A person that deeply has feelings of compassion and genuine emotion, even if it is watching a movie...is not a sociopath :-)
Keep posting your thoughts. No reason why not. Perhaps you will be answered by people trying to help, perhaps not. But consider it an exercise in explaining who you are to anonymous persons. And eventually all of that will help you sort it out.
The beauty of curezone? No one knows who you are. You can be extremely free here...isn't that right? Now, how many people have that in real life? There are so many consequences and conditions of showing one's love and emotions in our everyday world.
Curezone is a compassionate place. I'd say one of the best you'll find. Perhaps you are a very lucky man. Glass is half full Rygar.....