hey girlfriend sslea wishing you happy holidays and most certainly & hopefully new newbeginnings!

hey girlfriend, thanks for your message, I really enjoyed reading it - do you mind awfully much if I don't punctuaate or use correct grammer cause it's faster for me that way (sorry), and I really love to type my messages like this. when I broke up that Sunday with my bf and missed him so much and was so happy when he took me back without no trouble at all - it seems like when we have a "fight" and make-up I come back loving him even more, if that were possible, I do wish he seemed more generous but perhaps it is cause he just isn't working right now just doesn't want to spend anymore of his savings then possible. And I got to thinking about what is really important to me and that is all the glorious kisses, holds, cuddles, affection and most heavening making love sessions that I get from him. Not only that but I just love my friendship I have with him. We easily communicate together. I really enjoy every minute I spend with him and I love talking with him and listening to him - conversing with him. So I got to thinking about the lack of dating and I got to realizing that right now it isn't really that important and perhaps it never will be what is important. And this is because I just really love to hang around with my bf no matter where we are. I feel so blessed. Oh by the way he's 13 years younger then I am. And another then I thought of was all the free things I can actually get like online like gift cards and free little suprises I could do. I have quite an imagination. I have some really wonderful romantic little suprises in store for him (for us) and I'm really excited about them - that's if I'm able to put them together. I'm sure some of them won't be a problem. Like private candlelight dinners, with music and slow dancing. I can't tell you how fortunate I feel. My mom passed away this past July and how I wish she could have lived just 1 more year so she could have met him. He is so sweet and pleasant - not to meantion adorable. My bf has got to be one of the most wonderful people I've ever had the pleasure of knowing in my life. OK I'm sorry I'm not getting to you now. I think I will just need to keep telling you over and over and keep supporting you. the way you are describing your needs I don't think you will ever be happy with your bf - because he just isn't listening to you - he doesn't seem to want to listen to you or hear you - he is sweeping all you say under the rug. sweetheart you might have to face the fact that he's not going to change colors for you and fit into the mold you want him to - he's the way he is and that's that. and it's a shame because you seem to be willing to bend plenty and give plenty to him and it will be his loss in the end - you see he doesn't seem to be in the least fear of losing you at all. perhaps it's time you give him a little bit to be afraid about - perhaps if you back off a bit from him - act hard to get - if he wants sex say you have a headache, that you're not feeling up to it - perhaps you need to play some games just to get him julted a bit - he might be just the kind of man a woman has to play a couple games with to get him straight again. I'm not one to usually believe in games but drastic measures call for drastic actions or something like that (Karate Kid - Mr Miogi says to Daniel Son) lol. you deseave a loving man who will give you all the love and affection you deserve and you sound very pretty with a really in shape cute little body - I mean there's lots of handsome men out there who would treat you the right way. don't sell your self short - you would not be lonely for long - believe me - hey I'm 47 and I landed a very cute, hot stuff (nice slim masculine body) foreign sweetheart, loving guy even younger then me) so if I can do that - you being way younger and like you said looking like you are in your 20's - just look what you could get and you could get a fine, goodlooking man who's educated. look this officer of the law I mean really - ask your self if you could do better? you know you could - don't you and you seem like a real together type, intelligent gal to so you got a good combo of intellect and looks to - right girlfriend? Tweet