Re: Thinking You Are "I AM", Your definitely not but only a fake from the darkness.

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"no one should be getting in people's faces or joking to make a point about them giving their children vaccines. "

you were doing pretty good until you got to that point. lets keep it straight. the meme said that --I-- was gonna go give myself a vaccine to dumb --ME-- down so i would be on the other posters level. a bit sophomoric but i was definitely dealing with less than a sophomore.

then you get back on track. yes, the meme was humor. i think vile is a bit harsh. maybe crass. yea. thats it. i will accept crass. nothing i am not above doing. lying and poor judgement executed against an innocent, now thats vile and depraved.

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" It seems Trapper reads everything we write, "

that is absolutely not the case. it might SEEM that way to yuo but thats probably and artifact of my level of understanding and intuition. i dont have the time nor the inclination to read all this crap. in fact, with people like tansy, i was taking special care at avoiding reading any of her posts. loquat, too. not interested. it wasnt until everyone started getting personal with me because you were all personal with each other that i even paid any attention to that. i respect no persons. i speak the same to you and tansy and tomi and rainy and loquat and everyone else in exactly the same manner - as open and honest and appropriately helpful as i can be. im too blunt. im crass and sometimes vulgar. i also make mistakes. im not very polite here because i have never been in polite company on the christian boards. im seen as contentious and i receive back in kind, unlike the lord says (bless those that curse you). maybe try something different and obey him for a change???

well, you dont have to like me and as much as i have held peoples feet to the fire here, i cant blame ya for not liking me. im not looking to make friends.

after those two aforementioned errors, i think you finally gave me an honest answer. you assumed it at first but now you just dont know. i find that acceptable.

i have been nothing here if not consistent. that level of consistency requires honesty. it requires that one always seek the truth and never lie to oneself or others. assumptions are easy traps, like my assumption that you posted a snuff film on the CB. i was so taken aback because it was not consistent with you except i wondered if some hidden motive was afoot. instead, i was just plain wrong about the video. which gave me my faith back in my perception of you. i corrected it the minute i realized it. and i felt bad for falsely accusing you in the process. you will notice that even then i showed patience and mercy trying to figure out why. i cared about you way more than i cared about what you had done.

and there you have it. and here is my apology to tansy. i am sorry that my attempt at communicating with you used a subject matter that was too close to home for you personally. that was not my intent.