I don't want to be the one to tell you what you should do with your life. But, I definitely have to attest that college was a lot worse for me than highschool was. Just like someone else mentioned I didn't make any friends, people would always talk shit about me whenever they've seen me. Even professors and people who worked at the university( dorm supervisors, cafeteria staff, etc.) would talk shit about me exactly after I turned my back to them and walk away.
I felt incredibly lonely and depressed. Sometimes I would skip out on classes because I was so tired of hearing people talking about me. There were plenty of times where I didn't want to eat because if I did , then that meant I would have to go to the cafeteria and hear more ridicule and insults about me.
There was only a few moments where I had fun, the majority of my time in college it was filled with frustration, depression, anger, suicidal thoughts, and social anxiety. Not to mention that I hated my roommate with all of my being( I really wanted to kill that motherf***er).I got robbed of all my possesions in my bookbag(Its partly my fault because I left my bookbag in the lobby). I was failing class and it was hard for me to concentrate on classes when the teachers themselves didn't want to work with you. I can go on and on, but I'm going to stop right here.
Your situation can be a lot different than mine. Keep in mind, the first two years I was at college I didn't how to control my odor. So I'm pretty sure if you have an ideal way to control it won't be bad. In addition, I don't know how bad you smell(or if you can smell yourself) so I don't know if you'll experience the same thing. I think if you go to a college with people who you consider friends and understand you situation. It will be a fun experience, even though you might have some bad times. Another thing that made the college experience bad was the fact that I was away from my family. So if you stay in close proximity of your loved ones then I'm pretty sure it wouldn't be as painful
I want to give you a little hope because your condition is unlikely to change in the future. Therefore, it is worth paying attention to the direction of training in which you plan to enter college. And whatever the direction, you should choose the best college so that you have fewer nervous thoughts. For example, I chose colleges for food science in Kansas. I really liked his recommendation, which I read in the article on the site https://www.360wichita.com/blog/Education/Top-5-Colleges-for-Food-Science-in-Kansas.html Indeed, in such articles or comments from people, you can find not only support, but also some useful advice.
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