52320, you know, as I wrote those words, I saw the truth and answer in that. As I read your post I thought to myself, there is your confirmation. I think I am just attached and afraid to let go because I do care deeply for him but it doesn't mean he's the right person for me either. My mother always said you can always be in love with the wrong person. Just because you love someone doesn't make it right. Your message really spoke to me! Thanks!