There are private shelters that will house you. Top secret shelters all across America. Private homes who will take you in and shelter you until you can be safely transported to a permanent transitional housing location.
(I know because my husband and I looked into becoming one of those emergency homes before the baby was conceived.)
What state are you in?
OMGoodness, honey ... get out now.
Get out and NEVER look back ... take with you only what you can easily carry in two bags.
Where is Sweet Soul? You need to listen to THIS survivor!!!!