I definitely do NOT think that you are satanic and evil. I think that when we disagree, that sometimes the things that we say to each other in the heat of the argument are things that just come out of our emotions and would have been better not said. At least that's the way it is with me. Then after I have had time to think about it, I regret what I said and realize that I may have been wrong. Sometimes I find that I just did not understand the other person and that I jumped to the wrong conclusion.