I'm so sorry for your bad experience, but I must say you're MUCH more likely to die from allopathic medical "treatments" than anything you do on your own! I agree- many people here on Curezone are very ill and must start out very very slowly. I was the same way a year and a half ago. I've seen nothing but steady,slow improvements though since I started taking charge of my own health. I thank God I found Curezone when I did! I was no doubt heading for cancer or Lord knows what else.