Re: About Ed

I didn't want to get in the middle of all this, and still don't. All that happens on this forum is why I'm not against having denominations. I think they are a necessity!

I don't agree with MST's beliefs. And when he started posting all about them in videos, etc., I thought I'd probably be staying away from this forum for good. Especially when everyone was celebrating them so much. And MST did come across very boastful of himself to me also. Whenever we start talking all about what WE are doing, I think we are going astray.

Although I understand where Doc is coming from, I don't agree with everything she said in all this. I know she didn't agree with everything I said in my debates recently. I think our friendship is strong enough to say that, right Doc? I hope so. I am saddened too over this whole thing about something said behind your back because that does involve me. It was something stupid, silly, means nothing, said in private and I would have liked it to stay that way! But now it has to be all out in the open, this insignificant, stupid statement. Okay, so here goes, for the record, what I said: I jokingly said to Doc, because of what sounded like over the top lovey dovey comments back and forth from you and MST, that sometimes I feel like saying, get married and get a room. Nothing more, nothing less. It was stupid, and I apologize! There was no lies that I was involved with, that is it, all I said! I can pull up the email if need be. Now, I don't know if anyone else said anything else, but that's my only part in that. I am very sorry for saying it!

I don't know if I need to be a part of this forum at all either. It's just too messy.

I care about you Rainy and I feel deep regret for hurting you in this way. I care about MST too, even though I haven't gotten to know him as well yet.

I don't know what else to say, just sorry all this goes on, and I know I am a part of it all. This world makes me sad, and I long for every single misery of it all to be over!
Can you imagine looking into this world, seeing all of the misery, all the hurt, all the broken relationships, and not having HOPE? Or having some crazy false hope that we could all reach peace one day without JESUS! How insane that idea is.


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