Beyond The Dogma Trap
It is true of me too. Beyond the biblical dogma (or any other) is a place beyond fear and anger. A serenity and level of understanding that is available to anyone who is brave enough to venture out of the self limiting traps that branch out of our ego. Once the lock comes off, the hunger for growth continues as one's awareness spirals and expands. The only requirement is to nurture the openess and guard against turning the spiral back into a closed circle (loop). Souls on their path of growth get various "lessons" (experiences to make distinctions from) at each level and thus identify with that level of consciousness.
People(souls) tend to draw entities they share common ground with due to magnatizing similar conscious energetics. People will also draw in "negative" experiences to grow from as part of the grand karmic dance, as our soul seeks balance and cohesion.
To those trapped in a closed circle of limiting beliefs, I say this:
When you're ready, jump in, the water of truth is plentiful and a lot more loving and magical than you may have realized it ever could be. The good news is YOU get to decide your spiritual growth instead of a rusted, self serving and manipulative, church system and the tampered doctrines that they weave. But for now, if you still need icons of anger and fear, then enjoy the experience. It is exactly what is needed at this moment for YOU. I honour your path of divinity and gently hope you will honour mine, but understand if you can't, as a byproduct of your current awareness. Every level has its trappings, lessons and veils.