Re: serious...need help

Thank-you for all your input and advice,
I am done, with the marriage, I am sooooo nervous. I know that our lives will be so much better, its like I have to reinvent myself, I have been a stay at home mom since I was 19 years old!
I feel like if I leave I have failed- if I was a stronger more obediant christian-mabey things would have changed.
I can't just get up and leave, I need to find a job, would we have to sell our houses? blah, blah, blah.
The most motivation comes from our kids, I desperatly do not want them to turn into abusers-or-abusee's. Single mom with 3 kids-great, just great.
All of your messages were very helpful, please don't view me as a weak person-I am not, thank God this is anonymous because I know that I must sound so pathetic and spineless, but this is real life and I sometimes I don't know if this is all just a test from the Divine-and I'm about to fail.
It feels like someone died, I guess its me- I am am dying nonetheless-I am a dying wife. Tweet