The only thing you need to do is deal with is your own guilt, and let me say this, YOU ARE NOT GUILTY OF ANYTHING!!!!
Take all of this wonderful advice, gather the supports you require, and slip away quietly. Do not let him find you. Remember, no guilt! God will not let you down.
Around the corner is love, prosperity and growth. Let God show you how much he cares. He is knocking at the door telling you to leave.