I completely understand the loss of social skills! I was so cut off from people that even my family members believed me to be insane when I finally left! You've made friends here, at Curezone. Even if we can't sit down over coffee and offer you supportive hugs and cry with you and nod our heads while you vent, we are still here for you whenever you need us.
You'll find another career position - honest. Perhaps, you'll find a position doing something that you've always wanted to do but never thought it was practical enough. Who knows? This is all a wide-open gamble, but the odds are in YOUR favor, not the House's! Once you're out, whatever happens will happen according to a Grand Design - I don't know how it is, but when things seem to be the darkest and most terrifying, something always lets a crack of light into my room and I'm led to where I need to be. Sometimes, it's not where I WANT to be, I can tell you that! But, it all works out in synch with what I need, not what I want.