Re: No danger at all

I understand your "argument" very well.  You don't believe that you can be healed.  It's a common misconception.  You obviously don't believe Jane Alexander's healing of depression deeper than yours - with meditation alone.

You hit spiritual growth and your body took over and has continued to take over.  It is bodies that try to rely on logic.  Spirit transcends logic.  

You talked about "depressive thoughts" when you meditated.  Who created those depressive thoughts?  Was there a little robot in your head?  Was it the SSRIs?  You created those thoughts all by yourself and there are a couple things that could have been done.  First you can simply change the thoughts (a common psychiatric solution) - or, you can through meditation turn off the thoughts and allow love and joy to fill your reality.

Happy healing.