It's definitely not my show - I obey Gods Word because thats what he gave us. I love the Word of God but I know I fall short of His glory. All I can do is what is instructed and give it the best I can. Either we serve God or we serve self. Jesus told us to be His follower we must crucify the deeds of the flesh, take up our cross and die daily. I know I can do no good left to myself, the only good that comes from me is Christ resurrecting in me, only He can do what is good in the eyes of the Lord.