serious...need help

I really need some advice, please keep in mind that I have strong beliefs AGAINST divorce, my faith is important to me.
I have been married for almost 13 years, I am 31, and I think I have had it. I have forgiven, being hit early in our marriage, my husband is very verbally abusive, he yells, screams, very critical, wicked temper-I swear I am going insane. I have left before, ultimatumed him-he changes only for a short time. We have 3 kids, he only shows the most interest in the youngest,he and I, come from abusive families, I KNOW, I do not want to have history repeat itself anymore than it has. I believe my husband has some kind of anxiety or major anger issue-he refuses to get help and does not follow through on getting help- I really need advice, please, be sensitive to my religious beliefs-I am so close to leaving though I am sick to my stomache about it. This marriage is seriously affecting my health mentally/physically. Tweet