Re: The Library in Heaven
Libra,
There are two times when there is a lot of resistance to doing our purpose... 1) When we are way out of line and know we are not doing our purpose there is a heavy weight that will seem to be holding us down. Finances, relationships, family and or friends may not be right for and we know we need to do something but we might not be in touch with our purpose to know where to start. This is where I have been for months. Even as I type, I know somehow that I am breaking free of the lethargy that has been holding me down... I know my time to stand in the gap is coming soon... It is a little frightening but kicking at the shell... chirp..chirp...
2)The other disonance occurs when you are pushing the envelope and know you are doing exactly what you are supposed to be doing... Huge obstacles will rise up in front of you but nothing will stop you as you are right where you are supposed to be. When we are riding right out there on the edge and knowing why we are here, letting go of the material world, we may may be put in very odd circumstances and with a great deal of frequency. These odd positions occur because several other people have not done their part. We have these spiritual jobs to do and if we accept the jobs, we get taken care of but it may look like chaos all around us.
When you let go and go with the flow, sometimes you will be so out there on your own that you feel truly alone...there will be nothing or no one left to comfort you but "soul knowing" will help you get through it...when you are doing what you are supposed to be doing... Once you get going in the flow you will be swept along in the flow of your gifts and amazing occurancees will begin unfolding right before your eyes.
I know I start getting a level of discomfort when I am not doing what I am supposed to be doing. I feel very much that I am ready to come out of my warm little egg...