you. If you were particularly vile, it can take some time. Some of my earliest lives were as a mercenary, so I had some of those. It really sucked. You couldn’t even die to escape it. So hell was an easy sell, because most young spirits go thru that and unconsciously have a sense memory of it. But if you’ve lived a non-abusive life, ...
[retrieve this message]

---

sorry didn’t do the ’edit’ button right.   [End]
[retrieve this message]

---

If there is only Love in Heaven then can people still enjoy things about Nature that were Loving and Joyful, like peaceful parties with everyone getting along with food and music? If I enjoyed eating at a restaurant with family, can I have that experience again in Heaven? If so, I have a question about meat. Toeat meat an animal’s phtsical life has to end. Is it possible to experience a taste of chicken or lamb without actually having to harm any being (since it’s Heaven). In Heaven it’senergy, right? So I guess you can experience a sensation of energy (taste/touch/sound/sight/fee ...
[retrieve this message]

---

Devil is a word that means accuser in Greek. When thoughts enter your mind based on guilt and condemnation, it’s better to focus on thoughts of Love and Joy.   [End]
[retrieve this message]

---

I died, but I am getting better. Sometimes, I think it is getting worse, but really... it is better now. Pain was my driver but now... while I still suffer physical pain... I feel as if there is a better day coming... Why kick me anymore? The voices that told me how awful I am... I talk back to... They hate to be found out. Once you win that battle, life gets better. Ay least it is for me. Have you had an ugly voice in your head saying ugly things about you?   [End]
[retrieve this message]

---

Omg you are wrong.First medicare is for seniors not animals.second NO vets dont offer payment plans lol.I know because my Oliver just passed and I went thru hell and back trying to come up with 2500 for surgery.Unfortunately it was the weekend and only ER vets r open.You pay triple.I called dozens of hospitals all over Michigan.I finally found a place 3 hrs away that would do it for half down.yes 1250.I agree were responsible for our pets.My Oliver tho was found under my tree starving and shaking 2 years ago.Its as if God sent him to me.I nursed him back to health.Some people poor or rich ...
[retrieve this message]

---

As we gain more context to describe our experience, the indescribable does become more relevant but the experience is so sacred that we don’t want to tamper with it much. The more we try to fit square pegs in round holes, the less the experience retains its personal truth.   [End]
[retrieve this message]

---

If you start from a place where the light or God is actually an active participant in our growth... The rare hell experience makes sense... When a child is about to stick a key in an electric socket.. Or they are cruel and callous toward their siblings. That is the one exception I use yelling and frightening them to redirect them into other behaviors... The intent of the hell experiences redirect some who induced by drugs or illness away from Their current direction... My experience was full of love. I believed in an angry God. The redirection needed is as different for each experienc ...
[retrieve this message]

---

I am not always there but I keep going back to that place... Where the light marveled at my tiny little light... Just as if I was the light’s most precious child ever... I knew... As I was going back... That the light not only lived me that way but also the very same people, I believed God hated. That knowing changed everything. Some of us need to believe in a big bad god that hates and hurls our enemies into the sea... That being is real, but it is not the light we return to... Rather... The light is sum of our love but likewise the lesser god is the sum of our fears... I could never ...
[retrieve this message]

---

Thank you for sharing.   [End]
[retrieve this message]

---

I believe Alan is still in Africa. I hope he does drop by sometime...   [End]
[retrieve this message]

---

I love his description of giant butterflies, in his NDE’s.   [End]
[retrieve this message]

---

It is tough knowing there and staying here... but here is where we are... We are God’s playthings and of course God would not want His playthings to die... Quit before our plan is run... and that is what ran through my mind for years... but that is not the whole story about suicide. Suicide is not just killing yourself. Suicide is like one of those IED’s they use in suicide bombing only a depression incited suicide kills those we love. The hurt of suicides even carries on from generation to generation. Once it starts in a family... there is always a chance that even distant cousins will ...
[retrieve this message]

---

hello my name is damaso, i lost my dog che, on nov,9 to cancer. i tried to beat cancer by changing his diet, but we lost, and so i ask my self the same question ur asking your self. i’ve read and read and looked for signs for something to tell me that he is o.k and no longer sick. i hope you find peace, trust me i understand the emptiness and and sadness you are going through. but look at it this way ur dog does not want to see you in this state, take a deep breath every time the pain starts to overcome you, and thank god he gave u Katie for the amount of time u had her. that works for me. ...
[retrieve this message]

---

Hello Forum.. Ok, being an Admin on one of the FaceBook pages.. some time back I posted my own article about SUICIDE. One guy contacted that FB page in order to find Help from Doctors to die quick... He tried to make it happen by drinking couple of Hundreds Sleeping pills but Doctors Saved him and he turned to that page. I am Extremely HAPPY that I saw that post of his even Not being an admin of that page by then. So I answred him and tried to talk Sense to him.. So here is a copy of that article. :) ......................................... SUICIDE… What comes on your mind wh ...
[retrieve this message]

---

Judgmental much?   [End]
[retrieve this message]

---

Are these glimpses of the after-life? 2014-10-19, Daily Mail Posted: 2014-11-03 01:29:38 http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-2799385/glimpses-life-brain-surgeon-t... Neurosurgeon Dr Eben Alexander was convinced out-of-body experiences were hallucinations — until he went into a coma himself and had what he now believes was a glimpse of heaven. Dr Alexander, who has taught at Harvard Medical School, reveals many others have also seen what he described. Dr. Alexander: A near-death experience will change your life in more ways than one. It means you have surviv ...
[retrieve this message]

---

your message distrurbed me. It boggles my mind how a pet owner can self medicate their pet instead of taking her to the vet. You should feel guilty,your poor kitty would probably still be here had you been a decent resposible pet owner,the kind your kitty deserved and taken her to the vet when you saw she was very sick, instead you let her die. The worst excuse is to say you didnt have the money,i put money away from every cheque into a vet fund for emergency vet trips,any resposible pet owner makes sure they have the money for that. And worst case you really dont have the money,every vet ...
[retrieve this message]

---

I will just add, that I’ve recently read some research done with gay people who’ve had NDE’s which suggests that gay men were formerly female before being incarnated on earth, and gay women formerly male. That their previous gender exerts a strong influence in this incarnation and this is why they end up gay. I don’t know if this is true but it rings possibly true with me. As a thought experiment, I’ve strongly imagined what it would have been like if every person I’d encountered in this life, including parents, school teachers, priests (I was raised catholic), had told me that as I would ...
[retrieve this message]

---

I am a gay man and just stumbled across your post. I struggle so much with my identity as a ’gay’ man, with my sexual desires, with my desire to love and be loved. Who am I deep inside, when I strip away my identity? I’m a being who has known what it feels like to be loved and accepted, what it feels like to be hated and rejected. A being who longs to overcome all of this confusion in my life and all of the fear that keeps me from being able to love. I used to fear that God hated me and would reject me, but even though I’ve done many confused and immoral things, I still find him whispering ...
[retrieve this message]

---

I was in a induced coma and had some weird experiences. The one that stands out doesn’t seem like a dream as it was so vivid. I sensed there were 2 entities around me and I don’t know how I knew this but one was male and one was female. I tried to look at them but they kept turning my head away and they said they were trying to help me. Eventually I managed to turn my head and seen the female who I can only describe as a being of light she had electric blue eyes which pierced right through me. The next thing I remember is hearing my sister’s voice she was holding my hand saying I was ok no ...
[retrieve this message]

---

Hi, I just want to share my story. My kitten named Googel just died few days ago, that was July 4. I felt so much guilt when she got sick of colds, i didn’t know what to do, i forced her to drink amoxicillin. the next day she got weaker and died. It was hard for me to accept the fact. I went home from work to bury her. I cried a lot. No words could ever explain of how much it hurt me the way she died. She was a baby to me. I couldn’t imagine i’m not gonna see her anymore. I went to sleep the whole afternoon and night to ease the pain and guilt inside me. But on that night i dreamed of her ...
[retrieve this message]

---

He’s ok love,and doing well in another realm. You will definitely see him again xx   [End]
[retrieve this message]

---

You done everthing you could sweetheart. your dog had a great life with you and one day you will be together again xx, I just know   [End]
[retrieve this message]

---

2 Thessalonians 2:10-12 ”and with all the deception of wickedness for those who perish, because they did not receive the love of the truth so as to be saved. For this reason God will send upon them a deluding influence so that they will believe what is false,in order that they all may be judged who did not believe the truth, but took pleasure in wickedness.” With that said, apply this scripture to NDE’s and we may have a clue as to why non-believers have positive NDE’s; 2 Corinthians 11:14 ”And no wonder, for Satan himself masquerades as an angel of light.” Stay on the narrow path and keep ...
[retrieve this message]

---

Is this post still active? If so I have a zinger of a story of a pet and an OBE. Let me know and I will post. I ask because the pc is down and am reduced to two thumbs and a phone.   [End]
[retrieve this message]

---

I don’t have a Facebook account and I’ve gotten some invitations from you, one today. If you still ever check this site, let me know (: Marj   [End]
[retrieve this message]

---

I just (May 3, 2014) lost my fur baby boy, Cash, to ”murder”. He was an 11 lb. Miniature Pinscher. He was the light of my life also. I love that boy to no end. Everything in my life was going so great. We had just sold our house and moved to our temporary home while we build our permanent home. We only had 2 weeks to move out of our home and our new temp. home (future workshop) was still without power and water, but I was so happy to be moving toward my goals that having no power and water was a non-issue. We moved in one Sunday and the next Saturday we were outside eating breakfast with ...
[retrieve this message]

---

I follow ”The God of Infinite Complexity”, which means reality is actually infinite complex beyond anyone’s ponder and fathom. The meanings included in our thoughts and talking, the way we think and talk, would be considered too simple and maybe stupid in the long future. So based on my humble faith, I would like to say the explanation to nde, and the truth behind this phenomenon could have three kinds of possibilities: First possibility, so many documented nde cases suggest and lead to such possibility that human mind and the thingy which is often refered to as ”self” or ”ego”, could re ...
[retrieve this message]

---

Joe has been through a lot... but surviving a NDE... he wants to move on... Call in and talk to Joe... at (347) 202-0222 to listen over your phone. He is live, on NDE Radio- @ Carribean Radio or CRS Radio.com: http://www.blogtalkradio.com/caribbeanradioshow/2013/08/13/near-death-experience-nde-the-other-side-of-the-veil Raise your hand if you want to talk to him. August 12, 2013 from 7PM-10PM CST   [End]
[retrieve this message]

---

It was a kind of chaotic first show but it was fun... I understand how all the seeming things that were put off or seeming coincidences are not that at all... It is all very well coordinated in our script... but either way... I am so delighted to be back...   [End]
[retrieve this message]

---

Rudy...............Even though I posted reminders everywhere to listen to your program last night, I came home to a water leak in my yard that was supposed to be fixed and it was not.....and my mind was on that and I totally forgot your program. The beauty is that I can listen later!   [End]
[retrieve this message]

---

I feel so let down, knowing that the wars we are in are nothing more than a new mission that kept us from having to pick up cigarette butts but yes... moving on is what I did too. I give back... I help now where I plotted and schemed before... I too meditate... But each day I get that nagging feeling that I could have done more... to stop the endless wars... and still... I still get moments of self loathing, every day, for what I could have done or what I did not stop... and more... for being me... but I remember how much the Light loved me... even though... I had and have so many cha ...
[retrieve this message]

---

I’m an ex Marine who was standing in the trench in Korea not far from Panmunjom 60 years ago yesterday at 9 pm when the mortars fired their white phosphorus shells signaling the end of the war.  The truce that has held to this very day.  Prior to that signal we had been pummeled with mortars and artillery fire for most of the afternoon and evening as we had on the many prior nights of battle.  With that signal I personally experienced a new inner calm and peace that I’d never felt before.   I didn’t know it but that spark of light that night ebbed and ...
[retrieve this message]

---

The Cold War was over. We had no money for training. We would drive around base, in jeeps, picking up cigarette butts... Driving by the front of the base was a sign, ’For God & Country. I had the thought, ”Yes, that is why I am here.” Fast forward a few months; We have a very important meeting where we have to sign a paper saying we will not speak about the meeting for 20 years... I did sign the paper but what was I signing. ”You get a clue... when an officer says, ”We need a new mission.” And our new mission haunts me to this day... These Think Tank men are telling us how it is going ...
[retrieve this message]

---

I had a NDE, many years ago. I am going to be interviewed Monday @ 7PM,CST about it. I hope you will check it out or when it is over,,, listen to the archive... Then post a reply here. http://www.blogtalkradio.com/caribbeanradioshow/2013/07/30/near-death-experience-nde-death-and-life-review Below is my NDE, I posted here many years ago: Part I - Going to the Light Part II - Journey to the Light Part III - The Ultimate Expression of Love Part IV - Return to Earth Part V - Returning to my Body I interviewed dozens of people, on a radio show, for two years. ...
[retrieve this message]

---

So many people believe that they are only their body.  Not true.  We are each an eternal spirit residing in our individual bodies, our temples for our current lifetime. http://www.rawstory.com/rs/2012/10/14/neurosurgeon-has-headache-that-leads-to-trip-to-heaven-sees-millions-of-butterflies-who-speak-to-him-book/ Neurosurgeon has headache that leads to trip to heaven, sees millions of butterflies: book Sunday, October 14, 2012 8:34 EDT Eban Alexander’s quick trip to heaven started with a headache. It was November 2008 and a rare bacterial meningitis was fas ...
[retrieve this message]

---

Hi, I haven’t had an NDE but have a great fear of death and have, thus, studied them extensively. Sounds to me like you didn’t go far enough to have had a bonafide NDE? Maybe it’s presumptuous for me to say that. The fact that it was attempted suicide may have something to do with it. I have read accounts of those with distressing NDE’s as a result of suicide. Guess yours wouldn’t be classified as distressing, even tho you seem ”distressed” by it. Many great spiritual beings have temporarily experienced the throes of torment from the ”other side.” That doesn’t mean they are eter ...
[retrieve this message]

---