thank you for your support hun. thats very sweet of you. we have all made mistakes in our lives. i asked my mother in law the other day, how she handles all thats put upon her, which is a lot, she is 75. she said, i have 2 words,( let go) i said, ok, i have been told that before, but this time i am really trying it. she is a wonderful christain woman who puts up with so much crap. i feel so bad for her. but, i am trying now to let go!!!!! we all deserve a second chance, and god is very forgiving. im praying hard for you to have a baby, it will happen. you will be very good parents, let me know when you get pregnant. i can see a beautiful baby in your lives, for some reason, i am seeing a girl!!! keep on trying. love each other, and there will be a baby. god bless you both, cloe