Re: I was sexualy abused by an uncle when I was just 4 or 5 years old.
You are not a bad person. you were abused when children get abused some times it becomes normal. don't beat yourself up over this.
I know it is hard to deal with but all you were doing when your were a child was what you new.
I was abused from under 5 years old until I was 17.
I know the pain the hell we live, your not alone.
God loves you. I think it is ourselves that need to forgive.
God has already. he loves us. we are his presious children.
we just have to forgive us even though there is nothing to forgive.
I think you sharing this is healing.
I know it is not easy to talk about.
you help others by sharing and help yourself.
feel free to email me any time.
my story about my childhood is on this website under here.
http://www.angelfire.com/me5/angellady95/angelladypg2.html
Feel free to visit and my email is on the website.
I wish you peace and joy in your life.
there is a life for us after living the hell we have.
we are not alone.
hang in there and know your a special person.
Angellady
http://www.angelfire.com/me5/angellady95/angelladypg2.html