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Re: International Abuse Resource Link
I will post back, Survivor! Thank you for caring, really. I feel very alone since my whole family is now deceased (even if this is a bit of a mindgame, the parent-child relationship was never too emotionally or practically supportive)... but still, all gone!: every last one except for a wayward aunt who lives on the other side of the planet. I really can't believe I let this happen but I have cut off virtually all contact with my old friends from school.... so, indeed I am isolated, except if you count my cats ;) I feel like I don't even know how to make friends anymore, and this was never a problem for me before, I was really very outgoing.
Of course, I'm sure this is just how he wants it.... a little porcelain doll.
Wow, this is gonna be hard, real hard... I am most worried about the practical stuff, ie giving up my career feels terrible. But I know that if I stay in this city, even country, he will track me down and never leave me in peace. Ulimately, however, we all have to make choices and honor our Spirit... our spirit that wants, must, deserves to be free. That was one of the last things my mom said to me before she died, "I wanted you to be free..." Best Wishes...